1 Chapter 1- Amy

My senior year of college what the best, but also the worst year of my life. I was going to Pack College, I was majoring in accounting and was trying to work towards a minor in being a secretary. I had been living at home during the summer between junior and senior year. That was when I met Jake. Jake Summers was the new boy in town, we had a summer fling but then I broke up with him at the end of the summer. He seemed to get sad, then angry, then back to normal.

    Getting back to college I felt like I could be myself. I could be free, and not have to worry about the rules, it was like letting the real me out. While I was home, I was the sweet, young, innocent girl who obeyed her mother's every wish. I followed the rules, I never once broke the rules. I was the dream child of every parent. In college I could be anybody I wanted, I became the person I'd always wanted to be, my two roommates, Jenny and Madison were like me, they had strict parents and in college, we felt free. We had been assigned roommates and when we had met, we all connected so easily. We have been roommates since then, Jenny was majoring in art studios and was always drawing, painting or sketching, Madison or I. Madison, on the other hand, was majoring to be a marine biologist. We all were interested in different things, but we all had one thing in common we were super big social butterflies.

    Coming back to my senior year of college,  I felt the excitement, I was a 25-year-old woman, I was living with two of my best friends, and we were in New York City. All of us came back usually a month early so that we could get the best room, in our dorm house. I arrived around 4 pm, and was getting out of the car, the driver my dad had sent with me was getting my suitcases out. I heard a scream,

    "Jenny! Look at Amy, she literally got prettier since she went home. Are those new shoes? Are they the new Bennett's? They shouldn't be out yet? How did you get that girl? Did you break up with the fling yet? You know the summer fling you had?" I laughed, Madison may have asked all those questions but she never allows time to answer any of them.

    "Madi calm down, I think your overwhelming Amy.-"

    "Jenny she needs to know about the new hottie in school."

    "Wait there's a new hottie?" I asked the word hottie had caught my attention.

    "Yup and he is majoring in accounting!" Jenny said with a smug look on her face. I blushed and turned away.

    "Oh come on Jenny you're making our pretty virgin here blush." I may have had a couple of boyfriends here and there, but I had never been in a serious relationship with intimate things like...like...you know the s** word. We then spent a very long time, going through all the clothing I bought, and the gifts I had for them, Madison tried on about almost every single thing I had. I looked over at the clock, it read 7:30 pm. Shit, we had been in the room for about three and a half hours, I knew that if we went down to the grill, our college lunch building, there wouldn't be any good food last.

"Get's go to the club."

"What? Why? What about the grill?" Madi said, rubbing her stomach.

"Look at the time. There won't be any good food left. Anyways, I heard about this amazing new club on 95 street."

"Oh, I heard about that. Madi, remember? The guy on the train was talking about it?" Jenny said turning and looking at herself in the mirror in my cute cocktail dress.

"Yeah what was it called...The Rocking Dolls right?"

"Yeah," I replied, "Who wants to go?"

Jenny and Madison cheered. We all got ready and walked downstairs to take a cab down to the club. Jenny was wearing this cute jumper that was black, but also had a pretty sequenced design, and had above the knee, skin-tight black leather boots. She had this beautiful necklace that was thick and covered a lot of her neck and matching bracelets. She had this beautiful thigh jewelry wrap.  Madison was wearing a black crop top, that tied right under her breasts, sleeves that were big and dangle, and black skinny jeans, that clung to her every curve. They rode low on her hips, almost inviting people to...to touch. She had on these black wedges that had a clear heel and had a three-inch platform under the toes. She wore beautiful hand blown glass earring her brother had given her, they were this sea blue, to match her eyes.  I was planning on wearing jean shorts, my converse and my cute black crop top.

As I had come out of the shower the clothing I had were gone, there hanging was a black bra that was lacy and a black dress jacket with black pants that had holes in them. For shoes, there was  Timberlake with a six-inch heel and a two-inch platform. For accessories, I had these long dangling earrings with a blue stone at the bottom and had this hanging jewelry that went around my neck, down between my breasts and around my waist. I knew that if I were to look for the clothing I had picked out earlier I would find Madison and Jenny sitting in front of the closet.

