3. it doesn't seem like you want a girlfriend

At night I started to think of him which got me hard .I started to think this is not normal to get hard from a guy but I could not help it. I would start to get up early just to get to the bathroom to not be hard anymore.I know i could do it in my room but the bathroom was better for me.Which made my family wonder why the last person to get ready everyday of their life is all of a sudden the first one to get up.I just told them that I was growing up. Everyday it would start to happen .He would corner me and just start to kiss me and his tongue was all in my mouth. I didn't know what to say or do it wasn't like he was forcing me because I would kiss back and like it. We would never have real conversation about it or even talk to each other.We would just kiss when people were not around. It was more him kissing me but then one day a new girl name fancy became his girlfriend and they were couple goal to everyone in school but here is the thing he would still be kissing me everyday and one day he took it to the next level in the locker room after P.E was over. All the boys were done taking their shower so they would go eat lunch and it was just me and him. we had our towels on and he would come up to me and just tease me an say you want a kiss because your lips look good right now .And i told him to shut up ! I was thinking to myself that I wasn't going to do this with him anymore because it was wrong . so I said this to him "I am going to get a girlfriend to kiss these lips" . I dont know what happen it was like I triggered something in him because he push me in the shower in the locker room and kiss me hard and remove my towel from waist and started to move down which I tried to stop because he had a girlfriend but I could not help myself .And he would love it when I was moaning his name .I know because he would tell me to do it louder. sometimes I'm very surprised at how we never got caught before. All I could hear was me saying "Reo!Reo! more! more"! And when we were done he said "does not seem like you want a girlfriend to me".I yelled at him and said "you are one to talk" . He didn't respond and lunch was over by the time we got done. Before we left the locker room he would put his number in my phone and kiss me and say "good little one" .I know people would say I was being use but I was using him too because I like it when we did those things.I put on my clothes and it just dawned on me that I lost my virginity to him .I didn't know if that was good or bad thing,but knew that it kinda hurt when he was inside me but it kinda felt good but I did not want to think about it anymore. I went to my next class where Michael and cindy were waiting on me .They ask me where I was ?I said I just took a long shower after P.E .When I went to my desk I found chocolate and a card saying I hope I was not to rough and I look over at reo who winked at me.And I rolled my eyes and blushed. Which annoyed me. I was still wondering how did he have a card and chocolates at school. No one in class seem to notice this. Michael and cindy ask could they come over my house to study .I said cool. we were in my room reviewing math.My mom ask cindy and Michael if they would want to stay for dinner and they said sure! we were at the dinner table .My mom and dad start to ask weirdo questions like was their anyone cindy liked? and could it be me? Me and cindy shut this down fast .And said no we are bestfriends and Michael just back us up by saying yes just bestfriends noting more noting less but I could see arata kind of had a thing for cindy and she had a thing for him too.Which was ok to me because he was 17 and she 16 .They kind of made it obvious to everyone but my parents could not see it. Arata would just look at her and blush and she would do same . Which made my brothers tease arata in private when cindy was gone because they didn't want to embarrass her.