[taking a break]

Hey I know my chapter uploads haven't exactly been well consistent and I really do want to post more however I have my own demons I am facing and I have finally realized that I should probably get some help for I have been suffering of a bunch of issues in my life atm and writing wasn't just a hobby it was an escape from reality however sometimes it felt more like another burden and with my already low mentality with depression and all with a bunch of other things that make me feel straight crazy half of the time and I honestly found it fun and I have had a whole lot of help on the way here from lots of different authors and I may have or may have not have gotten banned from their discord because I was going through something that made me feel crazy and I just feel like I needed to somehow remove it from my system and felt like the only place I could talk to anyone well mostly because i don't have much friends on discord and I didn't want to bother anybody I knew in real life was the discord and as a stupid idiot does who's mentality is down the drain I said some really stupid shit and now I realize hey That place was actually the only place I had to talk to pass time or to keep my mind off things and all I want at this point is to take a break and although all I wanted to really do was talk to people I guess I just became a burden because I would slowly show subtle signs of well I guess craziness so I know realize I need help to heal my mind and body although I most likely will be posting at least once a week it still won't be as much now because for some reason when I felt like I had someone to talk to about this I felt more motivation to keep writing and now that outlet is gone well I honestly don't know however I know my motivation is going to plummet so this is just a heads up I'll probably not be doing a chapter this week but next week for sure and although this was mostly me venting I still appreciate people taking the time out of their day to read a book that came out of my head and it pushes me even just a tad bit to see what people think etc even if it's something bad it only pushes me to do more and better so all that said I'm pushing the priority of uploading more chapters on the back line for now until I at least find someone to talk to about stuff and once I get my brain all sorted out well if I do anyways then I'll let you know and possibly be able to upload far more frequently however until I get this feeling out of my brain this is going to have to go on the back burner until next time

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