When we got to the club a huge clump of boys were standing in line. We walked up to the door and Donny the security guard nodded at us and we walked in and the boys behind us followed. I muttered under my breath to Jenny,

    "Who the hell are these hotties behind us?" She turned and grinned. I knew something was brewing in her brain when I saw how excited she got. I braced myself knowing how dangerous, and sometimes how weird these plans go. The last time I had let her plan play out we ended up in a hot air balloon that was going up. Tonight, I wanted to get myself so roaring drunk I wouldn't be able to remember my name. I turned around and smiled at the first boy that caught my eye, he was about 6'4" and had this beautiful light icy blue eyes that I felt like I could drown in.

I felt Madison get pulled back, as I had stopped to turn around. Jenny kept trying to pull me back around and to keep walking. After attempting to tear my eyes off this guy, I gave up. I let Jenny and Madison drag me along while I kept my gaze on him. He and his friends also followed us to the bar, after getting drinks we left the bar to get a booth while they stayed at the bar.

As we got to the booth I heard 7 Rings, by Ariana Grande. I pulled both Jenny and Madi to the floor while screaming over the music,

"Come on ladies! It's our song." I was dancing so much, trying to lose myself in the music. I bumped into somebody and almost took them out. I turned and saw him. The boy from the bar, he smiled at me and I think I almost died. He leaned in and said in my ear,

"You look amazing when you dance."

"Thanks. Let's see you dance."

"Is that a challenge?"

"Are you questioning what I said?"

"Are you asking for a battle?"

"Let's do it."

"You are on girl!" I backed up and tapped Jenny and Madi to tell them what was going on. I turned to see him telling his friends too, the rest was a blur.

***

I woke up to somebody giving me little kisses across the nape of my neck. I assumed it was Jake, lying there not wanting to ruin this moment. A couple of seconds later my eyes flew open, Jake and I had broken up a couple of months ago. It couldn't have been him since first of all he was in Florida and second of all I hadn't seen him at all last night. I turned and there he was his eyes open, but definitely still half awake. I gasped and sat up, the sheet fell down around my waist and I realized that I was naked, I pulled the sheet up to my neck. He slid closer and wrapped his arms around my waist and set his head against my stomach. I froze, I'd never been this close, or physical with a boy or even a male human. Not even my father or brother has gotten this close to me. I tried to slide out from under him, but he held me tighter. He sat up while keeping his arms around me. We were just sitting like that, him resting his head against me, his arms around me when my phone rang. I used it as an excuse, I jumped up, wrapped the sheet around me and rushed out of the room to find my phone. It was Madison, I answered before I could get a word in Madison started talking,

"Well…? How was it? Is he good? You guys looked super cute last night? Do you need a ride back? Are you staying at his house more? Is he-

"Madison!"

"What?"

"What happened last night?" There was silence on the other end. "Madi? Madison? Are you still there? Hello."

"I'm fine Amy. Do you really not remember?"

"No Amy I-Ahhh" I felt a warm, male body press against my back. I could feel the heat through the thin sheet.

"Hello? Amy? What happened? Is Ross there?"

"Who is Ro-" The phone was taken out of my hand, I spun around but the guy had already started speaking into it.

"Hi Madison, this is Ross. What's up?" I could hear a voice, but I couldn't make out anything Madi was saying.

"Sure, I'll bring her home, when she wants to go. But I think she and I have to sit down and talk."

"No, we don't." I said to him, "You are not keeping me here against my will. I am leaving now, I'll get a cab, I don't need your help." He puts the phone to my ear and I hear Madison.

"Amy listen to me. I know this is strange but just listen to Ross. Don't worry I promise you, he is safe. Why are you so freaked out? Did something happen?" I grabbed the phone and ran into the bathroom, shutting the door. I took a couple of breaths of air and put the phone back to my ear.

"Madi?"

"Amy, what is wrong?"

"Madi, we...we...we slept in the same bed!"

"Amy that means nothing."

"We slept together naked."

"O.M.G. Amy, did you have sex?"

"Shush!!!! Don't say that word. Geez, do you want the whole world to know?"

"Amy. Seriously? You just had sex, and you still can't even say it?

"That's the thing, I don't remember anything after the dance battle. I remember going back to the booth, but after that, I have no memory. I don't even know if we did it, or just slept together."

