146 Chapter 146— The Girl Who Once Desired to Be with Her Prince Charming [2]
"I... I—I have returned to my younger self!?"
The young woman has her eyes crying, she looks at herself in the mirror.
She couldn't believe it, after all, shouldn't she be dead?
How did she miraculously become her younger self?
She cried as she clutches her heart, she was happy, the purpose of her life has its meaning once again, after all, he was still alive.
The prince who was destined to be hers...
"I–I... What year is it... 2020?"
She has felt relieved, this was the year when she was just still a college student.
The beginning of her life with him.
Her innocent heart, the pure untainted soul was now has a black ink at the edge.
She has the right to fight for him.
Immediately, she swiped her tears off her eyesockets, as she heave a deep breath.
"I should stop him from approaching her..." She gritted her teeth, there's anger in her eyes.
If the woman could've accepted him...
That tragedy wouldn't happen.
But, that woman keeps on rejecting him, and she knows that that woman has affection for him.
It's like that woman was playing with his heart.
Unforgivable!
She cutely bit her lips.
As she look at the time, and quickly she ran and took a shower.
She wore clothes and after that, she gi and eat with her parents.
"Hmm? What is it? Why are you crying dear?"
"Someone bully you?"
She sees her mother and father again.
She worked and rarely pay a visit to him in her previous life.
They are the ones that supported her.
Hearing her parents' concerned voices, she wipe her tears and said, "Nothing... I just miss you!"
"Weird girl, you won't even leave the house after attending school, and you're always at home..."
"You must be sick silly."
Her parents have a teasing faces.
She laugh, as she hugged her mother but just disdainfully look at her father secretly.
"Mother, thank you..."
"Thank you for what? You're acting too strange girl... Did you do something bad?"
"I did not."
She immediately replied, as her mother was about to spank her butt.
She came back to her seat, as she eat the food.
"Hm, I miss this taste." She murmured, as her parents just look at each other.
It seems that their daughter suddenly change.
They didn't know.
But looking at her happy longing expression, the two pair of husband and wife just shook their head.
Though, they're glad.
After eating the food, that she rarely ate before she died, she strode towards the ShenXing College Institute!
The place where it'll all begin.
It didn't take that long as she arrive at the institute, and she walk fastly towards her building department.
She was eager...
But, when she arrived at the room, her eyes went wide...
"Goddess! Please, notice my existence, a single gaze by your mesmerizing eyes can make my whole life shine!~"
Thud!–
Her expression dropped, as she almost lost strength.
She saw her prince, confessing to the Goddess who always mercilessly rejected him.
It pained her.
The pain that he has been through just because of that Goddess.
She clutches her fist tightly knowing the outcome...
Silence...
The Goddess didn't even look at him, her prince was ignored.
He stands asking for a mere stare, but the School Goddess looks aside.
"Pffft... Pwahahaha! What a dog-licking pig!"
"Who do you think you are, look at yourself in the mirror, you're just a pig in the mud!"
"Haha! Trying to capture a swan? In your dreams..."
"It must be embarrassing..."
A group of bullies laughed, and the whole class then laugh at him too.
She...
The years of longing for him.
Seeing this now...
She wanted to... K...
She shook her head, as she vowed to change his end.
Seeing that her prince dejectedly walk away.
Her expression beamed.
She followed him, as she know where his going.
Atop of the building, a fresh wind passed.
A little handsome young man sat on the floor, looking far far away.
Lost in his thoughts.
"H...Hey...!" She said, finally seeing her destined.
She gather up her strength, she did not want to be like before.
She saw her prince look at her and asked, "Ah! You're... What are you doing here...?"
A hidden pain, an external smile shown on his face, as he genuinely asks.
She then replied, "N–Nothing... That's right... This is the place where I usually comfort myself."
"Comfort yourself?" He looks at her with a questioning look.
She then sat on his side and said, "T–To comfort my heart..."
Her cheeks blushed a little.
Quite brave of her.
"Oh... What a coincidence... I, too like to view the peaceful sky."
"Really?"
"W–What!?"
"You didn't come here and ease your heart... After you cry?"
"Cry? Me? Don't joke..."
"I–I saw you..."
"..."
She chuckled, as she saw his pleading eyes, it was still red.
"So... You saw me confessing, huh."
"En..."
He suddenly becomes quiet.
She felt an ache, she wanted to hug and comfort him...
"Uhmm... If it's not rude... Why do you always confess to her even though she always rejects your approach..." She asked, as she slowly move near him.
Sigh!–
Her eyes dazzled, as his frame was majestic yet full of longing, sadness, and most of all affection.
"You know... It's simple, I like her, no, I love her enough to endure all of that shame."
"Loving someone sometimes need patience, and a strong heart, not all of the road was straight, there's a bumpy ride."
"Also... The first glance, I know that I will chase her no matter what."
"I'm pretty sure, I'm making progress, even if it's a little bit..."
He said to her, his eyes having true emotion reflecting on them.
It made her jealous, and angry.
'That woman didn't even say a word to you even after graduation!' she wanted to inform him. But she didn't.
"W–What if in the end, she didn't really love you back...." She asked.
"I just know that I'll never give up."
That was the conversation they had, as she manage to become friends with him little by little.
They always talk atop of the building, and every day she comforts him again, as he was always rejected.
Finally, after almost 8 months of cycle life.
She saw his dejected face in front of the institute, he proclaimed his love for the Goddess, but he failed.
She couldn't stand it anymore, she has raised his affection towards her.
As they sat atop of the building, she gather up her strength and confess, "I... I like you!"
"Yeah, I like you too."
"Not like that! I mean is that I really really love you! I can't help it anymore, seeing your sad face over her...–"
"I know..."
"Wha–"
He looks at her, "I know what you feel, and I'm grateful for that, but I can't imagine myself living without her... I–I'm sorry..."
"I hope you can find someone, who is going to pay back that amount of affection within your heart."
He stood up, patting her head before walking away.
She cried as she muttered his name.
Her heart ache, as she was personally rejected.
The prince that was destined for her...
She was heartbroken, and the next day he never talk to her again.
Just like that, she kept an eye on him, curious about his life.
Just like that, 1 year passed and the same thing happened.
She ran fastly, she tried to prevent the death of him.
She bought a professional agent and secret guards for his safety, but it's too late.
"A–Ahhh! W–Whyhh!?"
"Whyyyh!?"
She cried, as she saw his torn body, ran over by a truck.
She regretted it.
"Why... I'm always the one there for you! Why can't you even look at me with those eyes!?"
She howled, as she couldn't embrace his breathless body.
She arrange his burial and called his family, but on the day of his death.
Blank swirling red eyes formed a little.
A broken emotion.
It was only the beginning.
After burying him, she again hanged herself to death!
This time...
This time...
"It's okay if I can be with you."
Her last words before suiciding.
She thought that he could meet him on the other side but...
Void space chuckles, as the soul light emerges and vanishes.
Inside of the young girl's room, her eyes open...
She grabbed her phone and her eyes went wide in horror and suprisement!
"Didn't I killed myself! Why am I back on this day!" There's still smotion, but a damage was given to her.
