losing my focus

I was determined to do everything I told Sakshi I will do.

everyday I went to school with Sakshi and focused on my studies.

I went to rehearsal when I was free.

I asked Sakshi to stay with me through outs the rehearsals.

I knew If Sakshi stays there with me I am not going to lose my focus to Arjun.

He also been relatively quiet doesn't say much to me not that he ever talked to me before.

without the dance instruction we don't talk.

And his friends are raising hell for me now that I offended their master.

Like Sakshi's advice I don't counterattack them but I defend myself plentifully.

I never go to the cafeteria because that's where he and his friends hang out.

let me put it like this I avoid any chance of meeting him outside of our dance practice.

But it hasn't been easy because I somehow manages to see him again and again.

it's like he wants me to see him everywhere I go.

it's been a week of struggling.

And also my family contributed in my struggling.

My mother visited me with my brother.

I could sense that my mother forced my brother to come with her because my father had some work to do.

My brother's hatred for me only gotten stronger with time.

i tried to talk to him but my mother stopped me because she didn't wanted to create a scene Infront of our whole school.

so she dragged me and my brother to the back of the school.

my mother hugged me and asked me how I was .

I told her that I'm ok , sheet gave me bags of gifts

And she also asked me if I told anyone about my secret. I told her that I will not tell anyone about that.

she told me that -"if you tell anyone about that secret your father's reputation in the school will be tarnished and your brother and sister's life will be difficult again

so it's best for everyone that the secret stays as a secret.

Now I knew why she came to the school because she wasn't concerned about me. she was concerned that I will blurt out the secret and their lives will be difficult again.

I was heartbroken but I still hugged my mother goodbye but when I tried to hug my brother he threw me aside and told me -" keep you filthy hands of me. don't you dare to try to be my sister. I only have one sister that's it .you are dead to me. if you ever try to do something like this I will forget you are my parents child."

After saying this to me he left with my mother's.

my mother didn't even bother to stay back.

I remember all the time we've spent that day.

all over it was a lie . she did all that to get me into this school.

I broke down .

I lost control of my body and fell I was crying my heart out because there was no one to listen me cry.

After a lot of crying I was finally stable but I couldn't get up because all my strength were somehow lost.

I felt two hands lifting me up.

I turned and saw Arjun standing there.