"Did you ask him, Amy?"

"No. I haven't said a word before you called."

"Well, what happened this morning."

"Okay, I woke up and he was giving me little kisses." I have moved towards the bathroom window, to look out upon New York City's busy streets. "They felt nice, I thought it was Jake for a moment, then I remembered we broke up three months ago. I turned and he was there. Tried to get out of bed, but he held me there. Madi… don't tell anybody this, but it was nice to be held. It reminded me how lonely I'd been. Do you know how long it has been taking me to get over Jake? It was nice, but still I have no idea what happened last night and-ahhh" I felt soft kisses against my neck, I turned and was pushed between the wall of the bathroom, and a very naked, muscular, fit male body.

"Amy? Amy?" I could hear Madison practically screaming through the phone. Ross reached down picked the phone out of my hand and put it to his ear.

"Madison, it's Ross, Amy will have to call you back later, bye." I went to reach for the phone, but he stuck it on the shelf above my head. When I went to reach for it, he caught my shoulders and turn me back around to face him. Our lips met and suddenly I was taken to a completely different world. Our lips meeting sent snake of electricity everywhere through my body. My arms found their way around his neck and not a moment too soon, because my knees pretty much gave way, and was clinging to Ross's neck to stay standing. His arms went around my waist and held me against him. I was so lost in the kiss, I don't even think a fire alarm would have been able to get my attention. I felt something rock hard, rub against my stomach, that was what brought me out of my dream. I jerked back, away from the hard column at the base of his stomach.

"Oh no, you don't. I know your ways."

"My ways?" Ross was very confused.

"Yes, you drug woman with your amazing kisses, and then lead them into bed, so they won't argue or try to fight you." Ross laughed and said,

"Amazing kisses huh? Shall we try this theory of your again?"

"No. Just stay away from me."

"That wasn't what you were telling me last night." That last sentence pretty much snapped my last straw of patience.

"Now look here, Ross...Ross…..?

"Young. Ross Young" The name rang a bell, but at the moment I couldn't pinpoint the name.

"I don't know what happened at all last night, but I think you drugged me somehow and slept with me to order to ruin my reputation since you knew I was a virgin. Now you'll tell me I have to stay with you, and you'll probably sell me to some human traffickers as a sex slave when your sick of me."

"Wait a moment...back up right there. One, who said I drugged you? You had drunk a crap ton of alcohol. Two I didn't know you were a virgin until we had finished. Three we didn't take precautions, so you have become my responsibility." I started laughing. I couldn't believe it,

"What were you born in the 1700s? Since when did sex without strings become a man responsibility?"

"Excuse me? When did this become sex without strings? I thought you were a virgin? How would you know how these things worked?" I felt very unsafe, I turned and started putting on my clothing. I was about to leave when I was pulled into the bedroom and pushed towards the bed. When I turned around Ross was standing there against the door, wearing these low hip riding jeans.

"Excuse me, but I think holding somebody without consent is against the law?"

"Sorry, but you can't leave until we sit down and talk about last night."

"Nope." I stand up to leave and Ross grabs me and pulls me down so I'm sitting across his lap, I try to stand up, but he would pull me back down. "Fine, what? I'm not sitting across your lap while we talk."

"Yes, you are Amy. I can't be sure if you'll try to leave or not. So this is the only way." I struggled some more and found that he had an ironclad grip on me.

"Fine. what?"

"Let's start with where you last have memories. What was the last thing you remember?"

"Umm. I remember we had just finished the dance and…." I had memories of me shooting shot after shot. Oh, all that alcohol! The dancing and then… "No...I didn't! I'm so sorry." I stopped struggling and put my head in my hands. The memories kept flooding, I was hugging him, we were dancing. Us at the bar throwing back shot, after shot, after shot. Of us grinding very close on the dance floor, of him leading me back to his apartment. Of us…..I stood up quickly, crossed the room and tried to open the door, but Ross was there holding it shut and his body against my back. I could feel the blush creeping up on my face, of the knowledge that he had been my first.

"Amy, you can't leave yet. We still need to talk about us."

"There isn't anything to talk about Ross. I can take care of myself. I'm sorry this happened. I need to leave." He grabbed my arms and crossed them over my chest, so my back was against his rock hard body.

