24 Its been 3 years

So, Many of you are probably wondering. "Hey Oshimura, where the hell have you been?" Well, life has given me the middle finger multiple times over the years, and I honestly just didn't have the motivation to write. I always look back on my previous work and think, 'I really want to continue this fic out of any of the other ones I have." 

My focus was on another of my accounts under the name of 'Day_dul' where I was writing a final fantasy X fic, which you should check out btw. I lost access to the account for a bit before being able to login again and plan to update that fic some more soon.

Now onto this. Am I coming back to this fic? Yes. However, I have been re reading overgeared and my own fic to get my mind back into writing this. 

Will I continue any of my other fics on this account? For now, no. Maybe in the future. I myself get sad when things get dropped so I said to myself that I wouldn't drop anything that I post, and I won't, it just may take longer for me to update some over the others. 

In other news, I am setting up a new discord and p.a.t.r.e.o.n. so you can have an idea of whats going on and when I will be updating things. More news on those in a few days. 

But quick TLDR life update. I was in an emotional pit of self destruction for a longtime, but have been getting therapy and slowly been recovering. I originally wanted to have a regular update schedule, but then life decided to kick me while I was down, so I decided I will just update things when I can. I would love to write full-time, don't get me wrong, but my current things that I have going on in life are blocking me from doing that. That doesn't mean I won't continue to push towards it. Heck I still have a contracted story on Webnovel that I actually plan to update, (More like retcon and rewrite.) so that I can start to gain something from that. 

Outside of that, for those of you that still stuck around after all this time, yall are the real ones, honestly. I understand if you stopped paying attention to the fic since its been so long, but I am striving to get better and do better. Mark my words, ya boi is going to take his writing to a whole nother level. 

Alright, enough of my ted talk, I will see yall in the next chapter/update!