chapter 43: personal life

Ahaan 's pov

"So tune breakfast prepare Kiya for naina" ,abhay said

"Humaare liye tho kabhi nahi Kiya Aaj Tak",akash said

I just smiled at them ,i was already missing naina and her presence,i was scared ,the wedding gonna happen in 2 days and we will be going back to our normal life ,i was scared what if she doesn't meet me ,what if everything ends after this wedding,I never thought I would get serious about her but here I am ,i can't even breathe normally without seeing her ,I went and stood near the window

"Ahaan kya huwa ?", abhay asked

" Sab theek haina tu itna khaamosh kyun hai?" ,akash said

"Darr lag raha hai ", i said

"Darr,kis baat ka?", abhay said

"Do din baad iski shaadi ho jaayegi ", I said

Abhay laughed "tho isko Darna chahiye tu kyun Darr Raha hai ", he said

"It's not funny ", i said

"Saaf saaf bolega tho samaj aayega na hume", vineet said

"What if naina doesn't want to meet me after this wedding,what if everything ends here and we never meet again", i said

"Ahaan tu ye sab kyun soch Raha hai ,ofcourse you will meet her ,wese bhi you both live in Mumbai ", akash said

"Iski koi guarantee tho nahi haina ki hum milenge ", i said

"Did you discuss this with naina?",abhay asked

"No", I replied

"Then you should talk to her", abhay said

"I am scared ", i said and i sat down on the couch

"Are you serious about her", akash asked,I nodded my head in yes

"So you can't live without her", abhay said and smirked

"Shut up abhay ,i didn't say that ,sab ko kisi na kisi ke bina jeena hi padhta hai ,all this saying that I can't live without him or her is totally rubbish ", I replied

"Tho tu kyun serious ho raha hai ,if you can live without your naina", abhay said

"Because I am addicted to her presence,I want to see her every damn minute,every second of my life,I want her to be with me every damn day ,I want to feel her ,i want to hear her talk ,I want to enjoy when she gets irritated and angry on me,I want to be the reason of her smile and blush ,i want to be the one she Pampers the most ,I want ", i stopped as abhay akash and vineet were looking at me with their mouth wide open and eyes widened

"What?" I said

"Oh god ahaan we are shocked", akash said

"You love her,just accept it bro ", abhay said

"Love? It's not love yet ", i replied

"Agar ye pyaar nahi hai tho what is your defination of love mr Malhotra ", akash said

"I don't know", I replied

"Ahaan ek baat bata agar wo tujhse na milna chahe ,tho tu kya karega ? ",abhay asked

I was numb to answer it ,I felt like my heart beat stopped for a second,I looked at abhay in shock

"I don't know", i said ,my voice cracked a bit

"You fell for her buddy, accept it", abhay said, he came towards me and gave me a hug

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Naina was really in bad mood because of the advices she got from her friends to maintain distance from ahaan ,she knew they were just protecting her but naina was annoyed with the thought that her friends don't trust her ,naina was sitting on the swing and was trying to distract herself by reading a novel ,since today was the bachelorette party they had nothing much to do ,the party was mostly for the guys as per the elders ,the girls are supposed to stay indoors and the party was arranged in the garden area

"This novel has too many romantic scenes ,ah too dreamy ", naina said to herself as she turned the page

"So you read romantic novels " ahaan said ,he sat beside naina on the swing

"Ahaan what are you doing here , please jaao yahaan se ", naina said , she moved a bit ,the swing was big enough for two of them to sit but naina was scared that someone might notice them

"Kya huwa ,do log baith sakte hai iss swing pe,its big enough ", ahaan said

"Koi dekh lega tho phir se mujhe lecture sunna padega ", naina said ,ahaan looked at her curiously

"Kisi ne kuch kahaan tumse?" ,ahaan asked

"Haan wo rudra ne dekh liya tha mujhe tumahare kamre se nikalte huwe ", naina said ,ahaan fisted his hand as soon as he heard rudra 's name ,he got up from the swing and started walking away

"Ahaan wait ",naina called out and followed him

"I told you to stay away from him", ahaan said

"But why" ,naina asked

"Because he likes you ,can't you see it ,how can you be so dumb naina", ahaan said ,this made naina annoyed and angry

"He can't like me and no i am not dumb but you are an idiot ", naina said as she pushed ahaan by placing her hand on his chest

"Stop hitting me like this", ahaan said ,he pulled naina closer by her waist

"Stop being so dumb mr Malhotra ", naina said ,she crossed her hand across his neck ,pulling him closer

"I am loving this boldness of yours but don't you think koi dekh lega ", ahaan said ,he looked at naina's lips and then looked back in her eyes

Naina moved a little away from ahaan ,she held his hand and started walking towards the store room ,after they entered inside the store room ,naina locked the door ,ahaan looked at her curiously

"Hum yahaan kya karne aaye hain", ahaan said and looked around nervously ,there was a small couch and small table placed infront of the couch ,there was snacks and drinks with few books and a laptop kept on the table ,ahaan turned around and looked back at naina who was looking at him with a smile on her face

"Ye sab ? tumne arrange Kiya?" Ahaan asked ,naina nodded her head ,she went towards him and hugged him

"Can we spend our time together as much as possible", naina said

Ahaan hugged naina tightly ,they kept hugging eachother until ahaan realised that naina was sobbing

"Naina baby are you okay?" ,ahaan asked ,naina nodded her head and hugged ahaan more tightly

"Naina please stop crying ", ahaan said ,he caressed her hair

Ahaan carried naina in his arms ,naina was still hugging him tightly by holding his shirt ,ahaan sat down on the couch with naina on his lap

