Turning point

I cried and cried Infront of the court room full of people I said I didn't do it on purpose .

He tried to beat me so I pushed him back I didn't knew there was a car coming in our way.

But nobody believed a ten year old child's plea.

Not even my own father and mother they also believed I did something wrong.

They didn't believe in me but still they stood by me .

I was sent to the juvenile home for 5 years.

But nobody gave any punishment to Sanjay for his wrongdoing . why didn't he get the punishment he deserved.

That why became a hole my chest for the rest of my life.

The life in juvenile home was quite good because there were other kids like me .

who also had the same troubled personality which I had .

For first few months my parents came to visit me everyday but after a while the visitation reduced to each alternative day and then became once in a week and then reduced to twice in a month.

I thought they were busy but what I didn't understand was that they were ashamed by the fact that their child is criminal.

After a while environment in that juvenile home changed I saw everyone's true colours.

whom I once thought my friends they turned against me because I never thought violence is the answer to everything .

slowly slowly they tried to turn me like themselves they often they hide my clothes or tore them up.

lock me up in the bathroom for a whole night and turn off the lights because they knew I was afraid of darkness.

once in a cold winter night they even threw all my food away , poured water on me then locked me up in the bathroom and turned off the light.

I cried the whole time and begged them for forgiveness but nobody came for my rescue.

I was scared to death .

That day I promised myself that I will save myself.

I will punish those who tried to harm me no matter who the person is .

After a lot of struggle that door didn't open.

I couldn't handle the darkness of that room .

So I prayed to God till the guard of the juvenile home came and rescued me from the bathroom.

The guard was a very kind lady she gave me some food and asked everyone who did such bad thing to me but nobody answered .

After she was gone the people who did this came to me and threatened me if I say anything to the guard they will punish me but I didn't say anything to them I just smiled and imagined how their faces will look after I took my revenge