"You can't leave Amy. I was your first, I need to take responsibility. What if you were to have a baby? I'm not going to leave you to fend for yourself. Let's go to your parents, I'll take full responsibility and we will get married." The word married was the thing that got me. It jerked me back from my dream, and away from Ross's body. I knew that "we" could never become anything.

"Ross we were a one night stand, without any strings. I'm sorry but I need to go." I broke free and ran out of the apartment, I could feel the tears streaming down my face, behind me Ross yelling my name. I got outside hailed a taxi, I got in and I turn away from his apartments knowing he would be there. Suddenly a warm body was pushed against me, I turned there was Ross next to me in the taxi.

"No…. Ross you aren't supposed to be here. I need you to leave. Please go. Either you go or….or….or I go."

"Amy I'm not leaving and neither of us is leaving. We are-"

"Um..excuse me guys," I cab driver was looking at both of us through his rearview mirror, "Where am I taking you guys?" Ross looked at me and I sighed knowing him, he'd probably never give up. After giving the driver the address, I took out my earphones, plugged it into my phone and tried to distract myself from Ross.

My mind kept going back to the memories of what we did in his apartment, of how many times we'd done it. The feeling of having a warm, naked, muscular, male body spooning your backside. I could feel my lower body responding. I felt my body seem to be drawn towards Ross. I suddenly didn't seem to have control of my own body, as I pulled my earphones out, turned around towards Ross and pulled myself up onto his lap. I straddled his legs, and was kissing him, I felt my body melt into his warm heat, I began to grind against the hard bulge in his pants. I felt his moans in our dirty kiss. His hands were everywhere they finally came down, one wrapped around my waist to hold me against him, while the other one went down to cup my ass, it kneaded my flesh like it was bread. His hand then traveled down to my thigh and back up under my dress. He cupped my pussy, his fingers rubbing my clit through, already soaking wet thongs. As we kept kissing my mind was lost to the amount of pleasure coursing through my body. As his fingers nudged my thong aside and sank into my pussy it brought me back to reality. I pulled back, and Ross could see the guilt in my eyes. And before I could open my mouth to speak Ross started to talk,

"Amy, you shouldn't feel guilty, this attraction is so real. It's like a magnet drawing us together. We can't pretend that this isn't real. It is like avoiding the inevitable." I tried to get off his lap, but his hands wrapped around my waist holding me down against his bulge. My body on its own started to rub against it, feeling the heat shoot through me, his groan made me feel even more powerful. We felt the cab stop, I looked out the window and saw my dorm. I knew that this was where it would stop.

"Ross stay here, I need to talk to roommates and I'll be back down soon okay?" He nods. I slip the driver a twenty and said in a whisper,

"Keep him in here for about 10 minutes, then let him out, drive around to the back of the building and pick me up. I'll have a blue umbrella in my hand okay?" He saluted me with two fingers, I run upstairs and burst through the apartment. Jenny and Madi were there sitting on the couch. I run to my room, with them hot on my heels.

"Amy? What's wrong?" Jenny sat down on my bed so she was in my point of view.

"Amy?" Madison was rubbing my back.

"Ladies, I need help to pack quickly, for like a week worth of clothing to somewhere warm. I'm leaving for a week and will be back soon. Ross is downstairs in a cab and thinks I'm coming back down. I'm going to take the back way down take a cab to the airport. Can you two help me get him out of here and not give away where I'm going?" Both of them nod while making faces. "Look I know it's weird, once I land and find a hotel, I'll call you guys and we can talk. Although don't pick up if he is here okay? Now help me I have about eight minutes before the cab driver lets him out of the cab." Madi ran out of the room returning with a small suitcase with four wheels, it said, 'I Love Strippers' in bright pink letters all over it.

"Here Amy. Remember the week-long trip I have planned with Richard." I give her my confused look, "Okay he was two months ago's boyfriend. Okay?" I nodded, "Well, he had canceled the trip a couple of days before we were to leave and that's why we broke up, but I've had this packed since then. Take it and go."

