I don't want to die

. As I was being escorted to the dungeon the royal doctors pulled me away from the guards and took me to the infermery. They were most likely going to try to find were the pain starts so they can find a way to fix the problem in my mental stability, it's probably my father's wishes. I mean I did try to kill myself after all he probably wants me to be mentally stable again I am kinda going crazy.

They pulled out different medical herbs and incense. Then pulled out a blind fold and covered my eyes. Before I know it I started fading into a memory I wanted to forget. The sight of my home burning before my eyes the sadness in brought me was unbearable all I could do was cry.

The doctors on the outside were all making sure I was stable and I wasn't getting to attached to my memory. They new I was in pain and they heard me cry but this was only the beginning.

The once burning fire slowly faded to smoke and I fell into a sky of blood, surrounded by the dark cold strong smell. I eventually fell into the dojo of my master but she was no were in sight. When I looked down I saw her body in my hands and me holding a danger in my hand as I pull it out of her with a smile on my face.

I was shocked I could not breath it all was happening again, why do I have to see this again. All of the pain flooded back into my mind and throughout my body. I know there trying to help but what will this do to help me.

Once again the world infront of me crumbled away. I was in the arms of a man and he had me tightly rapped up. I screamed it was the spy. I pushed away from him, falling from his arms I slowly pass the tower and hit the ground.

I woke up sitting on the grass in the forest. The witch was running towards me and before I knew it bam stab to the heart. I tumbled backwards, falling into the air. Falling into the arms of the prince of darkness, then him biting my neck. I felt my heart beating in my chest and out of my body on a spiritual level.

Then darkness, all black... I opened my eyes seeing electricity flow from my hands. Flowing from place to place, beautiful light all around me. On the outside the doctors noticed lightning was coming from my body and even electrocuted the circuits in the room turning the lights off. As the lightning struck the target I saw a faded image of the family I saved back at skull sliders cliff together. The doctors were bringing up my endorphin levels and dopamine levels but how I thought to myself.

The sound of thundering lighting changed to soft waves and my family and friends were all running towards me. Running along the soft wave, I started to cry tears of joy.

Jumping into there group hug i sit up in my bed the next moment and see my spirit animal. Everything around me is getting faster and faster spinning and spinning. I go back to the first day I see cate my best friend and all of are great memories growing up together and the first day I leave the island with her by my side when we sneak out trying to rebel. I even see some of my favorite birthdays and memories of my childhood.

Then everything slowed down in a moment. I was in my soul I heard a voice. It couldn't be... I started to cry. Master was there with me. She looked a little pailer and more dead looking but it was her. We both shared a smile before she got down to business. "Did you already forget what I told you when I died. The state your in right now will not help you achieve greatness.

I started to cry even more and she walked up to me and game me a hug, telling me she does not blame me.

On the outside, my body was slowly starting to gain temperature and a light was starting to glow around me a bit.

She told me I can't stay like this its unhealthy. She also remind me that she would always be here, whenever I needed her I could come here.

Then everything speed up more again and my hope was finally restored. I have so much to live for I don't want to give it up.

On the outside things were going haywire and they were having a hard time stabilizing things and the room was illuminated by light.

My eyes popped open and I saw everything around me a bright color and my parents came rushing in. A light shot up for miles and the whole island could see the light coming from the castle. When the light faded everyone looked surprised. My phoenix was sitting on my lap snuggling me. I haven't been able to summon her since that day. My parents smiled and had tears of joy and so did I. I told them I saw master sky and started to cry frantically because I was so overwhelmed with releaf and other emotions that everything came out. I don't want to die or let the witch take over and I don't plan on letting her either.