The villainess after the power

”Not everything is as it seems. You may just think, just one time, everything is alright, You have the right friends, everything is going perfectly. You will never get stabbed in the back again. But, it’s not always true. I had to learn that the hard way. Sometimes not everything is how you want it. Not everything is perfect and, most importantly, don't always trust the people you are close to. Because you know, keep your friends close and your enemy's closer. Everyone knows that saying, I'd stick by it if you want to survive in the world you are about to be sucked into.” Blackness. Everything is black. I can't see anything. There a light awhile away. I want to go to it but I can't. I can't get up, I have no strength. Am I dead? I can't be. I was just alive. People always talk about death is being in a dark place with a light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe I am dead. But I don't want to be. I want to go back to my friends, my family. I want to go back. But, I guess I can't. Not in the place I am in right now. It's impossible. Feeling the strength leave my body, my eyes close and then there's darkness, no light at the end of the tunnel. Is this it for me?