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To Eternity of My Sorrow

To the future yearning because I'm with you, however with your sudden loss everything scattered into pieces. It's tragically empty and it is hard to conceal this sorrow to eternity. But, despite of your death I can still feel your presence, you ease my anxiety... How can I say more? day by day I'm greedy for you, I feel this unsettling feeling all because of you so I should stop. "Don't you worry, when my time comes to an end and if ever we're reborn again, I promise to make you happy and from that I can only smile again" "And even in the tragic reality—"

Li_Suzue · Realistic
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37 Chs

A Woman fighter? - Soon to be revealed

On a hot day a girl trained for years to get promoted and that is "Shinomiya Kaiyou yoroshiku onegaishimasu! "

[Bows] They saw potential in her and let her be part of the team.

She's a student-athlete, a taekwondo player red belt at the age of ten years old while practicing she even took other sports like jujitsu, boxing when she's in thirteenth of age. Her mom Anastasia wouldn't allow her to do extreme sports but her father Tomio said " Let her do what she wants if it's the best for her then we'll support her", they let her do what she wants with care just be careful not to miss her classes or skip her other responsibilities.

"keogh.... uk.." [coughing] She spit some blood and while looking at her hand she felt unconscious. ".. liska!.. My daughter Malishka woke up! " she can hear and see but it was too drowsiness still she can feel relaxation. She lift her hand and tried to reach Anastasia's hand ".. mo... m... I will..... be fine.... I wa.. nt.. to sleep more....." and fell asleep very frequently.

" oh! my lord" cried with sadness

She turned pale when she slept. Actually it got much worse than earlier. She must have had so much blood in her mouth when she spit.

"Your daughter has a disease... if we talk about it you can be the one who's gonna take care of her right doc. Shinomiya? " The doctor was referring to Anastasia Petrovna. She's a neurologist and that's her disease.

"Why would this happen right now? It's my fault for letting our daughter in danger... it's all because of me... if I hadn't had that disease or maybe none of my children will-" Tomio's mind is so full of stress he couldn't even take a short nap. [pats] "It will be okay I'll cure her so don't worry now..."

Since that day, the whole two weeks just laying and sitting on the bed while recovering just watching all her favorite anime and reading novels as long as she stays in bed but she can stand up after six days so her personal maid lets her walk for thirty minutes.

"Young Lady, you managed to walk expeditiously! "

" ha.... What a fortune... " she was hopeless and thinking of committing a suicide instead of being alive. Yet, at the same time she thinks about her future: will she still graduate and get into college and work or lay in bed with despair.

Despite her father having a disease she scowled because father is the first one who's gonna die before her time.

" I.. I wanna live more...? " She ponders what'll happen tomorrow, the next day, the other day or maybe next month and next year. She didn't get a chance to change her faith now she wants to live more but how?.

" I despised who believes in me I don't wanna live let me die " Kaiyou was starting to feel cold blooded since she's so desperate to die but knowing it more she wants to live and be with her parents even her father she doesn't want to see her father suffer and that must be the reason why she wanna die instead of her father. Not even thinking further she decides without thinking twice or thrice she's considerate.

But when she saw Naoko her eyes began to brighten up, when she heard that there's a voting for student council president she hurried and vote and check the list of the final members she was so relieved just voting for him is enough but then when she came back from school she overhear the conversation between Ivan and father they were talking about the Miyazono Clan who has the same level of them.

They want to negotiate with their family for strong commutations and might do a great project as they were talking. Kaiyou was hiding and might get caught but it doesn't matter if she gets caught her body lets her hide but even if it's okay to show up. So she turned and took a deep breath like she didn't hear the thing. [breaths] "Hello father and brother! " [lively]

" Woah you're early, did school let you guys off? no homeworks or tasks? "

" No I did it already um.. the other subjects it'll be easy later because two subjects left to finish " [explained]

" As expected my daughter is a multi-tasker ha!ha! "

Ivan was overcome with a fit of laughter then they all laughed together. Kaiyou laughed inaudibly and shook because of too much laughter.

" hai hai~ " mother appeared holding cookies and other more with the servants.

"Mom" walks and greets her.

"Aiyo.. Malishka, how's school? everything's fine?" [cares]

"Yes just a little homework to do here then I'm finished "

"Take a rest first or go to sleep so your brain is clear and freshed okay"

"yes mom I'll be going upstairs now"

" I'll bring your cookies I made ~ "

[nods]

After she took a long rest, it's now six pm in the evening. She forgot to eat the cookies her mom made and stood up but felt dizzy. "Oh... I keep forgetting that don't stand up when you just woke up, I'm such an idiot..." [Sigh]

Her mom knocks at the door because she knows she's going to wake up by around six pm.