I grabbed the bag, shoved my phone, earphones, passport, wallet, and some aspirin for the headache I could feel coming. Jenny came over with a pregnancy test. I gave a look,

"Just take is Amy. Ross texted me about your argument on your way over." I looked at Madison who was going through all the clothing in the suitcase. "I'll tell her, okay, so don't worry about calling, call in about two days okay?" I hugged her and grabbed the suitcase hugged Madison and ran out the door. I heard the elevator ding, I looked at my watch, shit it was probably him! I ran down the stairs and pulled out my bright blue umbrella and had it ready to open when I walked outside. The cab driver pulled up, I stuck my suitcase in the back and got in. I sat down in the back,

"To the airport as quick as you can."

"Yes, ma'am." I pulled out my earphones and plugged them into my ears hoping to distract myself.

The ride to the airport was very calm, it allowed me to collect myself and breath. When we arrived I got my bags, paid the guy more than he would have gotten if I had been a generous tipper.

"Ma'am, I hope you figure things out with that boy. You two looked like you were in love, and were a very nice pair." I smiled at him, not wanting to break this fantasy he had of the two of us. I waved goodbye and walked into the airport, I bought my ticket and sat down to wait. My phone dinged, it was from Jenny. "ALERT! ALERT! Text back ASAP! I wrote back,

"What's up?"

"I hate to tell you this, but Ross saw you get into the taxi from the apartment window."

"Well, what did you tell him?"

"You were going to see your parents."

"Okay? What's the problem, he ran downstairs to follow you." I felt my body tense up, Ross was here. He was at the airport, I walked quickly to the closest shop, bought some makeup, new clothing and glasses. I put on these baggy sweatpants, and a hoodie that said, 'I love NYC'. I make my face a couple shades darker, and super thick eyebrows, and a huge birth spot on my cheek. I walked back to my spot, and turned my phone back on and sent a picture to Jenny and Madison.

"Here is the new and improved Amy!"

"You look amazing girl!" I heard my plane getting called so I stood up and walked towards the boarding tunnel, I felt the tenseness, slipping away every step I walked towards the plane. I walked to my seat and sat down, making myself comfortable. A few minutes later a stewardess came over to me,

"Excuse me, ma'am, we have a passenger that doesn't have a seat but would like to be in economy, would you mind being moved to first class? You wouldn't have to pay anything extra, you wouldn't really be paying anything. Do you mind?"

"Umm. Sure why not. I'll move."

"Why thank you so much." She helped me gather my things, and showed me upstairs to the upper flight of the plane. I walked through the first class not believing my eyes, these seats were like three rows of economy seats. She sat me down and I saw I would share my huge cubicle with a young man. I didn't mind that much, knowing me I'd fall asleep and not really wake until we got there since the flight was only three hours. I sat down, and she showed where I could put things after I got all my stuff in a spot, I took out my pocket mirror and makeup wipes, and started cleaning my face of all the makeup. After I had cleaned my face, I took off the baggy sweatshirt, and my sweat pants stuck them into my bag and stuffed it under my seat. The man next to me turned from facing the window. I almost screamed, sitting next to me was Ross, but all I could do was gasp.

"Hey, Amy. Hawaii...interesting choice. Close your mouth you look like a fish." I stood up, and went to pick up my stuff, a stewardess came over to me,

"Ma'am, please sit down, the plane is getting to lift off."

"Is there any other seats, please? I need to move, I can't sit next to this man. I need to-"

"Ma'am I need you to sit down, I can't have you moving right now. Please sit down." I sat down glaring at Ross.

"I'm sorry," Ross said to the stewardess, "My girlfriend and I had an argument and she doesn't want to sit next to me. Don't listen to her, thank you." SHe walked away, and he shut the door to the compartment, I turned to him,

"Why are you here? Jenny said you thought I was going to Florida to see my parents."

"Well sorry, to burst your bubble, but she lied to you. She told me you were going to Hawaii," I had a confused look on my face, because he added, "She had the airplane miles you guys have together on her phone, when you bought the ticket it showed up. I grimaced and turned around so I wasn't facing him, he pulled me up onto his lap. I tried to move, but he held onto me. I looked at him, I knew it was not worth the energy to try and fight him, I slide off his lap between him and the wall. He settled in, and wrapped his arms, around me, and lay his head upon my shoulder. I tried to move out from under him, but his arms made sure I couldn't move at all. I turned my head to looked at him, he looked innocent sleeping, it made me want to curl up next to him, and forget about why I was running away from him, and just be with him. The next thing I knew my eyes closed and I fell asleep.

