1: SHOULD I JUMP OR NOT (1)

Chan Millie watched it rain from her office window she wanted to feel the rain on face maybe it would wash away the pain and hurt she was feeling the bruises hadn't healed there were new ones.

Chan Millie's husband made sure to hit her where nobody could see he found new ways of torturing her every time she would wonder does he research how to be this cruel or does it come naturally.

Her husband only left marks you could see where showing everybody that her husband really loved her he was always clever in that way.

Chan Millie husband had come across as the loving doting husband an obedient son. In the office, she showed he cared by ringing her when she was with her colleagues to ask if she had her lunch.

Her husband knew how to cover his track like a smooth criminal. Chan Millie wondered why she ended like this why she had earned her husband anger instead of love she didn't crave his love just a bit humanity wouldn't be too much to ask for or would it?

Chan Millie husband was a very shrewd businessman he was cold and sly businessman everybody knew not to mess with him or the consequence would be unthinkable company went bankrupt people would become homeless overnight nobody knew how it happened?

Chan Millie was ideal husband material in the eyes of the elite society for a lot of women and even young girls who had the guts to flirted with him Chan Millie saw a lot of women and girls try and fail but just wasn't the one for Chan Millie.

What surprised Chan Millie was he didn't bat an eyelid at those who were prettier than her he coldly told them he wasn't interested he could any of them as his mistress but no he told them he was happily married.

Chan Millie husband looked like an all-round good human being but under that facade was an evil, cruel, and vicious human being. Who dished his punishment with an evil grin that even scared Chan Millie in her nightmares.

What nobody knows he had dealings with the underworld mafia their everybody feared him he was very cold, calculated, and viscous he never showed any kind of mercy to his enemy. So from there, you could tell Chan Millie was definitely one of his enemy's.

Chan Millie Husband's parents and brothers and sisters all know who he was they didn't dare approach him to rebuke him about his behaviour towards his wife but nobody stepped forward to help.

Chan Millie never asked them either it was though it was none of their business… she didn't want them to step in there was no point she would get extra punishment if they did so it wasn't worth it Chan Millie thinks they seem to know why he bullied her but the person was oblivious who was on the receiving end to it was the person getting tortured.

The in-laws we're all aware of her being abused in her paternal family she didn't a better life there or here but here it was worse.

Chan Millie paternal family had told her the only way she could leave her husband's house was her corpse so she doesn't run to them for help. Chan Millie wouldn't give them the satisfaction of them watch her like this.

Basically, she had nowhere to turn to or nobody to ask for help her life was getting worse day by day Chan Millie thought would this ever end.

Chan Millie only ever had one person that doted on her was her Grandma but she died when she was only 10 years old.

Chan Millie had a step mum and stepsisters and brother her father relationship with her father was basically none existence since her biological mother died.

Chan Millie was a not a shy child but she liked to keep herself to her self so she didn't have friends that she was close too she was a pitiful loner. But she was happy this way sometimes was why she suffered all alone.

Chan Millie had nobody to share her problems or her sorrow with she sighed as she watched the rain get heavier.

Chan Millie found her self sneaking off up the stairs to the rooftop she opens the door walked to the middle she spread her arms as she let the rain pour down on her she chuckled to her self. She had always loved the rain it gives her some comfort in a strange way.

Chan Millie wished she wash her pain and torment and humiliation away like the rain she thought to her self what did she do which was so bad that she ended up with life like this she many times asked her husband why he was doing all of this she always got the same reply that she knew to what she had done that's why she was being punished?

Sometimes Chan Millie thought maybe in the last life she was a vicious Empress had brought a lot of suffering to her people that why she was suffering in this life.

Chan Millie stood there she notices the edge of the wall was low on the roof a thought popped in her head if I jump off the building will anybody actually notice if I leave this world there wouldn't be anybody to mourn me or to remember me so it wouldn't be a great loss to anybody.

Maybe I will be able to see my children again they didn't get to see the light of this world they died a very tragic death by their own father hands.

Chan Millie thought back to a tragic moment first he fed her the abortion pill then he kicked her in the stomach to make sure the baby had died. He always told her that he would never let her give birth to his child she didn't deserve that right to the mother of his child she wasn't on the same level as him she wasn't even worth the soul in his shoes.

Chan Millie didn't know if there could be a crueller human being in this world. The one who didn't care that in her stomach was his child his flesh and blood. She wonders sometimes is there any justice left in this world is God watching all of this why is he not helping me?

Chan Millie didn't know when the tears flowed down she had toughened herself not to cry or wince in pain to give satisfaction to her husband. But today she let her tears flow freely they could be washed away by the rain as she looked to the sky and asked the Lord why?

As Chan Millie was deep in thought about her life when suddenly there was a noise from behind her she turns to see some men standing there they looked at her as if they knew her they had smirks on their faces.

Chan Millie looked at these strange people she got a bad feeling. She thought which misery had her husband arrange for now she chuckled loudly at her miserable life. This was the first time he had to send some people to deal with her he was the only one that abused her.

The men looked at her up and down what looked like the boss spoke: " well she was right she is a real beauty we will have fun with her it's rare to see this kind of beauty I am first until I am not satisfied you don't get a turn" he chuckled and licked his lips.

A chilled ran down Chan Millie spine she had suffered all kinds of humiliation from her husband but by his was on next level to get some people to humiliate her this was next level cruel could it get any lower than this.

Chan Millie looked at the man she could see the lust in his eyes there was a scar on his face he looked scary his cold eyes were looking her up and down like they were undressing her Chan Millie felt a cold chill run down her spine.

Chan Millie knew exactly what he wanted just when she thought her husband couldn't scoop any lower he did but what was she expecting from the cold king of the underworld he lived up to his name.

The man took a step forward Chan Millie took a step back. The man didn't stop coming forward Millie Chan didn't stop stepping back until she reached the edge of the roof she lifts her foot up and stood on the wall" if, if you take any more step forward I will jump off" she thought he would stop hopefully they don't want her dead, or do they?

But would that be such a bad thing though but she was sure of one thing she wouldn't let them have the last laugh she thought to her self?

The man stopped he thought this was not part of the deal he didn't want to get done for being a murder this was after all the wife of the business tycoon it's his mistress that hired us he might not punish her but us he wouldn't show mercy too. Little did they know that her husband was also the cold king of the underworld.

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