Revel

I wake up at five a.m., I then go for my morning run, lift eat, then go to my garage, because earlier I got a text from Overwatch saying I should check the garage and I see a Kawasaki ninja with a red bow on it and a letter that says [ride me] so I get my uniform, and drive my new bike to school. I know that at the school there on no metal detectors so I take my detvac helmet with a karambit, I approach the school as I take my helmet off, in the distance I see that beautiful girl who I saw by the quarry, she looks at me, then rushes away, Through the gates, I'm looking at the school and seems more like a walled up fortress, I get off my bike, and I feel a slight tapping on my shoulders, I turn around to see Saya, all gathered together in her uniform, she pulls on my uniforms cuffs and says "time for your tour". As that said she pulls me through the gates, though I am quite confused I don't understand how someone can go through so much trauma then recover in such little time I don't quite understand it, I just let her drag me along, though the schools main gates, and all I see in front of me is a mile long road with sakura trees to its left and right, I researched this school before hand, the schools spans over eighteen thousand plus acres there are a total of eight buildings, three of those are used for academics the others are used for clubs, faculty, and public assemblies. There are over five thousand students, the schools overall grade point average is 4.0. as Saya pulls me a long she pulls me closer to her, and starts to hold my hand as were walking to the main building. That's when I figured out why she is keeping up with this façade, as she holds my hand she smiles at me, all I feel though is all eyes on me, they're like knives that go straight through me. I can sense jealousy, malice, and confusion coming from the students around us, Saya keeps closing the distance between us I look at her and stop "what's wrong" she asked. I pull out my earbuds and give her my right one, and put on a song that'll make her break so she can let out all her emotions without crying without tears, because I put two and two together that gangster I killed yesterday was her father, because before I left on my bike I saw Saya's house and saw a moving truck though the mover were taking items out of the building, though they didn't look like your regular movers they wore all black. Saya placed the earbud in her right ear while continuously holding my hand then proceeds to pull me closer, the song I put on is mr brightside by the killers, as we both listen, I look around to see people stare at me particularly  my scar. For some reason I feel Saya caressing her thumb around mine, and I feel nothing. It is as if we were the only two walking. That moment is interrupted shortly after, because we reached the faculty building. Saya pulls me behind the building, there are not a lot of widows on the backside of the building. She says to me "please hold me". At this point I know without a doubt that Says knows I'm the man in the mask that saved her last night, I then proceed then to wrap my arms around her very tightly, she does the same, but she does not cry, Saya states " you feel so warm, I know what you did for me, you don't even know me, but you did more for me than my father ever did for me. I'm glad for what you did to my father, but why does it hurt so much" saya proceeds to cry as she squeezes me tighter with every tear that comes down her face "can I ask for a favor" she says, I reply with a nod and a yes, Saya releases her hold on me, she continues to look into my eyes, she rubs her hand across the scar on my face, I return the favor by wiping the tears of her face "I'll ask you for the favor after, but I have to leave you for now, we'll walk home together after school, we'll see each other in the school, just try to keep your distance please". I agree with her, because it's obvious she carries great emotional attachment towards me, I know for a fact that this relationship is going to cause problems. Saya goes towards the assembly building, and I walk into the faculty building. I'm immediately approached by a male teacher " hi my name is mr kotegawa I'm your homeroom teacher if you would ? please follow me to my office". Having really no knowledge on how this school works in new students I follow him without question, mr kotagawa's looks loosely put together, as if he just woke up, his office is even worse, there are papers everywhere, I watch him struggle to find his chair, he eventually gives up and says "would you take a seat" with a smile. I'm really going to judge him, I've never been a teacher before, so he's probably just trying the best he can, I take a seat on the ground facing him. Mr. Kotagawa states "now I am your home room teacher, and that makes me your councilor as well. Alright let's start off by asking you some questions". I never had a counselor before, but even though im supposed to keep my origin story limited, I decided to answer all his questions honestly. Mr. kotagawa asked me the basics, what do you want to do with your future ? as well as what new thing I can bring to CD (carpe diem) academy ? I figured I should take on a persona at this point, because being quiet, aggressive, and listless is really going to cut it. I answer Mr. Kotagawa questions by saying " I want to have my future, be the one where I don't have to care about anyone or anything, and for what I can bring to this school… is something unexpected". I say that believing that Mr. Kotagawa would be devastated, but instead he stood up and shouted "yes a boy, after my own heart" I look at him confused, he made a hand motion insinuating that I should hug him. As I open my arms, he pulls me is "me and you are going to do great things… now let's get you to class". In my mind I trying to figure this teacher out, as he walks me to my classroom, we stop at the door to my classroom, and Mr. Kotagawa slaps himself in the face, then opens the door, and his personality changes rapidly from care free, spontaneous, and easy to straight faced and calm "attention everyone," he says, that every student stares at him with a focused intent. As I stand beside him by his podium he announces to the class who I am, and that I came from a school overseas, and how my parents are here on business so I won't be staying here long, but they should still treat me like a regular student, then he states to the class representative, she is the girl who I caught staring at me from before. "There is a seat in the back right next to the window that he'll take, it'll be your job to watch him" says Mr. Kotegawa, I go and take my seat, I look at the class rep as I walk by, she looks away from, I take my seat and glare out the window which give me a perfect view of the track and the city that lays beyond. My chest starts to tighten, I like this one better. 