"Please stop crying baby ", ahaan said

"Tum aise rogi tho sach Mai tsunami aa jaayega ab,isse accha tum mujhe maar lo,tum wo sab karte huwe acchi lagti ho ,rote huwa nahi", ahaan said

Naina broke the hug ,she looked at ahaan with tears in her eyes ,her eyes was so red ,her cheeks flushed as she looked at their sitting position,she was on ahaan 's lap and ahaan was looking at her with concern

"Why are you crying ,dekho face kitna red ho gaya hai ,itna kon rota hai, bilkul bacchi ho tum", ahaan said, he wiped her tears with his knuckles

"Ahaan will we meet after we go back to Mumbai ?", naina asked ahaan

"I wanted to talk about this with you naina", ahaan said

"Ahaan it's ok if you don't want to meet me after going back ,i understand we are not commited ", naina said ,ahaan placed his finger on her lips to stop her

"I know you don't trust me but I meant it when I said that I am addicted to you ,i won't say ki I can't live without you and all that because it's all rubbish , zindagi Mai kisi na kisi ke bina jeene ki aadat daalni hi padti hai ,I thought I can never live without my parents ,specially my mom but here I am still surviving ", ahaan said he got emotional,even naina got emotional ,she placed her hand on his face and wiped his tears

"I want to be in touch with you naina ,I want to meet you every day ,i want to spend my time with you ,and know you better " Ahaan said

"Sach ? Naina asked ,her eyes were filled with happiness ,she hugged ahaan

"I can't wait to introduce you to my family members specially to my Nana Nani and dada dadi ", naina said ,ahaan smiled and hugged her tightly

"Naina ,do you think your family will accept me?," ahaan asked

Naina broke the hug and looked at ahaan "they will,specially my dada daadi and Nana Nani,they love meeting my friends ", naina said

"So you will introduce me to them as your friend?" ,ahaan asked

"Tho phir kya direct boyfriend bol ke introduce Karu?" Naina said ,she blushed after saying this

"Kya kahaan tumne?, ahaan asked

Naina blushed looking down "you look so adorable when you blush for me", ahaan said,he touched her cheeks with his palm and made her look at him ,he moved closer and kissed her on her cheek ,naina held ahaan 's shirt tightly ,naina was still sitting on ahaan 's lap

"I think we should go warna koi aa jaayega ", naina said ,she was about to get up but ahaan held her tightly

"No ,tumne itna sab arrange Kiya hai ,let's stay here ,wese bhi I am not interested in the cocktail party " ahaan said

"Par it's not right ,if they found out that we both are missing ", naina said

"Hmm you are right ,we will go after some time,tell me more about you and your family",ahaan said he wrapped his arms around naina and settled down on couch in lying position

"What do you wanna know? ", naina asked

"Everything,about you ,your college life ,your family etc etc", ahaan said

"Hmm since I am only one girl child in the house i am very much pampered and"

"Spoiled ? Brat? I can see that ", ahaan said while smiling

"Shut up ,I am not a brat ,i am just spoiled",Naina accepted

" And about college ,oh I love going to college you know", naina said

"Oh you are a nerd who is in good in

studies ",ahaan said

Naina laughed ,"hass kyun Rahi ho", ahaan asked

"I am an average student not a nerd", naina said

"That's surprising because I thought you are good in studies ,your course and year?",ahaan asked

"BCA 2nd year", naina said

"That's quite difficult course", ahaan said

"Yes I wanted to take arts but galti se acche marks aa Gaye 12th Mai tho ,my dad wanted me to take science,then my brother convinced him that this course is good", naina said

Ahaan smiled hearing all her infos ,she was really different from the girls he met before ,she is so unique that it left him mesmerized and most importantly she was so honest with him

"Why are you smiling ",naina asked

"You are too honest", ahaan said he pinched naina 's cheeks and said " and cute too" naina blushed

"Tell me about yourself ", naina said

"About myself ,my life is boring unlike you,I stay alone in Bombay,my brother and bhabhi and their kid live in delhi", ahaan said

"Tumko Mumbai Mai rehte huwe kitna saal ho gaye ?" ,naina asked

"Almost 2 years ,I applied here for medical training I got selected ,phir idhar hi adjust ho gaya ,Bhai ka call aata Raha to come back par Mann hi nahi karta waapas jaane ka,jabse mom dad ki death huwi hai sab kuch badal gaya,infact log bolte hai ki Mai badal gaya hoon",ahaan said

Naina felt bad for ahaan ,she looked at him ,he was looking sad ,the emptiness in his life was clearly visible

"Ahaan tum theek ho ?" ,naina asked ,ahaan smiled and nodded his head,naina snuggled close to him and kissed his chest

"Naina?" Ahaan called out after few minutes of silence

"Hmm", naina replied

"Are you sure your family will have no problem if they get to know about us ",ahaan asked

Naina immediately got away from ahaan and sat on the couch,ahaan was taken a back by her reaction

"Kya huwa?" He asked

"Bhai " ,naina said looking at ahaan in horror

"What? ", ahaan asked in confusion

"Agar Bhai ko pata chal Gaya tho ,he will ,he will investigate about you ", naina said looking at ahaan in horror ,her expressions were serious and fear was written all over her face

"Naina ,ye kya bol rahi ho tum ,aur why are you looking so terrified ,tumahara Bhai hai Gunda thodi hai jo itna Darr Rahi ho tum and why will he investigate about me as if he is a police officer ",ahaan said

"He is a police officer ", naina revealed

"What?tum police officer ki behen ko ,fuck Mai tho gaya ab", ahaan said in shock