"It's a bit drowsy, you shouldn't stand up once you wake up."

"I know mom..."

"Here's your heated cookies we'll eat dinner at eight so come down okay" [leaves]

She's quivering in her hands "Mom! I have something to ask, can you stay first?"

"Okay Darling "

She told everything she could and her feelings when she first saw him. It's weird for her to talk like a baby and really have no experience of being in love with someone.

Falling in love with someone can feel exciting, even exhilarating. But over time, these feelings may settle into something that feels a little different. This love might seem mellow or calm. She's hiding but her presence is scary because other girls envy and inspire her. " Mom... I'm in love.... "

" Uh.. huh... "

"I know I'm wrong but I just wanted to tell you that the person that I'm in love with is the second son of the Miyazono Family, one of the richest families like us... I even vote him to be the president haha...and it's worth it "

" Miyazono? I heard that family from your father and my other coworkers at the hospital...? " [ponders]

"..... really?" [brighten up]

" I heard that the sons of Kazue-san is really good.. " she remembers and was more impressed [nods]

"Wanna talk about it with your father?"

"I'm afraid not.." because if she tells her father about this he might get stricter than before. [nods] "Alright let's try it..."

At the dining table she's waiting for the right time to speak so it'll not be rude for father. When her time comes, "Father, I have something to discuss with you. All of you listen, Mom already knows this..." Her father looked at Anastasia and nodded at him to listen.

" I'm.... I'm in love with someone right now....my apologies.... '' lowered her head and closed fist so tightly that she might cry out of nervousness.

Silence...

" Wow... " Noah spouted

" Eh- really my daughter is in love? "

Ivan joined the shocking news " For real!? "

Again went to silence

"....." can't even say a word and can't even look at her father she doesn't know what to do.

"Name the boy..." [click clack]

"Father, that's it! " yells.

" Say it Kaiyou " She feels like her heart is about to explode and bursts into tears.

"his... his name is Miyazono Naoko.."

"Miyazono Clan!!" Ivan shouted "Father this is a great opportunity". He thinks of himself not considering the approval of having a boyfriend.

" Ivan don't be like that business and affections across two businessmans children are different " [stare]

"Do you like him?" Still he cares for her even if it's sudden.

"hmm... yes father "

Tears came into her eyes "I'm in love but what happens if he accepted me having a disease it may affect his heart and soul...." it's true that even she's going to be happy she will die happy but leaving her lover in despair like they just exchanged roles Kaiyou will be happy then Naoko will be in distressed.

So she's really thinking twice about making a decision with the help of her family .

" Kaiyou even if your thoughts are going to happen or not you showed happiness for him it doesn't matter if he lives in despair because we'll be there for him when he needs us when your time comes.. "

"Thank you I'll do my best to notice me..." tears of joy but worried.

"hahaha wanna back up?"

"Stop it, I'll do it myself! "

So when the time comes he finally notices her.

*****

Finally Naoko notice her by glance "Wow.... "

She has seductive, mysterious red eyes and is dazzling.

But his friends are too boisterous so he can't see further "President Naoko let's go! "

[yelling]

"Yes I'm coming! ". Yet, he'd forget her after that. But even if he did forget her, the sense and appearance of her can't be removed.

"She looks gorgeous in Shinomiya Kaiyo hmmm.. even with mysterious eyes?...." He wondered.

So every time she passed by him he quickly stood up, looked around. He looked like a weirdo but his heart was beating fast.

****

The moment she was walking by the hallway she overheard the bad conversation of Baron with the guys and finally got to know the place where they're going to meet and fight with Naoko. " At the *** That's dangerous, full of street boys..... ha.. poor Naoko"

She's now at her secret room where her father made it for her. It's full of equipment, gears, guns and bombs only she can use.