I woke up and went to stretch when I felt something holding my arms down, I turn and saw Ross asleep on my shoulder and his arms locked around me. I went to stand up to go to the bathroom, his arms tightened and he woke. I felt my heart melt, he looks like an adorable baby, with his bedhead and his eyes swollen with sleep.

"Ross, go back to sleep. I'm just going to the bathroom."

"Nope, I'll come with you."

"Fine but, if you're coming you'll wait outside the bathroom, not inside with me okay?" He nods stand up and stretches, I walk past him, open our compartment, and towards the back of the plane where the bathrooms were. As I walked into the bathroom, I locked the door behind me, not wanting anybody to come in. I turned the water on, splashed some on my face. I pulled out the package I had slipped into my pocket when he wasn't looking. My hands shook as I read the directions to how to use the sleeping medicine. All I had to do, was mix it into a drink that Ross would drink, he had to drink the whole thing at the same time, that would be the hard part. I flushed the toilet, washed my hands and opened the door, Ross was standing there his arms crossed over his chest, and he nodded his head towards our compartment. I walked back, and I could feel the heat off his body on my back. As we settled down, I tried to take the seat next to the door, but he sat in the same seat so all of our bodies were touching. I fell asleep with Ross squishing me between him and the wall, and my mind thinking of ways to feed him the sleeping powder.

I must have drifted off because the think things I awoke to is Ross picking me up, I squirmed in his arms,

"Amy. Amy! Amy, stop squirming I'll let you down. You have to stop moving or I'll drop you." That made me stop and listen, "Thank you. I was just taking you off the lane. You looked tired and I didn't want to wake you." He let me down, but so I slide against the lean, hard body of his. The friction made the attraction even more visible and apparent to both of us. As we both got off the plane, Ross hooked his arm around my body pulling me close, I tried to move away, but Ross's warm breath was felt in my ear.

"Amy you either accept this now, or I can make a very big scene in the middle of this airport."

"Bullshit. What scene? You wouldn't dare."

"Is that a challenge?" The words reminded me of the night at the club, of how much I missed that free spirit of his.

"Maybe." He smiled at me, pulling me over to the column, put his backpack on my suitcase, he leaned down to  whisper in my ear,

"Challenge accepted sexy." I tried to smack him,  but he dodged out of the way and said in a very loud voice.

"Babe, please. Let me take care of you and our baby. I promise I'll stay with you, I won't go on any more long business trips. Please just don't leave me." My mouth fell open, I tried to get him to stand, but I saw people starting to stare at us.

"Ross I get it, just stand up," I muttered under my breath.

"Okay okay," he said, but talking to the whole crowd could hear, "I'll be your servant. I'll wait on you hand and foot. Please? Just don't leave me. You're my life, I can't live without you please?" I could feel my face getting hotter and hotter, the mutters and whispers were so loud.

"Ross stop. I get it okay!" I tried to hide behind the column, away from the prying eyes, but he would catch my wrist and pull me against him, I would push him away, and he should say something else that would embarrass me. I tried again to get away from him, but he got me still, pulled me back and then leaned down to whisper in my ear,

"Do you want this to stop?" I nodded against him, "Then you have to agree on whatever comes after this understand?" I froze, I knew this was a trap, but I also knew this was not going to end unless he wanted it too, I nodded and he let me go. I turned to pick up my backpack,

"Amy," I spun, there was Ross his arms up in the air so everybody could hear him, and see him. "Amy I know this baby of our was a mistake." What was he talking about? A baby, we had sex once and it was last night. I don't think we have a baby. I was about to open my mouth to ask him about this baby when he kept talking. "Will you promise to stay with me? I'll keep you and our baby happy, I'll stay with you for every second you carry our baby. I'll never leave your side for a moment. Will, you Amy marry me?" I stood there frozen and heard the crowd chanting, "Say Yes. Say Yes. Say Yes." I knew that he had me there, I went up to him and stood on my tiptoes to whisper in his ear.

