1 Becoming a world creator?

My name was Jake, I didn't have the best childhood as I was an orphan since my parents died before in a car accident. Fortunately, my parents left me with the house to live in, the government allowed me to stay in it as long as I have a daily check-up from a caretaker. I was already 14 when my parents died, so the government thought it was alright for me to remain at my home instead of putting me through the whole adoption system

In the beginning, I thought it was great to be alone and out of the adoption system, I was wrong because I end up never making friends. It is because of the dam government that put me in a new school and I knew nobody, the anyway these people know about me is from the news because my parent's accident was major. Which is when the bullying and started everybody said I should have been in the car with my parents and died.

After this constant bullying for four years I decided to do it, I decided to drop from the tallest building near me and see what will happens. I may seem like a hypocrite because I gave up a chance that my parents gave me but I would choose that again and again, I would never choose anything else over it after all it was the best thing that happened to me.

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"Where I'm I?" I try to speak but the words don't seem to come out and are only in my head, I try to look around but it doesn't seem to work because all I see is darkness never-ending darkness, not even a light from anything. I couldn't help but feel how peaceful it is not having to worry about anything or anyone. "Hahaha, I hope this lasts forever!"

It has been a hundred years since I came here, it was nice in the first decade but after that, I got rather bored. I then started trying to do many things like focusing on meditation to calm myself, for some reason when I go into meditation I go into this sleep. Where I can feel and think but I can also control how long I can stay in this stance.

It has been 9 decades since I learned this funny ability. I found something recently that was really odd. I feel the darkness is getting bigger and bigger during these hundred years, I wonder to myself then if the darkness gets bigger when I do that stance, doesn't that mean I am the darkness?

Even though my time in the darkness has been relaxing I couldn't help but feel how much of a mistake it was to end my life for bullying. I feel like I took my life for granted, I should have at least lived my life and tried to have the better of it but now it is too late.

It has been a decade since I started thinking about my feelings and if I was the darkness. During this time I have been thinking I am the darkness more and more because it hasn't grown since I have done my last meditation a decade ago. So I decided to just take it as is and accept that I am the darkness.

Let's move on to my feelings during this decade of regression from my meditation, I have been thinking about how it was a mistake to kill myself. It then hit me in the realization that my life is better now without the issues of life. I have thought strongly it would have been to have a friend or multiple friends because it can get boring. I can't do anything about that though at least right now I can't.

After thinking I know what I need to do and I start to go into the start of my millennia meditation. During this period of meditation, I learned that I have a new ability, it is to know how big my body or how big the darkness is. After a couple of years of learning it, I found out my body was about as big as the United States you would find in the states, it was about 3600 in length and 3600 wide.

It was nice to know everything about my body because since then I learned that my body grew about 36 miles every year in length and wideness. So it would take about 1000 years for my body to grow into 36,000 miles or about 23,040,000 acres.

~~ Time skip, 1100 years after BOTU ~~

During these one thousand years of meditation, I have been mostly just thinking about how I can control the darkness to make it into different things. I know you must be thinking how could I know if I could control it, but I found out I can use whatever the energy that my meditation gives to my body and use it to make new things into the matter. So after a lot of temptation, I decided to use this to make a ball of dirt, after a lot of practice I managed to do but I couldn't control or make stay in place as it would float around in my darkness.

~~ Time skip 1105 years after BOTU ~~

It took a lot of time to learn to make it stay in place and control it for my liking but I managed to do it just after 5 years. Now that I learned to make dirt and control and make it stay in place I decided to start to go to work and try to make other things like rock, ores, fire, water, and even air, or what we would call oxygen.

5 more years pass and I feel like time has started to feel like nothing to me as I can just learn something and stay excited about it for a long time. So moving on about my thoughts I have learned a lot about matter and have been thinking about what to do with my newfound power. I made a plan to make my own world just like all the novels I read in my past life, I just got to learn how to make my life.