Chapter 5
The journey was a long one Josh was a little tense about his love for Shanel and here I was worried what I'll expect. One of the famous company hired me wow and then to Emillio called oh thank you dear lord you always good to your people.
Ems bby sis what are you thinking about hey now my bby gona be up here alone what I'm I gona do. It's so hard letting you go. Oh brother dearest I'm not getting married or anything don't worry I'll soon be back down worrying about you. Take care of my place big bro . Yes sis I will even lisen is going out of town looks like I'm alone with my thoughts and how to make Shanel mine.
Faith brother bear have faith it will happen.uhmm Lisa I know you big now what not I'm sill your big brother I have to make sure you follow your dreams I know you gona be with that shit head but please bby sis don't give in to lust just yet. I won't be able to stop myself from killing him if you get hurt again so I'm warning you no mischief you here for business. If it works out with you good for you if not excellent news for me. I don't expect him at all to meet my standards his just a chipmunk He's not worth my bbys sister love. Take care of yourself bby sis I love you I'm just a call away huh.
Yes my big brother bear I love you and thank you brother. I know you will go to that extent. I'm mixed up now bro I guess God's in control of all the outcomes here. Oh yeah brother bear I aren't going to do that I'm having doubts myself. I promise you big brother I'll make you proud and come back strong weather it works out for me or not. You know something shanel is lucky to have you. You the best. It's a blessing to have you as my brother. Any girl will be blessed infact.
Oh bby sis nice try there. Well not to bad yourself little sis. Well I'm lucky to have her I guess and happy I got a big mouth sis like you.
Oh brother time for me to go bro take care of yourself and my house see you.
Bye bby Lisa takecare huh remember don't forget to tell me if you need anything.
Having said all that my stop had arrived 6 Ivan street jhb. Emillio wasn't there so I had to page for him to come down. Wow staying with the bf or that is what my mind thought he was. I don't know what to expect . Josh knows it's a friend's place he didn't know Emillio was gona be there with Me he knew that I will just be spending time with EMI. Not actually staying with him . I didn't want him to worry more. He hates emillio as it is besides he would have lectured me even more but I already know not to do anything stupid.
He kissed me good bye helped with my laugage and passed it to the bell boys he received a call and he had to rush back we had no time for lunch nothing. So he kissed me gave me that lecture and said he will call me. At that time I forgot what I wore and if somebody will be happy to see me.
I wore a black lace dress that showed the back en huged tight on me showed a little bust with a pair of black wedges and cat eye make up. Not to much I don't do make up. Just for Emillio sake I put on My hair was done pin straight and matching jewelery . The guys that walked past checked me out from head to toe I was blushing. My cheeks were pitch red. I think I over did it.
Finally he came down babes he called I turned around in a 360 angle as he embraced me in a warm tender hug and a kiss on my forehead. He checked me out like for good couple minutes before finally speaking. Babes you look I don't know what to say there's no words to tell you how you look rigth now like a goddess from heaven. When did you get this sexy you turn me on. Oh Dang bby
He took my bags up to the apartment inside he cooked up something for me to eat yum pasta my favorite. We sat and talked about life what happened with both of us when he ditched me as he apologized for begin a complete jack ass and we spoke about him and me about us now.
I told him about my interview as he took my plate to wash them even after I insisted no I will do them
I was griping my hair when he stoped me leave it lose I like it that way he said.
Oh bby ems I Missed you I know I haven't been there and the boyfriend you need but I'm here
. I hated when he was sad his eyes always told the truth he was sorry for leaving. Yet it never gave him the right to cheat.
I touched his lips and traveled my fingers down his jaw line. He flenched at my touch sparks was there again heat radiated off us. My cheeks were a perfect shade of red blushing from my thoughts of kissing him. I never slept with a guy ever Emillio turned me on yet we never even tried he said he will wait for me.
Realizing what my thoughts where he pulled me close. Wispering tender words my Emma Lisa has grown so fine want to take you right here bby. You always had this effect on me. Our lips met and he gave me a passionate kiss. I trembled . The kiss was long until we both stopped for air.
He broke away put my things away and just said you stay here. Ems uhmm I'm. Sorry forgive me you look fine as if and my emotions are all over I am sorry for leaving you and doing all This shit but I need to make things right just trust me oki.
I searched his eyes seeing pian guilt passing anger ,lust, passion and love. All I said yes I understand. Yet dose this means we together again I asked.
Time bby time tells all yet I'm glad you are back. I love you I just need to make things right before I'm yours completely.
I just nodded what is it he's hiding we were fine moments ago. I'm just glad we together or whatever this is I love him too much. I'll wait and see what he wants.
Once again im. Lying to myself. How can i be so stupid. Begin here is a mistake i should have booked a hotel. Begin here just never fitted right although my head was saying all nice things. I just had this vibe in me that its not alright and everything gona fall apart just now. Im such a fool i tell you. Putting my heart and my self once again at risk to emotional stress. What can he possibly put right now. He should have done that already. Oh goodness my hearts heavy i think im. Gona lie down. I got this feeling like something gona happen as its not what it seems.