"You ass. I'm only saying yes because, I want this to end and the crowd, this isn't a real promise." He smiled down at me and I see how smug his face was, he turned so his mouth was at my ear,

"Oh don't worry, I'll make sure you marry me, Amy. Don't you worry." I stood back and said in a voice so that the front of the crowd could hear me,

"I agree to marry you, Ross Young." The crowd erupted and Ross came over to hug me, and tilted my chin up and kissed me. This wasn't a light kiss or peck, but a kiss the gave a promise about the things to expect later that night. I pulled back, I could feel my face heating up. Ross picked up his bag, put it on the suitcase, wrapped his open arm around my waist and pulled me against him. He waved at our audience and as we walked towards the exit. We hopped into a taxi drove to the closest hotel. Ross rented two rooms for us, which later I found out happened to be only one. We walked into the room, and it was a honeymoon room. I turned on Ross, but his hands came up to defend himself,

"Hey, Amy. Before you start getting mad, this was all they had. The bed should be big enough for us to sleep together but apart okay?" I nodded and put my stuff down, in my head, I was already planning a way to get out of here, but also how to get him to drink the stuff. An idea came to me, I leaned around the doorframe,

"Hey Ross, will you order some champagne?" He nodded and I turn around to pull the packet out shoved it into my pocket. I heard the doorbell ring, and I turn around and went to pour the champagne while he tipped the server. I poured the powder in and mixed the champagne in and turned to give it to Ross. We both cheered,

"Cheers Ross, let's see who can chug their champagne first." We both chugged our champagne, I watched as he smugly lowered his glass before me and watched as I finished mine off. I went back into the room to get a sweatshirt and looked at the package it took 15 minutes to set in. I walked back into the room and he wasn't anywhere in the room. I walked more into the room making sure he was really gone and something jumped out and grabbed me from behind. I knew who it was without even turning around,

"Ross! Let me go. Ross?"

"Amy. Let's do it again."

"What!?"

"I wanna make a baby okay! I want to take care of you, while my son or daughter is growing inside of you. I want to lie down next to you and hear them kick their heartbeat."

"No Ross, We are not sleeping together. The first time was a mistake, we were both drunk, right now you're drunk and I'm not." He took a couple of steps forward and I took a step back. Then with every step he took towards me, I took one back. We kept going like that until I hit the back of my legs on the couch arm, and I fell over and landed on my back, Ross following fell over and landed on top of me.

Our bodies were so close, touching from knees to chest, his arm braced on the couch so he wouldn't squish my body. His breath was a warm whisper in my ear, his nice brown eyes making my soul melt, and his hard muscular body pressed against mine. I could feel my control slipping as he leaned down and I met him halfway and as soon as our lips meet, the little control I had left was gone. His hand traveled down my body, feeling my every curve, and resting on my hip, while his other one braced his body above me. My arms went around his neck and tried to pull him so close that would become one. I felt the bulge in his manhood harden, his tongue went out and drew the outline of my lips, and as if by magic they opened. His tongue went everywhere in my mouth, feeling every hidden spot, then he started fucking me with his tongue. I knew that I wouldn't be able to last much longer. I would either have to stop this or slow this down. I started to pull away when I felt his body go limp and he rolled off of me on to the ground. I looked at my watch, 15 minutes right on the nose.

I sat up, straighten my hair and clothing went into the bedroom, packed my stuff. I found a pad and pen and wrote a note to Ross telling him, we were never meant to be a thing, I'm leaving and I hope we won't look for me anymore. If we were lucky our paths may never cross in the future.

***

    "Mommy!!!!" The squeal came from the room next door. I opened it and was attacked by two small children.

    "Have you two been good for Aunt Jenny?" They both nodded. I saw Jenny sitting on the couch, I went over to her and kissed her forehead,

    "Thanks for watching them for me! I owe you one." She smiled and picked up Jason and was tickling him,

    "No problem, they were darling angels. How was work?" I shrugged. Being the only women in my company was hard enough but also being a single mom, made me need to work more hours, and extra time. Of course, having a pervert boss made it even harder to get extra hours, without doing the dirty.

    "Oh, Jenny, have you heard from Madi?"

    "Yeah actually, today. She is in Russia, they're having a problem in one of the aquariums and she was checking out the animals there."

