Cassius and Gyles.

Cassius. 

This must be a joke to them. 

They are trying to get me back and he is using the one person that has slowly become my weakness. He knows that Gyles has my heart. He knows how I feel about him. He felt everything when I showed him and now he is using my hospitality against me. 

All I feel is weakness. 

I can't move, breathing has become so hard and my eyes keep closing. Staying awake has suddenly become very hard. I haven't had blood all day. They won't feed me. It is all part of their plans to kill me but I am sure they want me to suffer first. That is alright. I am ready to die, I have been ready to die since I lost him. 

It feels like a million years as I wait for him to come back. He said Gyles was alive, I heard him loud and clear. That is not possible. I remember everything. 

It rings in my head every single day of my life. 

The fire, the burns, his clothes in the pile. 

You didn't see a body.