As I stare out the window and absorb the ambiance of the view, a small tapping comes from the side of my desk, look to see  who it is, and it's the class rep "my name is Mikianea Lambert… but you can call me Miki… if you'd like,.I'll be giving you a tour of the school" she states in a very soft sounded voice. I get up from my seat and look at her "why are you so nervous" I ask, she points at my face and states "the scar… where did you get it" I think quickly and say "I fell when I was really young" her expression changes drastically as she look straight to my eyes, she then intends to rub her fingers on my scar and say "your lying, this was more of a slashing motion as if it was made by a large blade". In the distance are loud snapping steals are gaze, it's Says she is shaking while she is also holding a broken pencil in her hand, but her back is turned. Mikki looks back at me, her fingers still touching my scar, I grab her hand gently, to have her look back at me, she stares into my eyes as if she is looking for something. I feel the presence of great malice, it's Saya "I'll be giving him a tour" she says very aggressively, she then grabs my arm and pulls me away. Saya does not stop pulling me until we reach the school entrance, as I try to open my mouth to ask what she wants she states "were going home" I then shut my mouth as I get my answer. We start walking to my bike, not before I hear slight screams, I drop my bag put on my helmet and start running towards the screams a can hear Saya yell at me from behind "where are you going". As I get closer to the screams they become less frequent, I see two men pushing a girl into a corner, I approach both men quietly, one is holding a knife, I take them out quickly by using the knife against them, the blood splatter onto the girl and on to the concrete wall behind her. "Are you okay" is what I say to the girl as I reach reach out my hand, she then screams at the top of her lungs and runs away, she runs towards the street away from the alley. Looking at the two corpses I just made they seem to be the same age as me, even younger. 

   I am enchanted by the quick work I made of these two men, no these two boys who did not expect quick consequence. Can't help it, I crack a smile, the joy I feel is not from saving someone's life, because they could have been some whore that swidled these kids for their money, or they could've been screaming, because they were trying to rape her, in the end I just acted on the pure instinc believing in the thrill of the kill. My long pause is disturbed by footsteps behind me, I quickly turn my head away from looking at the sky, it's Saya, she is holding her mouth closed with both hands as she shivers, I wonder to watch she is looking at. I walk to her, I grab her hands with mine. Looking in her eyes I can see fear and worry, to distract her from the bodies I use my left hand and pull her face closer to mine, pressing my lips against hers was the only thing I can think of that would distract her, I keep my eyes open until she closes hers, she does so, her knees start to get weak, as she slowly falls on my chest. Sirens start going off a mile away, picking Saya up into my arms I make my way back to my bike. Getting closer to my bike I realize, even though I weight training and honing my skills everyday, the weight of the 'princess carry'  is…. Impractical. Carrying Saya felt natural, no not natural…...'normal', even though at times I've had to carry dead bodies to bury them, hide, or just to put fear into my enemies. This is different from those times. When I hold a gun I know how many rounds are in it, how far it fire, what caliber round it carries, just from putting my finger on the trigger. Holding Saya tells me to protect, as I saddle Saya onto my bike and place a helmet on her head, Saya heart is beating faster, I scared her. She grabs my right hand and says " take me out of here… to your…. Place please". I calm fully nod and put in my head phones, students are leaving the school from their clubs, because the girls stare and assume and the boys glare with disdain. While driving to my house, Saya grooves her hands on my blood soaked knuckles, the blood must've got on hands from earlier. having blood on my hands feels so comfortable. Slowly I approach my house I get a call, it's from Overwatch, I stop in front of my house, and let Saya get she seems to be trying to tell me something, but I'm listening to the message (meet sniper at nav point…. Target smokes camels). I look at Saya and say "stay" she then hits my helmets with her's I look at her with anger, she lifts my shader pulls on my nose, and states "dinner at ten(pulls on nose even harder) be there or face the consequences" she then shuts my shader and then insinuates I can go I make my way to the nav point. Seems to be a hotel, looks about about as eight hundred feet high, a text says [top floor room X] I make my way into hotels main office, the receptionist looks at me and says "how can i….." I stop them immediately by showing them my phone (elevator) "there shut down" (stairs) "right over there but there…" I run straight for the stairs I check the time [730pm] I make my way up to the top floor I check the time [847pm] I make my way through the top floor corridor I spot the ten, I feel the door knob it's quite warm, I smell cigarettes. Doing most of my ops I do alone, I then check my nav on my phone, realizing that there is a thousand foot hotel on the other side. Overwatch gave me the wrong hotel. There's something nostalgic about this, Overwatch getting the nav points wrong, feels like it has