Cold Despair.

"Lady Vella?" A sharp knock raped the large dark wooden door, echoing in the cold tight room. A woman's voice called me stern tone, i could clearly hear the dissatisfaction in her voice towards me.

"Yes?" I replied, opening the wooden door that didn't even have a lock. A loud creaking noise resonated through the room, making me suddenly stiff and uncomfortable.

"It's time for breakfast. The grand duke has also informed me that you will be moving rooms, your new room has been finished and is ready for you to reside in" The maid said with clear irritation, her body slightly bowing towards me, and a light frown was knitting her eyebrows. An unfamiliar language rolled of her tongue, but not to my surprise, i could understand it.

"Ah yes, I shall get ready first. But um, could you please bring my breakfast here instead? I want to eat here instead..." I asked slowly, the strange language easily came out of my mouth, it made me feel a bit startled, but i started to get used to it.

"I'm sorry Lady Vella, but your brothers and father have already been getting ready to go now. We wouldn't want master to be angry, he specifically made me call you." The maid said again, as if she was persisting me to quickly get ready. I skimmed through my memories, looking through to see what type of person my father was.

"Fine, i'll go. Please prepare me a bath in my new room." I said to the maid.

"Yes, lady Vella" The maid muttered, before she half-bowed and quickly walked out of what seemed like the basement stairs.

I quickly checked around to see if anyone was there. But, not even a single knight or maid was there, it was just a dark damp empty corridor, i didn't realize Vella was this mistreated, it made me quite sad actually.

I closed the creaking wood door, the sounds of creaking echoed through the hallway, making me feel an eerie vibe, and my goosebumps crawling on my skin. I quickly closed the door and lay down quietly on the bed. The hard mattress touching my back. It wasn't comfortable at all, i couldn't stay still in one place.

I closed my eyes and sighed heavily, my mood was suddenly gloomy. My Life was going to be a heck of a ride now.

I quickly went down the bed and walked out of the room with the memories of my mind, walking to my new room the maid talked about. The cold cement hit my toes at first, but i slowly got used to it. My mind was in a puzzled state, and i couldn't think straight.

I sighed, trying to shake of the confusion, i quickly walked quietly to my new room, walking inside the bathroom where the maids were preparing.

....

My head felt heavy, and my breathing was coarse. My eyes shot open. Everything felt hazy around me, blurry as the dull colors in front of me mixed together as my head swayed lightly. I closed my eyes, trying to shake of the sudden dizziness that hit me.

My eyes suddenly widened in surprise. Didn't i just commit suicide? Why am i alive?

I just didn't want to feel despair anymore, i just wanted to live in luxury, i didn't do anything wrong, why do you all have to hurt me over and over again? I wanted to beg forgiveness to Isak, Adrianne. I Only loved him, just what did i do wrong? I only loved him, where did everything go wrong? I couldn't bear anything anymore, so i chose death, a decision i regret yet also don't.

I bitter feeling crept inside my heart, i was still heartbroken. Tears started welling inside my eyes, and my choppy breath quickened. I tried to hold back my tears, but i couldn't.

Everything I've been holding until now i let go in my cries. My despair, pain, and sadness mixed with my heavy cries. I didn't do anything wrong...

I tried to calm myself down. I wiped my tears that stained my cheeks, and looked around the unfamiliar place around me.

it was a small yet spacious room, yet messy with a crumpled blanket on the corner of the wide bed, dirty odd looking clothes scattered on the floor and weird devices around me.

I felt puzzled, what's happening?

the small rectangular device that was on the bedside table suddenly buzzed, it made me jump in surprise. I felt a bit scared, i poked the peculiar device and tried touching it. The dark glass suddenly lit up again, and the black glass changed into a glowing looking glass with a handsome cartoon boy on it, a set of numbers suddenly appeared. I Jumped in surprise.

I touched the button under the bizarre glass, the screen changed again, this time into a familiar looking house, with a beautiful girl with blood red crystal eyes, pale skin, and dangerously naturally red lips, she looked like a goddess.

"Hello, Vella De Evan. Welcome to blooming romance" The beautiful woman said.

I suddenly fainted.