Crazy Sister and Broken Lover (Part 3 )

After delivering the letter , i went ahead and saw rinka room , she might be not there so its fine

i passed a letter there too saying , i am sorry for not noticing before , it must be hurtful and depressing and i understand its too late now , i wont ask for any explanation nor do i have any , you can just blame me for not being able to notice enough , but i do always cared for you and i would have done anything to save you if i had known earlier , there is some money i saved thinking i would buy your favorite dress on your birthday but since i realized i dont know anything about you anymore , you should buy it yourself . consider this as a gift from me as i cant face you anymore . i am sorry for all you had to endure , in the end you can just blame for being a loser you know . consider this goodbye

sigh its not like its not her fault but i cant say much can i ?, haha is it what it feels like parting with someone whom you have lived with most of your life .

unknowingly tears started falling from my face , i can stop them but its better to let them flow as they are the grievances someone had for being powerless and not being to be more proactive in life

currently original owner of this body feelings matter , i ae ge am now solving kazuki feelings not mine so i let the tears fall as i passed on the letter and money in that

now everything is done , as i was cleaning the room , i found the toy Rinka had given me saying its our sign of always being together when we used to play as kids

kazuki really cared about her but sign things cant change anymore

i just took it off , packed my bags as the stuff all i have is clothes , some money , id and everything and related to school

as i was passing by there rooms , i just stuck the figure she had given me on handle of door ,

suddenly all the memories we had of childhood but in it now all the pain of rinka and all those faces of otome too , life really is unfortunate sometimes , a mess sometimes , you cant expect to everything going fine just because you think its gonna be fine

haha how miserable it sounds , how painful its feels , all those feelings and emotion you keep inside but when you want to express it , its already too late

i sighed " alright time to leave "

after that i went to the landlord , told him i am leaving and paid the security and rest of month fees

"huh , where should i go now , i dont have any friends nor do i have people who would lend me, i just have enough to spend few days eating " thats all

as i was travelling across the streets with a bag full of stuff , its a bagpack so all i had to do is just wear it

it was good form of exercise too

jeez why do i have this sudden thought that this original owner was just living in some hentai plot , haha weird as it sounds , is that girl rinka have no brains , maybe the powerlessness stems from having no one to rely on

or maybe because i didnt notice or me and otome being happy but it has no justification in doing same to otome

moreover this otome girl is also crazy , rather than going to police , they are just going it and tying to save rinka , i feel so angry and upset for these girls iq

as i was passing by , i saw a lady fighting with bunch of teenagers or say a quarrel , it seems like they have broken some stuff and are not willing to compensate

ahh nothing to do with me , i am already considered a coward and get easily bullied so its better to behave that way