Dairy of a wimpy kid(2)

His own voice had entered his head ,and was narrating the recorded words.

"I don't whether this thing is working , Mom is this how I should do this?

Just holding on to the dairy as I speak will record my voice ,huh , how is that possible?

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Wow it works

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Okay , My name is Jacob Von Hugh , the second prince of Malodor . I am thirteen years old .

Today I received this dairy from my mom.

I know mom gave me this dairy only to console me from the fact that I cannot use mana for the rest of my life ,but still I won't give up on it.

It seems if I am able to use magic , I can record all my memories.

I will soon be able to use magic , I am sure of it.

Mom said that this dairy was a heirloom of the Blaine Kingdom .

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Every noble kid is allowed to learn basic magic from the age of thirteen.

My Dad wanted to take our Kingdom to the next level ,and hired some instructors to teach every interested adults ,and children above thirteen in the kingdom.

But for some reason the adults didn't come for the classes ,and only some children came to the classes.

I don't know what my dad thought but his idea failed miserably , I think this has something to do with the three ministers, who I think probably has some connections with an outer kingdom .

Our Kingdom has piled a lot of debts.

The instructors clearly made the children feel uncomfortable ,and uneasy with every word and everything they said ,

They didn't even care that me ,and my brother was standing among the children .

I think they say that my mana core is too unstable ,and I cannot do magic at all. bull****

I know it's lies ,as if they know all the things in the world, these bunch of plumpy a** instructors who can't teach poor kids just because they are not noble , I hate them.

It is true that I cannot use magic , everytime I use it I end up hurting others or myself , I think it would be better if I learn a way to control it.

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I ended up hurling the gardener down the ladder today.

I think I can strengthen my core using some medicines or relics , I think I should learn about some ruins ,and find some treasure which will help me ,and my kingdom.

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I ended up sick , tried a wrong medicine.

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Almost ripped of the arm of my healer.

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I think I am on the verge of losing my mind.

I am trying to practice swordsmanship with my brother .

My dad just chose an instructor named Carl especially to teach us both.

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I asked dad to arrange me a expedition team to search for treasures in a ancient ruins discovered by a group of travellers .

Dad said I was too young to lead an expedition team.

But he did say that he would send an expedition team to check the ruins.

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Got some really good treasures from the ruins , will help in clearing some debts.

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I ended up killing my pet lion wandering around me while I was training , I miss him so much.....

I don't think I can do this anymore.

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I am losing hope..... I don't think I can do it anymore.

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I want to give up on magic , probably should try learning politics to help my brother behind the scenes when he rules.

He will probably become a bigshot with all his skills with all the weapons ,and magic.

I mean he is soo good with basic magic , I am getting a little vexed when I see someone cast a spell.

He is also good with the dune riders ,as well as with the people.

He is really good in everything.

I think I am getting a little jealous.

I hate my self so much...

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Mom decided to take actions on her own regarding educating the children.

She knows some magic , so she is going to teach magic along with reading ,and writing.

She went in search for children ,and started teaching them in our study room.

She is a really good teacher.

Dad ,and brother is helping her in their own way.

I am also trying to help her a bit.

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Helping mom teach the children in her class.

Guess I am good at helping than doing the task myself.

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I cooped up in the workshop trying to work out a recipe of a medicine to clear my issue with magic.

I think I am just not fit with the sword , before my brother's brute strength ,and agility , my soft hands are dripping blood.

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Still working in my workshop , the medicine is almost complete.

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The medicine is completely a worthless thing , it only help in simple regeneration , it doesn't help out in anything else .

It is also causing me some pains.

I wasted an year iny this , This time I am going to quit for real this time.

I feely wimpy to try it again.

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Got info about an ancient ruins , I am sixteen and I think I am old enough to go to the ruins leading a team.

Some said there was a sphinx too , must be a really important place yippee lots of treasures.

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Gonna place the dairy on my parent's room before I go to the ruins with three guards ,.

I am planning on leaving soon than the time planned.

My dad is making plans to leave me out of the expedition.

I don't think he will do it ,but I still have my doubts.

Let me explore before they come in.

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The dairy ended , every day in the prince's daily life was recorded clearly .

So Jacob got the entire picture of his life .

He didn't have time to think more about this ,as it was almost time for the meeting to adjourn.

He looked at the dairy , "Just wait I'll fill it with good stuff", said Jacob placing a hand on his heart.

Jacob became whole , as the complete character ,and embodiment of the Jacob Von Hugh of Malodor.