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To Eternity of My Sorrow

To the future yearning because I'm with you, however with your sudden loss everything scattered into pieces. It's tragically empty and it is hard to conceal this sorrow to eternity. But, despite of your death I can still feel your presence, you ease my anxiety... How can I say more? day by day I'm greedy for you, I feel this unsettling feeling all because of you so I should stop. "Don't you worry, when my time comes to an end and if ever we're reborn again, I promise to make you happy and from that I can only smile again" "And even in the tragic reality—"

Li_Suzue · Realistic
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Limitations

- Life is just like a chess -

Hmm....it's been six months since Haru and I first met at the parking lot bar..? But now that I'm getting to see her every thrice a week only..? last time we spend the whole day together at her house the one..her boss provide for her..is it because she's worry about getting caught by that insect...?

[ His inner self ] In the long run, that whole bar is like a chess. Haru-san is the boss's pawn everyone in the bar is his pawn too, but..talking about chess play..[ looks outside ]

Haru-san is not just an ordinary pawn, she is more like the queen who protects the king's bar..the boss prick to be direct to say..?

King is the most priority of all and he doesn't care if his pawn get eaten by anyone...unlike Haru...

Haru.. is very important to him.. just what does he looked like I've been there for at least six months now but I haven't seen any rumors or footprints of him, I didn't sense some danger in that bar..? But the ladies were afraid..and begging some money... money for what they will give it to their boss? what an absurd is that.. Haru... Haru.. san... I wanna meet her by the way..

[ Sigh ] ha....Haru is all over my head..! When can I get to see her...?

....

[ blush ] ah- WHY THE DAMN HELL I AM THINKING ABOUT HER?! ughh! Nobuyuki you're suppose to be protecting her as her friend and help her to resign and break free from her that prick...!

[ Toss ] Ha....I wanna go to sleep for a minute...

[ Rings ] Ah! now what..oh! it's Nao-nao..! Hello Nao!

" Yuki- onii-chan! you didn't call us last few days..! don't you love me anymore? "

Ha..ha..ha of couse brother loves you I just focus on exams last week I called mom or dad few times last week..? don't you know?

" Eh!!! Mommy! you didn't tell me that onii-chan called!"

" huh? coincidence you were sleeping everytime your brother call... "

" Onii-chan! when're you coming back? I wanna play with you it's so boring without you y'kinda forget our secret! "

Okay okay! I'll make it faster to graduate just hold your horses

" I don't even have a horses..!

..... just don't forget to study, rest, go school and don't drink alcohol..!

You're still a graduating student and going to college you want your stomach to be affected because of your drinking..! " [ Blabbermouth ]

Ha.... my brother... I know thanks for reminding~ I will study hard now you go practice!

" Aha! I already practice for forty hours huh! "

Ling Ling wannabe?

" Why not, you don't practice like I am hmph! "

When is your violin lesson Nao-nao?

" Umm..... next saturday again and I'll keep practicing until I beat you! "

Hmm? why me.. you should beat Paganini you know?

" Ah.... nevermind.... bye Yuki onii- chan! "

... bye see ya~

- Hang up -

fuwahh... my drowsiness...oh my yawning is gone perhaps I'm not sleepy anymore, he's still so young but he gets to talk like an adult... ppfftt [ grin ]

We'll see after four years Nao-nao~

...

- Walking in the middle of winter with you -

[ Rustle ]

" Yuki-kun!!! " [ shouts ]

Oh hey Haru-san!! nice to see you again actually I was kinda sad not meeting you these days haha...

" Oh yeah...? I'm sorry..ish there's a lot of events happening on the bar where I work.. since it's holiday boss let me go then made the other workers do my job instead.. "

Here he comes~

That prick...

" Hihihihi.. I know right but few days ago he doesn't bother me and keeps praising me for doing a great job recently.. "

Hmm.. that's fine for now right?

" Yes.. by the way boss established new bar it's far away and forgot what's the place.. sorry I cannot tell you "

Well I don't need it anyway.. so your boss will move some people from that bar to another place?

" Maybe.. but I wish the manager will be good to them "

Let's hope for that " [ Nods ]

" Yeah.. " [ swoosh ] "Woah it's so breezy... I wear thick clothes on the way here but it's still freezing hoo... oo.. "

Let's get you some warm hot chocolate there's a place where it's peace and quiet..

