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We met under the most tragic Circumstances; But I knew immediately that I could trust him, He was warm, kind and so full of life he was everything I could never be and everything I've always wanted to be; But I couldn't not in my family, not with our life.

I know my parents weren't the best parents; they had their flaws and what they did and the kind of business they ran was anything but good, but they never hurt anyone or killed anyone; so the fact that they died the way they did really hurt, and the fact that I alone survived only torments me even more; after I had found out they weren't coming back I was so miserable, I couldn't eat or sleep properly I had nightmares that only got worse every night I couldn't take it I wanted to die, but he was by my side every step of the way and thanks to that I can finally sleep and eat better and the nightmares are going away slowly thanks to him I'm going to be ME again some day.

We're going to be married soon; his family want's us to have a big wedding, but we're not completely sure that's what we want but I know one thing for sure is that this is where I want to be always; I want to have him by my side always and I want to walk beside him because I know he'll always keep me safe and happily taken care of he always be there for me and I him.

But the one thing I'm most grateful for is that his family adores me and I them; they've all been so kind and understanding of me and my situation and for that I'm most grateful.