๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ต ๐ช๐ต๐๐ช๐๐ผ ๐ต๐พ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐๐ป๐ธ๐พ๐ท๐ญ ๐ธ๐พ๐ป ๐ฆ๐ธ๐ป๐ต๐ญ... ๐๐ฒ๐ด๐ฎ ๐ช ๐๐ฒ๐ธ๐ท ๐๐ช๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ป ๐ช๐ท ๐ธ๐น๐ฎ๐ท๐ญ ๐ญ๐ธ๐ธ๐ป ๐ผ๐ธ ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ต๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ถ ๐๐น๐ฎ๐ป๐ฝ... ๐๐ธ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ธ๐พ๐ป ๐น๐ป๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฝ๐ธ๐ป ๐ซ๐พ๐ฝ ๐ฒ๐ฏ ๐ผ๐ธ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ผ ๐๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ธ๐ท๐ฝ ๐๐ช๐ท๐ฝ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ซ๐ฎ ๐น๐ป๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฌ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ช๐ท๐ญ ๐ข๐ธ ๐ธ๐ท... ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ต ๐๐ฒ๐ต๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ท๐ญ ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ผ ๐๐ช๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ท....
Berlin Germny... 2021
finally i'm finished with those tablets that was too much of translation and the results are... Well Who first made beer and how? my Sumrian ancestors Full of wonders...
I'm too much exhausted i don't even know why i am doing this...i set down Grapped a bottle of Vodka and lit a cigarette...There is nothing better than a Bottle of Absolute vodka and a Lucky strike!!!
I Kept drinking and smoking and with every sip and buff the Fires inside my heart Gets a bit of release...it's like Greek fire...Never Goes off...Loneliness Pain and lose....and...just lost
Suddenly my eyes got heavier dragging me down to an unexpected sleep...
What is this..Where am i!!!?
I was in the corner of what looks like an old babyloan Kings Palace... and i saw in there a king sitting down on His throne in the beginning i didn't know who he was but the Necromancer who was talking to him he Called him... King Nebuchadnezzar...
the King was screaming at the Man saying.. DO NOT TELL ME THIS I MUST COME BACK FOR MY PEOPLE AND WHO DARES TO BRING DOWN THE KINGDOM OF BABYLOAN!!! p
the necromance Bowed in fear and said... My lord... the camel riders will bring us down and reign on our people and lands for 1400 years... as for your return...It's almost impossible But it can be done... than he got closer to the king and whispered in his ears explaining something so the other people in the Royal Hall can't hear than the king calmed down and said... who will it be?
the necromance said... One of our descents who have the pure blood of Babyloan... he will find the truth sooner or later.... he started looking at Me and it seems like he is the only one who can see me... he pointed his finger at me and said something In ancient babylon language....
than a voice out of nowhere yelled at me...
JASON WAKE UP
i woke up to find my Friend Alana looking at me.... i was shaking and sweating somehow feeling cold... i was saying things out of my fear and shock...Holy shit what Huh i... oh Thank You...sorry..i got drunk and slept off and was dreaming about some Crazy stuff...Oh God
she laughed and said... Yes i see you was speaking While sleeping Jeez How ya doing Now tho?
i answered....Ahh Aches and pains you know...Aches and pains
she said...You look like shit!!!
i said back...Excuse me?!!
she said... yeah You look like Shit seriously..
i told her...And you look as beautiful as ever...Jeez...
she answered me...Sorry Jason but you need to do something other than Burying your self alive in this room with stones...i know you are broken because you lost her.... But you still here and deserve to live maybe find a Girl or just try to get out more...Please i hate to see you like this...
...i'm sorry Alana but...i can't...
Please just try for me i know you would because i'm your best friend and you will do it for me at least!!!!
i stayed silent as a sign of decline...
than the door Bill ringed...
i said... hold up ill open
I opend the door and found post office employee is on the door carring some big heavy package.....
he asked professor Jason Michael Kenji Shinoda?
i answerd Yes that's me
sir we got a package for you from an unknown person
Alright ill take it
i signed the papers and carried that package Alone i think one of my Backbones are cracked...
Alana Saw the package and said....shit not again it's probably from those antiquities Smugglers And they want you to Value how much it's worth in the black market Right?
Ahh well... idk im not sure but non the less i will leave it in here you Right i need to take a break from all of this Maybe we could Go in a trip together you and Ivan and me
she said.... YESSS THATS A GREAT IDEA he thought the same too But he wanted it to be Just you and him Men trip i know you guys do some crazy stuff while traveling
i answerd in bored way....yeah yeah men Wild spirit i love that will call him later on to see where we could go
she said....Great Maybe you guys can go to Japan or something
i answerd.. Ahhhhhh Yes i would love to....Than i asked her... Alana How things are going on with you two?
She looked so scared and tired when she heard that Question from me...she answered...Not Good....and to be honest i feel so ignored by him...
i said... listen I know he can be a dick sometimes But he loves you Okay? he is too busy with his job
she blew up crying and said... I FUCKING GOT IT HE IS WORKING HIS STUPID ASS OFF BUT I DESERVE A BIT IF ATTNTION MAYBE GOOD MORNING OR A DATE OR SMALL GIFT YOU KNOW LIKE I WANNA FEEL I EXIST FOR HIM...
i said...I am really sorry alana i hope it gets better....i understand how you feel...
she let a long sigh wiped her tears and answered with a smile on her face...Yeah that's why i am your friend you only one who understands...even if sometimes you act otherwise...
i said to her...
Listen it's been 4 years since my last date and i kinda want to mmm... idk just be around someone I Guess i just need someone here for Once...
i wasn't really scared But in mind i thought she will definitely do something bad...
she said.... i cant belive you actully asking me on a date???!!!
i answered with a cold careless tone....and said...yeah i Guess But dont think its a Big deal or something
she seemed very happy about it but kept herself calm...
and than she said...
You idiot i've been waiting for you to ask me out For hell long time..
So that's a yes?..
she answerd... Yes we can go out but Please i don't want Him to know about it... Okay? i don't want to break his heart even tho he is an asshole...
i said...Okay i Promise than i'll pick you up at 6:00 PM tomorrow
she told me... Okay but No smoking and No drinking and if you do imma kick you in the nuts!!!!
i said to her with a rised eyebrow... You can't force Anything on me anyways see you later
she said....Take care of your self she Kissed me On my cheeks and left My apartment with that big silly smile on her face
Hours Passed by and all i did was thinking about so many things in my head but mostly that dream it felt so real...in the end I just toke off the idea out of my head and consider it just a dream of course i do dream such things I burried my self learning and translating historical tables and searching for artifacts that's my Job in the end...perhaps it screwed up my head even more.
But Just one look i want to see what's in the package....i opend the package and it's a very huge tablet there was a lot of Cunfirom Writings on it and Some kind of a Curved scene i cannot understand....
i shaked my head off and said... No I can't do this now for Christ sake i'm too much tired i will just Come back to it later..but who the Hell sent it...they usually include some latter....
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