" Malishka? Are you prepared? " Her mom cleaned her Lamborghini motorcycle, one Noah's gift for her. She wanted to help Naoko incase of needed instead of talking to him and collaborated before the war starts she thinks of visiting his parents while he's away " I am the daughter of Shinomiya Tomio I'm Shinomiya Kaiyou I'll guide your son at the back"

" that's too dangerous for a young lady if Shinomiya to do did your pare- "

"Yes Oba (aunt) They're the ones who prepared my things so there's no questions about if you excuse me I'll rescue him right away and bring him here." and hurried to the place where Naoko's in. "Ah! Kaiyou-chan! take care!" [nods]

At the moment of fighting in the roof

Hup! Swoosh!" He disappeared like a wind and hid in an unknown place. As he prepared his body while thinking of other ways to escape because it seems like those boys will keep finding him .

"Argh! we lost the track of him kuso!(damn it)! "

" He's too fast, we can't catch up! "

" Hey! Perhaps he's there! "

"Faster Broz"

"Argh what's this fuck! " [boom]

She throw the bombs to them [swish]

so Naoko can get out of it and still Naoko wonders why it is exploding then he just lets it off and runs.

[sits] She sits down waiting for the best time to show up. She's thinking of jumping or popping out immediately like throwing two bombs and distracting them just showing off. "ha... is this what you call real man those idiots ha!ha!ha"

[cuts] "Argh! bullshit!" Naoko was cut by one of Baron's acquaintances, his wound getting wider while he's running until he was surrounded by his men. "Ha... time to show up" [stretch]

"It's show time...." now she decides to strike Baron's foot with her gun.

****

And then a man ,no, a woman suddenly appeared in the shadow....it's too dark to see that person up there.

She's now furious, irritated and game on.

" Boss he has back up and he looks dangerous! " he stunned after all

They didn't know that it was a girl.

Actually it's not, he hasn't brought any "Those idiots panicking?!"

" Hey! Who the fuck are you get down here and speak !" She jumps and pops out immediately when he calls her.

"You call? I am the daughter of Shinomiya, I am Shinomiya Kaiyou! "

[stunned]

Naoko who's lying on the ground because he's losing too much blood.

coughs* " .... the hell what's going on in here " Naoko was at limit but instead of staring at the situation he quickly got the gun from one of Baron's acquaintances and placed it to Baron's head.

"..." she wasn't responding at all then suddenly attacked all the squad one by one while Naoko's dealing with Baron.

"W-Who taught that woman to fight roughly she's so skilled! " Baron was stunned and trembled .

" Sir, that's the daughter of Shinomiya Group!!! we mustn't "

"Then what if she is?! That little bastard! "

[beep beep]

"Police!!"

"No we mustn't get caught! hurry!"

[runs] They tried to run away but Kaiyou caught them along with the police.

[hup!] She carries Naoko and on the way to his home as planned

" I'll be on my way now, officer... "

"Are you okay Young Lady " [nods]

Naoko was unconscious and hurried to his house once she got there her mom was also there although her major is neurology she still took care of him along with his mother too.

****

And days past when he's fully recovered

****

Oh my~ such a beautiful young lady here " as his mother complimented her

" Did you really fight with those bad kids? " their father asked.

"Ah yes...uh-" she couldn't say anything because she's too shy to use the word 'mother' for honorifics.

[Pats her head]

" Call me Dad sweetheart " said it with a bright smile.

[Opens the door] "I'm home~ "

As he opens the door [lift his head]

"What's this?"

"Oh my dear son! you're here perfect timing, the girl who saved you and brought you back is here come and greet her~ "

"....." his mind was blank and just followed his father.

"This is- " A total shock " Ha.... so there she is? " (earth to himself)

"Hello I'm Shinomiya Kaiyo sorry for the late introduction, we're in the same grade and school President " as she stood up to greet him. "

Finally, a long time awaits. It's quite awkward of what happened a few days ago to just pretend like nothing happened.

****

"So that's what happend...'' Thinking of it right now Kaiyou didn't regret a single one of what she'd done to notice her and fell in love with her. For Kaiyou it's already love at first sight but Naoko never knows when he said that.

"It was love at first sight.. Darling Kaiyo " [smiles]

It was the sweetest smile that kaiyo ever encountered in her life.

She kept blushing until became like a tomato. It's awkward yet it's heartwarming to hear.

Although to him it was love at first sight she let it be and pretend like it's really his sight.

*****

Time flies so fast they're in senior high school spending three years and a half together and while enjoying the happiness god gave her she's now able to die after reaching her goal. But, when will it happen?

Continued...

" At first you might feel like you’re in shock. You might feel numb or carry on as if nothing has changed. This is because it can take a long time to process what has happened. You may also feel disorientated – as if you have lost your place in your world. It’s important to know all of these feelings are normal. "

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