    "Nice, she got to travel, but also do her dream job." A knock sounded and I went to open the door, there in the doorway was Spencer, Jenny's husband, who lived across the hallway, but they both mainly lived in my apartment helping me look after the kids.

    "Hi Amy," he said, kissing me on the check, "How was work?"

    "You know," I answered shutting the door, "same old same old. Oh, there is something new, I forgot to tell Jenny. COme on in and I'll tell both of you at the same time. Jenny, I forgot about something, I need you both to help me with, my company is having an employ banquet, and they told us all to bring our kids and family. Will you both come as my sister and brother-in-law with your kids? Please?" Both kids came running into the room,

    "Yeah, uncle Spencer's home. Can go over to Uncle Spencer's house and play on his Xbox? Please, mommy!" I bent down kisses them both on the forehead,

    "You both have my permission, why don't you ask aunt Jenny and uncle Spencer for their permission?" After Spencer and the kids left, Jenny patted the couch seat next to her,

    "Come sit Amy. I know that look. Come tell Auntie Jenny what the matter is and why you're so nervous and tight as a bowstring?" I smiled at the kids' nickname for Jenny.

    " Okay, you remember Ross right?"

    "As in Ross Young, the father of your kids?"

    "Shhh, don't say that so loudly and yes Ross Young. I didn't know that his uncle owns the company I'm working at. He is retiring soon and is giving it to his nephew Ross Young to lead. He will be here next week a couple of days before the banquet. He will get to know us all in the upper tier of the company. Since I'm the only woman in the company, of course, I have to be the one to show him around. I'm freaking out here Jenny, you will be there as my sister, don't you think he'll recognize you? Do you think these signs won't be obvious? He'll probably recognize me, and notice how the kids look exactly like him. What if he wants to still marry me? I don't think I can do that, I barely got out of marrying him the first time. This time I might not be so lucky. I don't think-"

    "Amy! Relax, we made sure nobody could look you up, we told nobody you're still alive, we even made a huge funeral service in which he showed up too. Only Madison, your parents, and Spencer and I know that the Amy Mccarthy is still alive. You are now Amy Walton, your husband died overseas and you had two kids. He'll never know, relax. Pretend he is a client and you are doing this for your promotion. I'll be here to make sure that he never knows. If he recognizes me, I'll introduce you as my sister who was living in San Francisco, okay?" At that moment both the kids and Spencer burst into the apartment,

    "Mommy, we're hungry and Uncle Spencer said you cook better than him, and that we should come back here for dinner." I glare at Spencer's back for he had gone over to say hello to his wife. Jenny met my eyes mouthed to get the kids busy and she would tell Spencer about the new. I nodded and herded the kids into the kitchen to help set the table and get ready for dinner.

***

    Today was the day he came. I have had so many dreams about how this day will play out. Maybe Ross will get out of the car recognize me, and take me to get married right away. Maybe he will recognize me and pan this huge wedding again and I'll be able to run away or maybe he'll make sure I wouldn't be able too. Maybe he would be already married and have kids and wouldn't be able to recognize me. I heard a car pull up, looked up and put on my friendly employ smile. As he got out, I froze and felt my heart stop for a beat.

    Ross looked as handsome as I remember it. He looked to be about 6 foot 5 inches. His beautiful warm chocolate brown eyes, that melted my soul, looked all over the building and over the people to end up resting on me. His eyes showed multiple emotions, I had forgotten how see through he was, how much I could tell about him by his eyes. I saw the door on the other side open and my heart fell thinking it was his wife, fiancee, or even his girlfriend. Our boss stepped out, and my heart for some reason lifted. I bowed like everybody else,

    "Welcome to the Dream Planning Business Operation. Here we make your every dream business a success." I looked up into his eyes, he did a double take and I could tell he recognized me but wasn't sure. His uncle came up,

    "Ross I want to meet the woman who keeps me on track. This is Amy Walton, Amy this is my nephew Ross." I bowed and said,

    "Nice to meet you, Mr. Young." I turned to his uncle, "Mr. Johnston the ambassador of China, Italy, and Chile called and wanted to make a meeting about expanding our companies  overseas." We walked off, down the hallway. I looked back over my shoulder and saw Ross still standing in the same spot, with his eyes still staring after me, I flashed him a smile and followed Mr. Johnston to the elevators.