happened beforehand. Non the less I kicked the door and jump scare most of the people in the room, there are four people at the wind is the one smoking, I sniff again and make out that there camels, I rush at him and tackle him pushing him through the window glass pane breaking it I fall but I catch myself on the ledge, I watch him fall and scream. My enjoyment is cut short, by suppressor shots in the room, I pulled myself quickly to spotted a fully kitted black figure with a helmet much like mine, but it's a pink cat helmet that says 'hello' on the shader one of the gunman grabs there rifle, before he does I force my hands on him breaking his traqia before his sternum, he struggles to breath as I push my hand up his ribcage, he stop moving as my 'hello' friend behind me finished the brute of the bunch, I take of my guys BPV and strip his shirt and see dragon tattoo on his shoulder, and there is canji it's Japanese it say 'canibal' he's Yakuza. I turn to my friend with the hello helmet and show them my phone (who are you?) They state in and autotuned female Australian voice " I'm agent hello Kitty I'm a fan of knives and I'm here to make blondie's little pet dog do his trick.. I enjoy watching but doing is way more fun" they say this very flamboyantly while rubbing their bloody knife on their body. I walk away, they stop me "oh no young wolf the hunts not over… until! You fuck me on the dead bodies of your fallen foes" they illicitly grab my penis as they take on their pants and confirm that their female, she even rubs the bloody knife on my helmet, I push her down and walk away, she then takles me from behind tries to choke me, instead she takes off my helmet and turns me over suddenly her shader made a smiley face " oh it's you !!! Even better" she slowly cuts my cheek, knowing most female weaknesses from just visualization of my next move I pinch her latimus and her in the breast, she screams loudly and get off me I pick my helmet up and put it back on as I rushed to the elevator that I was told does not work, I check my time [904pm] as I get to the lobby there are cops I take of my helmet and wrap it in my coat and cry "someone please help their on the top floor….. and they start shooting" cops rush up the stairs. Making my way to my bike very easy, putting my headphones back in I get on the ride home.

 I get back home rather quickly, so I take my time getting to the door, as I reach for the door knob, then it is opened for me " your late… OH MY GOD! Your hurt"Saya then pulls me in (there are furnishings in my house) she pushes into the bathroom "put your clothes right there, I'll grab them and clean them, and you clean yourself up" states Saya. I take of my clothes and enter the shower. I can't help but think who was that girl ? Why did she try to rape me ?real question is how did she know I enjoyed it, I remember something from a past that isn't mine. It was ten years ago I was being taught hot handle a knife, my trainer twice my size would always laugh in my face as he breaks my ribs day after day, he'd do it with a smile, one day I defeated him during my exam and remember shoving my rubber knife in his eye and killing him. Then someone patted me on the back saying "good job". Remembering all this gives me a nosebleed, my head starts throbbing as water hits me from above, I hear humming it's sweet and kind I say something, I don't know what it was my head I throbbing, all I hear is the humming as I fade in and out. Next thing I know I pass out on the floor of my shower, and the last thing I hear is a scream. Waking up in my bed the next moment I feel me cheek, there is medical tape my hand is wrapped and there is a hand on my chest feeling my scar tissue, Saya must've stayed by my side the whole time, I don't know she knows I'm awake even though I moved my hand she starts to speak "when I first saw you in the mask… when you first saved me, my father gave me to those men so they could do what they saw fit with my body… I was so scared that whole night even after you showed up i didn't… really know that it was you at the time 'chuckles' you were soaked in blood, but you were so calm and collected, I envied you, when we reached the shore I was still so scared. I am even more scared now, even we barely know each other I feel as if we've been together since we were kids, I don't even know why I'm saying this… maybe I'm still scared, I'm scared you might kill me, I'm scared you might leave me, and I'm scared that I love you… oh…. Saying it out loud is so exhausting, I use to lie to so many people I even had to lie to my…" Saya looks back at me and sees my eyes wide open " how much… of that… did… you hear" her tone gets deeper and more stern, direct even, reply by turning to my side,  Saya then forcefully turns me back, she staring straight at me, her eyebrows raise higher, opening my mouth slightly, then she screams loudly "oh my God" her face turns bright red, as she hyperventilates and says "oh my God" repeatedly, I then grab her as I say (shush) in a light voice, putting head on my chest as I softly groom her hair I say 'we have school in the morning' she then pinches my nipple 'ow' she asked "will you leave me" ('i don't know)' "will you kill me" (i don't know) "will you ever love me" ('i don't know what that means)' "let me show you then". My first day of school was the longest day I've ever experienced in the civilian world. At this point I want to learn more on why my purpose is to /take/ why I don't really feel for myself, but I feel the sorrow, despair, and the hate they give off, and why I enjoy taking that away from them