Bad And Good

"Sorry Mrs Perez, you have a cancer"

The doctor said-- I look down And tried not to cry.

"but…. your also pregnant Mrs Perez."

The doctor said, I look to my belly and smile while my tears dripping down.

three years ago my dad took me to his new competition, he was a famous volleyball player from America But….. he was a Filipino, I love watching my dad hit the ball, I love watching him play, laugh and smile.

The appointment is done "finally I can rest" I look up and smell the air, then the petals from the cherry tree flow through my body-- then the snow start to fell little by little, and finally the bus is right on time. I sat down at the right window I can see my reflection, thin and pale skin, then I remember going out with Ran for the first time he was wearing a tuxedo and I was wearing a pale pink dress and a pink flower necklace.

"Do You like, this kind of things??"

He said I sit quitely and said.

"not really"

Then the bus stops.

I pulled out my phone and dial a number

"hey ran, when are you going to come home??, you've been away for a week now." I said while holding my tears, everyone was watching but I didn't care.

"Nah im busy"

Ran Said.

"its snowing today, are you really not going to come home" I said calmly and wiped my tears.

"fuck are you deaf, I said im busy!!" he shout and hang-up I got out and walk few minuets later I gasped when I saw Ran with another girl ran saw me and I run as fast as I can I bumped into people and suddenly I saw a car running towards me and my world starts to slowmo.