1 Prologue
A/n :The mc is not as you think he is. I hid his dark secrets and stuff
3rd POV
Let's start by introducing the mc John Williams who is a young aspiring writer.
He is a quiet guy who does his work and achieves success in silence.
Don't take him as a pushover just because he is reserved.
There will always be sigma and alpha guys in novels. A quiet guy like him is as rare as finding a good novel to read.
On his day John Williams can achieve many things which sigma and alpha mc can dream.
Let's hear his thoughts, shall we?
"*Sigh* I made a yandere story yesterday and got 2k views and the weak-to-strong motivational story of an mc I made the previous month got less than 2k views in a month. "John said scratching his head
"I know they want a woman who is loyal. But the struggle of the weak boy is always downplayed. I don't get what's great at proving which one of us is superior. At the end of the day, we need people that love us. " John said
John is very sad and nearly broken.
It is not the rejection of a girl he loved that broke him
Not when he realized true love doesn't exist
Not when he is kicked out of the English country cricket team Essex which he performed poorly due to his physical health .and his poor mental confidence
It is the missing case of his friend Ray Whitlock. Who is missing and presumed dead by the government?
"First it is Kenta then it is Akira, then Clara, then Hera, Jack and now Ray is missing. What's happening in this world and why everyone I love is disappearing. " John signed
"Sooner or later they will take me away. I don't have much time left. "John said without any emotion in his tone.
"Let me complete my books before I die. I don't want to disappoint my readers who have followed my books until now. " John said.
Despite John not understanding why some people like his books, John liked interacting and chatting with them and discussing new ideas with them. It gave John a feeling that someone was there with him.
There are some people who have commented on him . Beta author .Pussy author, Spineless author, Gay . And many more words and curses at him for not making his stories harem.
John writes carefully with the intent of not disappointing his readers while following his own ideas. In the end, his loyal readers stayed with him in the end. He is very much grateful to them.
John at most is a loyal man who doesn't want to disappoint the people that have trusted him for a good reason.
Kenta picked him up for his loyalty and writing skills and helped him to utilize them well. Ray is his childhood friend who defended John from the school bullies and treated him as his own brother and even tried to give his own sister to John. Which didn't work well in the end
Akira gave him a lot of money to write novels to support him. It's clear Akira liked his novels.
John didn't have a good relationship with others but still treated them as allies in their group.
John Williams is a depressed paranoid boy . who believed in 'true love' but disappointed by his love confessions are being made fun of. developing a repulsion to women after many betrayals yet he wanted to achieve his true love.
He Always hated harems and ecchi shows as he claimed they ruined romance . He liked romance anime as he can relate to the pain of confessing his love which he shared.
He always liked when the main character of the anime gets a lover and is happy for him .
He is talented in writing , he wrote many successful love stories which became popular , none of the stories having a harem.
No one understood for his feelings , that he needed love so much , he was desperate for it so much
.A romantic novel writer who has never experienced any romance quickly becomes paranoid that someone will always reject him no matter how nice he is to them and help them.
He wanted to be successful and prove his worth to his friends by settling by himself without the need of others
But after losing Ray and his other friends he lost all the motivation to do anything.
Later he was kicked out of his country's cricket team due to poor form. He gave many runs representing ESSEX as a leg spinner .
He didn't know how to play any good batting shots except sweeping.
There are many players who performed better than him and as a result, he is kicked out.
He knows that he is the reason for his downfall. But now he doesn't have any motivation and mental strength for his comeback.
"It's my fault.I didn't spend time with him busy writing my novels. Now he is gone I can no longer meet him or ta..lk with him....."John said with despair.
Any person in his place would have committed suicide. But John wanted to complete the work he started. And slowly he gained a little desire to live for himself.
"I can't bring back my friends. But I can finish and honor their works " John said and decided to complete his friends' goals and ideals.
Just before could continue his writing. He is sucked by a blue portal.
In the end, he couldn't complete his work as a writer. He is the same as 99 percent of the people who have failed in their goals.
Many people are disappointed by John's books coming to an end . They thought he finally quit writing
<John. Currently>
John POV
I don't know but I feel like I am being sucked into a portal . Good, I am hallucinating now. Another problem I get when I think I can make a comeback in my life.
I checked my surroundings to see that I am in the void. Everything here is blue and colorful. Even the floor is blue.
It's so nauseating and beautiful.I am still too depressed and panicked to feel it anymore.
I checked for any life forms I could talk to.I hope I am not left here for eternity or I would go crazy.
*Sigh* It seems like I am dreaming.I wonder I have died
"You haven't died. I have summoned you here " A high pitched voice said to me
I turned back to see a beautiful and well-dressed woman. She has these inhuman yellow eyes.
I concluded that it is a dream. A beautiful woman like this talking to me, it has to be a dream. Normally women like her would prefer handsome or charming guys over me.
"What..do...you..want.Who are you ? '' I said with a weak and uninterested tone . Well I don't have the energy to argue with her .
"I have summoned you after reading your books. And I am the Goddess of Love and I liked your books "She said to me.
Great which drug I used last night. Maybe I am drugged.I don't see any reason a 'Goddess' would read 'my books' and 'summon me'.
"I wanted to check on you. I am pleased to meet a cute and innocent boy like you " The goddess replied to John
"SHUT UP. Why are you giving me false hope? If you want cute and good-looking boys there are plenty of them. You wouldn't have chosen me of all people. Say why you summoned me " I lashed back at her with rage without my control.
I don't like it when someone says I have good looks. And all the 'looks matter' stuff pisses me off. Even an ugly guy or girl needs someone who can love them. What's with this hypocrisy?
"My apologies. I have gone off-topic for a bit. I have chosen you as my successor. I will reincarnate in you in the world where you can find the true love you yearn for. " The 'goddess' told me
"What's this nonsense? 'True love' doesn't exist. There is no such thing. I stopped believing in this stuff "I declared to her.
I may have lashed at her due to my rage . But I didn't mean any harm by it.
"So you are quitting that easy huh?"She told me, gaining my attention.
"There are all kinds of people who will marry a thousand women. Steal the women of many married men and they live like a rightful emperor. While people like you who is loyal to your partner is depressed and giving up about it " The goddess told me making me realize
She spoke about everything wrong with people.
"Many people like this cucking and netori and they will treat women as trophies.I couldn't tolerate people like you being depressed " She told me
"Ok, what do I have to do? " I told her without any hesitation.
She convinced me very quickly. She found my ideals very well
"You have to conquer the entire world with villainess , I mean really taking everything by yourself.I think you have done the same thing with your friends, right. "The goddess said
"And don't worry, Gods don't judge people by their morals . They judge what they like in humans . I on the other hand like true love and loyalty "Goddess told me
" I still don't believe in 'true love'. But I will do the 'conquering' part. " I said sighing.
I was once transported against my will by a portal.Before I sucked up inside it the goddess told me
"Prove people wrong, "The goddess told me last words
So no wishes and data about my current world .I guess this is real-world afterall
