105 Alanis and Beau.

Beau. 

''Can you distract me. Let's talk about anything.''

We are both lying down on the cold hard ground, staring at the moon. this thing cannot come any faster. Alanis is so close to me, but I can't have him until the deities tell me to. I have to stare at him in all his glory and there is nothing I can do until it is the right time. 

I feel like all we have had to do is wait. Wait to be together, wait to have sex and now we have to wait until the moon tells us that it is time. 

''How shocked are you about Darrien and Jabi?'' I ask him, remembering his brother. I still find it funny that he didn't want to wait. It took him such a short time to figure out that he wanted Jabi. 

''He is in love,'' he whispers in my arms.