1 - The origin of my unhappiness.

*Tia*

I was in my room and I heard mom screaming in the house, it sounded like she was arguing with dad.

Mom (screaming): I should have aborted it, it would have prevented me from having a child who looks like you, you idiot.

Dad: Oh but had to abort. That you think I wanted to have a child with you? A rude, rebellious, upstart, materialistic, uneducated woman. Do you think I wanted a child?

Mom: Materialist, what do you have to give me first? A drunkard, idiot, funny, do you think it's with you that I aspire to end my life? Did you take a good look at me? A beautiful woman, me Nadine MBOUROU, am I going to end up with a laughing stock like you? But you are sick!

Dad: You make me laugh Nadine. You beautiful woman, what are you still doing here then? Get out of my house! Leave with your bastard daughter, disappear from my life. Do you think I have your time? A child you had while setting me up, do you think I'm interested in being his father? On the contrary, you will relieve me if you break up with her.

Mom: I pity the woman who will agree to marry you.

Dad: And I pity the man who is going to take you as a wife, and moreover with a child in his arms. I pity him already because you are the worst woman in the world. (Laughter) You really set me free, thank you! I will be able to live my life with a normal woman.

Mom: That's what I expected. Fuck you Roger, don't you understand? Unable ! Man who has a small kiki but it's you who wants a good woman, idiot!

Dad: Little kiki who got you pregnant, right? Excuse me, get out of my house before I throw you out like a slut.

My tears started to flow, I'm 8 years old but these words, I understand them almost. I know my parents are separating.

Mom pushes the door hard.

Me: Ouch!

Her: Did we tell you that we eavesdrop? Little impolite, stupid like her father, (hitting me) imbecile...

She continued to insult me, hit me, put all her rage on me "the mistake of her life".

Her: You pick up your things and we get out of here!

Dad (disembarking): What business? What I bought with my money won't get out of here! Since your mom wants to get on people and be rude, let her go buy you some new clothes. But what my meager money has paid for will not come out of here.

Mom: Roger, you really are a poor guy. It's that she'll stay naked then because I'm not going to spend my money on such a fool.