Chapter 41: naina comforts ahaan

"Pehli meri poori baat tho sunn lo sherni mode on kardeti ho tum " , ahaan said

"I am sorry " ,naina apologized ,she cupped his face ,ahaan looked at her curiously,naina lifted her feet to reach his forehead ,she kissed on his forehead ,he held her waist

Naina moved and looked at ahaan who was looking at her with tears in his eyes

"Ahaan I am sorry ,I am really sorry ,did I hurt you really badly ?, oh god I am sorry ahaan ", naina panicked looking at him in tears ,she held her ears and kneeled down infront of him

"I am sorry ahaan I always hurt you ,i didn't mean to ,I am really sorry ", naina kept apologising,ahaan made naina get up by holding her shoulders ,and immediately hugged her

"Can we sit in garden area and talk ?" ahaan murmured still hugging naina close to him,naina couldn't understand anything she thought he is hurt because of her , ahaan broke the hug,he didn't look at naina but held her hand and started walking outside

They both sat down on the bench ,ahaan didn't leave naina 's hand but entwined his hand with hers and kept it on his knees

"Ahaan I am really sorry" ,naina again apologized

Ahaan didn't say anything,his silence was making naina restless ,she never saw him so silent when they are together, naina placed her hand on his face and made ahaan look at her ,naina's heart broke to see him in tears

"Ahaan I am really sorry agar tum chaho tho mujhe bhi maar sakte ho ,I am really sorry ahaan , please talk to me ahaan ", naina kept apologising ,she started crying too

Ahaan wiped her tears and said " tumne Aisa socha bhi kaise ki mai tumpe haath uthaaoga ? "

"But I hurt you ,i made you cry , I am really sorry ahaan ", naina said

"I am not crying ,I am just emotional ,you remind me of my ", ahaan stopped inbetween as he turned his face away from naina so that she doesn't see his tears again

"I remind you of?" Naina asked ahaan as she made him look at her again by cupping his face

"You remind me of my mom ,when you kiss me on my forehead ", ahaan said

Naina was numb to hear that ,she didn't know what to say

"Tumhe pata hai naina ,jab bhi Mai gussa ya phir udaas hota tha mom mujhe humesha forehead Pe kiss karti thi,mai shaant ho jaata tha ,ek sukoon milta tha ,Aisa lagta tha jaise ab kuch galat nahi hoga kyunki mumma ka ashirwad hai mere saath ,phir ek din mumma mujhe chorr ke chali gayi , humesha ke liye,aur phir ", ahaan stopped speaking ,he got up from the bench ,naina too stood up ,she was already in tears hearing him,she didn't know how to console him but she understood that ahaan didn't want to share his pain with anyone so he stopped

Ahaan was about to walk away but naina stopped him by holding his wrist ,naina moved closer to ahaan ,ahaan was still looking down ,naina made ahaan look at her ,she wiped his tears and hugged him tightly,ahaan hugged her back after some time

Ahaan broke the hug and said " it's quite late, tum jaake so jaao"

"Tum nahi aaoge?", naina asked

Ahaan touched naina's cheek with his knuckles and said " abhi neend nahi AA Rahi ,tum jaao bahut raat ho gayi hai " ,he said and smiled ,he sat down on the bench again and removed his cigrette packet

Naina didn't like how ahaan was hurting himself unknowingly,she understood he doesn't share his pain with anyone but goes through it all alone which is not good for him

Naina was standing there and looking at ahaan who was about the light the cigarette,he noticed her

"Naina ? Jaao jaake so jaao bahut raat ho gayi hai ", ahaan said

"Can I sleep in your room?" Naina asked

"What? Are you serious?" Ahaan asked as he threw the half lighted cigrette in the trashcan

"Mujhe neend nahi Aa Rahi so ", naina said looking down at her feet

"Are you sympathising with me?" ,ahaan asked as he raised his eye brow moving closer to naina

"No I am not sympathising with you,mujhe neend nahi Aa rahi,tumahari wajeh se",naina said

"Meri wajeh ? Maine kya Kiya ?" Ahaan said and pulled naina closer

" wo Jo tumne Kiya idhar ,ab Mai apne room mai jaaugi tho Priya aur neetu dekh

lenge aur bahut saare questions karenge",naina said and showed her neck to ahaan,ahaan smirked looking at the love bite on naina's neck

Naina wanted to be with ahaan as he was in his vulnerable state ,she didn't want to leave him alone ,after last night's incident naina was worried for ahaan ,so she deliberately diverted the topic

"I am good at it I see ", ahaan said making naina blush,he traced the mark with his fingers sending shivers on naina's body as she closed her eyes tightly ,ahaan lifted naina in his arms in bridal style and carried her to his room

Ahaan placed naina on his bed slowly ,he went towards the door and locked it,after locking the door ahaan removed his shirt,naina looked at him in shock

"Ye tum kya kar rahe ho ?",naina asked , she got up from the bed ,ahaan went and sat on the bed

"Kya kar rahe ho matlab? So Raha hoon", ahaan said

"Shirt kyun nikaala ,shirt pehen lo please",naina said

"Mai aise hi sota hoon,bahut garmi hai",ahaan said,naina froze in same place looking at ahaan

"I know I am hot but stop drooling ,come and sleep",ahaan said

Naina went towards the bed ,she sat down ,her heart started beating so fast ,without looking at ahaan she layed down slowly

"Itna dur kyun so Rahi ho tum", ahaan said and pulled naina closer by placing his hand on her waist ,naina gasped ,her breath hitched ,she shivered when her hands touched ahaan 's naked chest ,they were sleeping facing each other

"You look scared don't worry nahi khaaoga tumhe even though you are delicious",ahaan said

"Shut up ,I am not scared ", naina said while shuttering

"Really but You are shivering",ahaan said with a smile ,he touched her cheeks which were hot by now

Naina closed her eyes and moved closer to ahaan hiding her face in his chest ,ahaan wrapped his arms around her securely ,they were silent ,they could just hear each other's heart beat,after few minutes ahaan saw naina sleeping peacefully,he smiled looking at her,it was calming for ahaan,naina being so close to him calmed ahaan so much,he didn't have to take the sleeping pill when naina is with him

"I think I am falling for you ",Ahaan said looking at naina and removing some hair strands from her face

Ahaan kept looking at naina until he fell asleep