7: I WANT TO GO BACK I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE

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Chan Millie woke up. She looked around she realised she was in the mansion of Feng Chou her horrid husband she stared at the ceiling for awhile trying to make sense of what just happened. She tried to work out was she dreaming or did it happen in reality. She was stunned for some time she lay and stared at the ceiling then after contemplating that it had to be a dream.

If only escaping this life could be that easy. Wait, wait just a minute why couldn't be it that easy it wasn't like she needed to live for someone or something so why not she thought as she stared at the ceiling.

Chan Millie headed into the bathroom she looked at her self in the mirror and her skin was smooth and breast we're plump, she lifted her top and looked she was her old chubby self when she was 20 years old there were marks on her body from being tortured for about two years but the big cut that was made by his knife wasn't there.

Chan Millie looked around the bathroom and it was different the things in the bathroom from the past, not the present she ran back out lifted her phone to check the date and realised she had been married for only two years. She looked around the bedroom and saw all the furnishings from the past, not the present.

Now she was definitely in confusion "what was going on had she gone back in time she heard of it in fairytales it could happen in real life right" she muttered to her self.

She sat on the edge of her bed thinking about the dream and what had happened in the dream she thought finally I have lost all my marbles well it was to be expected. She took the phone out and she tried to remember the news for this day to see if something weird was going on. And as she saw she had correctly guessed the news.

Chan Millie then began to think of other things she remembered her husband was on a business, trip and was back today if that's the case then she also should be pregnant with her first child as well if that's the case then the rest is to follow. She now needed to protect her unborn baby from its father.

Chan Millie muddled through the day everything happened as she predicted. She chuckled to her self throughout the day I could be a fortune teller for sure. As she came back to her room. She lay on the bed shocked did she get a second chance but why in this time she thought to her self I want to go back anywhere but here?

Oh! Wait did have something to do with her being pregnant was it so she could save her baby this time? It had to be what else was it. Chan Millie had exhausted her self she was tired her energy was drained she fell asleep.

Chan Millie was in deep sleep. She was dreaming a she could felt someone biting and pinching her she could hear grunts hurt like hell but her eyes refused to open she didn't know to want to know what was happening to her everything was a blur. She does, however, remember biting something and him wincing then chuckling at her he whispered in her ear" my kitten is growing her fangs nice I will have to fix that won't i"

When she woke up in the morning she remembers he had tortured her last night she had protected her stomach she just yesterday found out she was pregnant so she had to protect her unborn baby now she had to keep it a secret as long as possible? If he was to find out he would surely try to get rid of the baby.

Chan Millie was in a daze what the hell just happen to her did she dream all of this didn't she just see her mother, Grandma and children yesterday. She could remember her mother face so clearly her mother beautiful green eyes that sparkled.

She was still making sense of all of what just happened. Chan Millie was smiling at the thought of seeing her mother, grandmother and her beautiful children she was happy today she was at peace with her self she felt a whole load was lifted.

Then suddenly, the bathroom door flew open Feng Chou walked through he was wrapped in his towel around his waist he walked towards his cupboard took out his clothes he turned around and saw Chan Millie awake she was just staring at him in a daze.

Chan Millie had never looked at him properly today her eyes landed on his body and boy! Did he have a sexy body his muscles his six-pack wow! Thought Chan Millie.

Feng Chan was taken back in surprise she never looked at him ever even when she talks she looks at her feet. He looked at her as he stood to make sure she was looking at him to realise she was in a daze.

Feng Chou has seen her smiling for the first time she looked so cute her green eyes sparkled when she smiled he lost himself for a few minutes in her smile he found himself smiling too for no reason.

Feng Chou soon shook himself out of it and thought when did I find this woman cute. Why did she make me smile! Why was she happy and smiling didn't I course her pain last night? Isn't she suppose to be sat and upset what the hell was going?

Feng Chou finally spoke:" what are you staring at you need me to go again to lower your gaze you don't have the right to look at me and get out of bed and get changed we have to go to the old mansion to see the elders remember one pipsqueak out of you you will see the consequences you get double of what you got last night " he smirked as he walked back to change his clothes when he saw the shock on her face she was cute when she looked like this.

Chan Millie was shocked it all felt like this was repeating itself she had experienced this already she thought she would wait for this day to pass and see if it goes as the past then she would know if she was dreaming or not.

Chan Millie got up from the bed only to drop on the floor she couldn't balance her self she was in pain she didn't know if there any parts of her body that weren't in pain some from physical abuse others we're from sexual abuse.

As she tried to lift her self her husband walked in he saw her on the floor he walked over picked her up easily Princess style in his arms like he was picking a child up he walked into the bathroom he throw her in the bath and walked out Chan Millie sat there wiping the bubbles on her face and looking the door which was slammed hard.

Chan Millie was in a daze that's exactly how it happens before in her past life. She was sure now she had travel back in time but why here why couldn't she go back before she married him that way she could run away and saved her self from all this torment. She suddenly remembered the look on his face when he found out the truth he was so sorry but what was the use of that sorry it didn't return anything it didn't take the scars left away.

She soaked for along time trying to get her head around what was happening to her if she had travel back in time she knew why her husband hated her and but why did he beat her she didn't understand she knows he was getting revenge for Fen Jia.

Chan Millie thought did her step-sister beat Fen Jia up she doesn't know how to fight apart from pulling hair did she get someone to beat Fen Jia then is there more than one person involved she needed to get to the bottom of this quickly and get the hell out of this house. This time she had to protect her unborn child.

Chan Millie knew that she had to fix this she didn't want to stay next to this cruel person who is so abusive if she could prove it hasn't anything to do with his beloved maybe he will let her go free it was worth a try.

Chan Mille got out and got changed into the clothes a cream colour long dress with blue floral print in it with blue colour ballerina shoes she had blue earnings with she didn't like jewellery very much so she kept it simple the maid left they were nice.

Chan Millie liked the clothes very much she remembered they were same so she had definitely gone back in time. Chan Millie thought what would happen if she changes something now would tinier be consequences.

As Chan Millie walked down the stairs everybody was waiting for her the inlaws they all looked in her direction he mother in law spoke:" my word you looked so pretty the clothes are so simple no make up on her face yet you looked so pretty come here and let me look at you " she smiled.

Chan Millie k ew she was chubby but her mother in law was always nice to her but Chan Millie wanted to see her husband face went she was getting complaints from his family her sight was on her husband she could see him grinding his teeth in anger unknowing the truth she also knew that the Feng's didn't accept Fen Jia because of her background she was the daughter of a prostitute.

Chan Millie belief that you should always judge a person for who they are not who they belong too. But alas the rich had to keep face in society.

The Feng's liked her very much especially the elders. And more so when they found out she was the granddaughter of Mu Jade. Feng Chou obviously hated, it even more, when the family compared her to his previous girlfriends. Now she realised that they were talking about Fen Jia. But now she disagreed because she knew Fen Jia she was lovely, bubbly and such a good girl. Only if they git to know her they would all love her too.