1 As time passes

I always wanted to live but it seems like everyday I wake up my dreams turns into a living nightmare even tho it's simple to say life is what you make it blah blah no it's not my world is full of more serious things I can't even name because there is another theory on life . Today im on the bus and start to notice how this woman didn't want to place a mask on her face and she held up my bus ride so any who the woman was not aloud to ride the bus did I mention this woman was pregnant and struggled with the pair of loose jeans she had on her waste but the the police was called and they made this woman stay till the next bus come I wanted to just give her my mask and let me off the bus so I can walk my ass were I was going but yet still I remained in my seat and sat and waited till this whole thing blew over. I'm in the mall shopping and a kid runs up to me pretty brown eyes with a small smile on his face ask me to help him find his father he was not lost just don't know what store started with FINSH so I said I got you he is in FINISH LINE . So me and my new homeboy stand "4"7 in hight but was only 10 years old I don't know what his daddy feeding him but imma need to see his dad so I can have a plate of they food . Now as we walk into the shoe store I come across this tall deep voice chocolate chip cookie looking oiled face body structure on yes I need me a membership were you go men's polo cologne smell hitting the tip of my nose as I walk in he says there is my dad I told lil home boy hold on tight cause I might be leaving with your daddy tonight he stops and introduced us Hello beautiful I thank you for bringing me my son me quickly No prob I'm here to help with anything you need dad is it oh he smiles no my manners it's leo like the lion sign well now it's time for me to go cause my jaw dropped but as soon as I turned away from saying my lil good byes to lil home boy I feel the most smoothes warm strong built hands grab my arm and ask me on a date I slowly turned to him and said no I'm sorry I have a man knowing I'm lien just to see if he would budge he didn't I say I gave him less then a second to react so I said boy you know I'm playing here's my cell phone number and my mother's house number in case my phone die Imma have to slide there to use her phone I'm going on a date.