" Oohhh...in holiday there's numerous of people gathering huh... more like in Japan.. "

....It's Christmas so it's normal they'll be gathering until new year's eve then everything will be back to normal..

- Yuki gave her the hot chocolate drink to warm her up -

" Hoo.. ooo... it's warm "

Did it calm you down?

[ Nods ] " Yes thank you Yuki-kun.."

- Everything is quiet, and they're just seating next to each other in a warm breeze. Silence makes their heart beating and avoiding to meet their eyes. Yet they caught each other's eye and cannot looo back, Haru's cheeks are blushing while Yuki just drinking to avoid the awkward atmosphere. Both of them are telling to themselves to speak right away but they don't know how to bring up a topic out of nowhere. -

[ At the same time talking ]

" Can you go to my house? "

Are you free in new year's eve?

Ah- You go first -

" No.. no.. no I cross the line... you go first.. "

[ People are talking ]

[ Sigh ] "Ha... kids nowadays "

..... A kid ppfftt

" I don't look like a kid! "

I am more taller than you.. so... pffwahhh!

[ Hmph ] "... tsk..! since you don't wanna talk I'll say it.. "

[ Breath in & out ] " Yuki-kun let's celebrate this coming new year at my house? "

[ His inner self ]

.....with her... at Haru-san's house?

I am... going to her... home..?

I did asked her out.. to.. to.. celebrate together.. what sh-should I s-say...!

" Yuki-kun? ", said it with gloomy face.

[ Nods ] O-okay...

" Really ". She brighten up her smile.

" Really? really really? you will? "

Y-yes.. anything for you Haru-san I cannot go back to Japan.. so I'll just celebrate with my close freind

" How about your other friends? "

Others are gonna be with their girlfriends and some are with their families..

" Eh... with their girlfriends... "

[ Irritated ] Haru-san.. don't be serious about them my friends were cheating....

" o-okay.. I take it back "

.....shall we go now where do you wanna go?

" What? are you crazily nuts? in the middle of winter?! can you handle coldness? "

I... do so..? cold never bothers me though

" Ehhh! you're sure really sure I'm worried for you.... Yuki-kun... "

I'm fine I'm fine don't worry my muscles are strongest... [ Flexed ]

"...What muscles have to do with cold? "

... what I mean is I have thick skin unlike you, you can get cold in just five minutes because your skin is so soft and thin..that's why I let you eat many as you can so you're nor weaker.. [ Explained ]

" Is that so.. " [ Nods ]

Now where do you wanna go?

" THAT WAY!!! "

okay okay!!!!

...

- A brand new year, and finally Yuki gets to visit on or off work and taking her home every night. It's been a fun new year they had they used to do karaoke, dancing and soon Haru's drunk and best part is truth or dare it's very common for friends to do it and exposing their darkest and past memories which they regret and wished it never happened because it was too cringe and they felt goose bumps, frighten, exciting moments.

At the present days, bar was opened once again, the bar was pretty amazing because of the new renovation and every night they'll be having a band who's gonna sing for them everything change and improved.

Unfortunately, while Haru's enjoying and while working she was showing a bright smile on her face everyday her boss finally noticed something is off, so he asked her in not obvious way of why she's smiling, like does something good happened to her. Haru, on the other hand, she just say that she made freinds although her only friend who she really made up is Nobuyuki. So as far, day by day her boss was assigning people to search and watch over her house.

Haru dont know this, but apparently Yuki didn't get to see Haru those times because he's too busy preparing for graduation and college application so there's no sign of a man or guys who cling to her.

Therefore, her boss carefully looked on to the list who're at the bar and noticed that in the list the named Leo Capell he's top of the list, Haru doesn't know that Yuki had a fake name all the time so eveything was messed up to the point of view but rather thinking it'll fail Yuki to let her resign, he continued to use this fake name for no one to know him. Edward told him not to tell his true identity because this bar is full of ladies so he won't get double-trouble.

Afterwards, that night one of boss's pawn caught them, Haru was going in to the car and Yuki assisting her.

Pawn called the boss and tell he saw everything, the direction was going to Haru's house and the men were there are able to see who is he.

When Yuki drove her way back to her home, she wanted her to spend the night at her house but Yuki gets the feeling of being watched at the bushes and trees so he refused and luckily she responded by saying okay.

