The Tears Of A Broken Angel

I feel so lonely

So distanced

So weak and lost

So hollow

So empty like a broken angel

Falling from grace to dust

Rejected by every entity

With no sense of living.

Cast out by society

pushed around by their expectations.

As I bore the punishment

A burden from the past

Abandoned after being used

Overshadowed by others

Voiceless and unheard

Forced on a silent vigil.

Like an invisible shade

Damaged I may be yet a facade I must show

Forever a picture of strength

Despite my crumbling wall

Cry that I can't

Because

I must be absolute

I'm suffocating inside an iron maiden.

Struggling

But a blind eye is turned to me

For fear of the vultures

returning to add more weight and

leave more scars both invisible and visible

As I wander with no destination or goal

Similarly confined with Boulder and fear.

Want to let it go

Simply

Don't want to die

Yet

I want to kill the pain inside me

I feel nothing more but

dreams of old going dark.

Life Is a puzzle