The boss heard the whole conversation and said to his men,

to assassinate Yuki while Haru is away now -

- The opponent king fights one king -

[ his inner self wondering ]

Something is off here....? should I go check...there's some-

" yuki...?... Yuki..? Yuki-kun! "

[ confused ]

Ah.. sorry I was thinking if I have project that I didn't do...

" That's why I told you to keep your head on the class! "

Okay Jya bye bye! goodnight ~

" Get some rest and goodnight! "

....

[ Grin ] ...any~way what's up with

you four up there...

[ Looks up ] ....Woah! that's pretty high I see! ha.. ha.... ha...If I'm mistaken..? you're the allies of your boss...? or by the name Clarkson V.

" How dare you call our boss without permission! " [ marched ]

Ha.... too slow because I already called the cops-

[ Claps ] ".....Leo Capell nice to see you at this time!!! "

" Boss!!! "

" Aiya! you called the cops? my dear costumer...? they'll be... going to other direction~ "

No no no.... you misunderstood me you didn't let me finish to what I say~ it's true that they'll be late because it is planned the whole time... Clarkson V. ~

" YOU SON OF A BITCH BOYS GET HIM AND DON'T LEAVE A SINGLE MESS HERE DON'T LET HIM GET ME UNTIL I GET TO SEE HARU!! "

Oh no no no big boss I may not allow you pass through that door.. well you see...? She's sleeping soundly and vividly you don't wanna ruined her good sleep after all she's resting ~

" Let's get him "

[ Hup ]

" Stop! silence!!! " [ sigh ] " ha... Leo.. and... Haru... huh? let's not start the war ay? "

" B-boss Clark? "

Ppffttt..... [ Grins ]

" Leo Capell, You made her get close to you now that I see you for the first time! You got some expenses there ay..? let's get into it

huh? let's trade don't ya? you can have Haru then give me three - billon one what do you say..? "

[ His inner self ] ..... this prick..! knows how to inspect bodies..? disgusting..

Clarkson.. V.. Haru is not a toy or your pawn to be one of your allies, to be honest I'm helping her to resign ~

" That's why she's acting lively these past few days..? it's because of you! you stole my woman you jerk! "

She's not your woman or anyone even me she's not my spouse nor yours, she didn't even loved you man! give it up! even you provide what she needs if you just fuck her up and used her that's not how partners do Clarkson.

" Okay... "

Pfft... that easy?

" Boys start getting wild "

" Yes Boss!!! " [ Everyone ]

- As they start fighting, Haru's inside her house. Before hand, Nobuyuki talked to his two classmates who're also came from Japan they were upperclassman, both female sisters named Suzuha and Suzuna all of them along with Naoko played together and part of a team in mix martial arts. Suzuha and Suzuna's parents were one of high class in Japan and London, they had business there and their mother is a professional assassin.

Before, Nobuyuki introduce them to Haru to make more friends and to be comfortable with. The three of them quite get along and even invited them to her house for days and now they're in her house protecting her wouldn't be a problem because the Suzuna bought their armalite guns incase of someone came or intruders.

- New character siblings -

Yosano Suzuna

Yosano Suzuha

" We won't let you in! " [ Suzuna ]

" Why..? hello there ladies I was just about to pick up my female dog upstairs so if you excuse me- "

" Don't move a muscle " [ Suzuna ]

" Pervert " [ Suzuha ]

" Ladies.. ladies... I don't hurt women you know? I am a caring person so move away...! " [ Creak ]

".... step back... " [ Suzuha ]

" Suzuha...? "

" Suzuha ay? what a wonderful name your mother give to you? okay move!!! "

"....I said...step back old man" [ Suzuha ]

[ Shoots / Bang ]

" Woah!!!! sugo- "

" Suzuna...Onee..san... "

[ Acting cute ]

" Aiyo.... you always amazed me you strike him to his kidney...! "

" ..... now can I have the last slice of cake? " [ Suzuha ]

" Sure! I'll get my sister!!!...

.... anyways as for you perverted asshole..?! "

" You Lady...!!! help... "

" Why would I help a mere man who's manipulating women " [ Suzuna ]

" Finish me off..!! "

" Well..... hmmm... let me think [ pretends to think ] Aha! no I'll not finish you off...[ looks at Yuki ].... but he will kill you... [ looks back at Clarkson ]

" N... n..no... no...! why do Japanese people are like this! "

" Huh? what's that I hear? Japanese people are good, but they also know how to fight ai..? it's normal because it's traditional we use swords but since we're in the modern world we use guns [ Creak ]

..right? " [ Gun on his forehead ]

" Ooooiii! Miyazono Yuki! you done there? this shitty pervert is gonna die now " [ calls ]

" Ha.... about time you're the last one ha....? "

" Leo Capell.... Le.. leo...! I have something to tell you..! "

" ..... last words? "

"... y.. you...don't know much about that woman...! Leo! "

" I might not know her well and family background...? but sooner I'll learn from her " [ Grin ]

" It's.. not what it's looks like she will also do the same to you by that time...! "

" ..what do you mean by that time? "

[ Angry ]

" Leo she is a.... par... y... gir.. sh... and...da..gol... d..di... er.... "

".... tsk "

" What a waste huh? " [ Suzuna ]

" Whatever he says about her it doesn't really matter, how is she? "

" She's sleeping so soundly it mustn't been hard for her.. now the case of that bar is closed we'll be still living with her for a while so she doesn't get lonely after all we're all women " [ Looks up & down ]

[ Blush ] " Suzuna.... Se.. senpai..! "

" Are? you're calling me your senpai? right now? "

" I owe you guys a favor though so I'll treat you guys in sometime "

" Nah.... no need anything for my junior! "

" One-san can I have soda? " asked by Suzuha.

" Oh yeah get some of there! " [nods ]

" I better get going too... you know when she saw me like this full of blood in my hands she'll say I'm a murder ha.. " [smiles bashly]

" Go get some rest really.. you got school tomorr- "

" How about you don't you have your next sem? "

" Don't worry we're not like you "

" Oh....okay bye "

- It has to be you -

A morning sunlight it's been past four days since that night happened....

" Yuki-kun!!!! good morning! "

" You're in high spirits! "

" Yeah...! by the way the bar got closed now where should I start working next? "

[ his inner self ] Working next.. she doesn't seem to be down today should I tell her what happened last night? or I might scare and frighten her [ shake head ] no you've gotta say it now!

" Yuki.... Suzuna... told me everything you did while I was sleeping... how careless I am... no... you are.. "

She knew!!! Suzuna....!

" I know... I know what it feels not telling me and I don't wanna hear it from anyone even they're our friends! it has to be you Yuki! "

" I am sorry.... I apologize for not chatting you few days ago... " [Down]

" Thank you... for eveything Yuki-kun " [ Smiles ]

" Anything for a friend who's having a heavy problem.. " [ nods ]

" Any~ways where do you wanna have breakfast? "

" Eh- you haven't got to eat? "

" Nope.... I was excited to see you Yuki "

" I'll treat- "

" No it'll be my~ treat~ you always treat me though I feel like an abandoned dog?! "

" Okay okay my lady ~ "

" Who're you calling a lady that doesn't even fit me? "

" It is haha.... "

" Let's eat there " [ Nods ]

- Our distance must limit -

" Ah... you're too close Haru-san! "

" why? does that eve had to do with our distance?! we're just walking bro! "

" Aiya... no.. I mean let's limit our... closeness Haru... san..? "

" You hate me do you? "

" No Haru.. san do you even know limit I'm a guy and you're - "

" I am a woman, but my body and soul is already taken... I'm not even virgin anymore..I'm legally age and I know what you mean.. I must be careful with myself... "

- Imagination of Nobuyuki when she'll confess to him -

".... haru.. san....? "

" I like you Yuki.. I really do..my heartfelt.... "

" Ha... Haru.... "

..... this... at the time like this... I'm not ready though.... do I like her too.. I do.. but I see her merely as a friend..what part of me? she likes?

" Haru..you must think it through I am an gradu- "

" I can wait I am just twenty -two years old and I can catch up age doesn't matter anyway! "

".... ah....."

" Now goodbye for now I talk to much see ya "

" Haru... "

Girl..hold up...! why're you acting like that it's so opposite that kind of face must be me?

" Haru hold up! "

" What do you need anything? forgot to say? "

" What part of me... do you like?... ha... ha.... why me? "

" You took care of me and handle the numerous people and my boss... "

To be continued....

Note : This chapter shows that they were in Christmastime. Previous chapter is also the continuation.

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