10 Not dropped but...

This ff is not dropped.

the reason I have not written in a while is bc of 3 main things.

1. Hate comments.

When I first started this I kinda wanted to make a nice little action/magic/bl romance. Not bl as in smut but like love Simon or something similar. I wanted to do this because there really isn't much ff bl content out there that isn't pure smut. But as soon as I posted it I got hate comments. I was like ok I knew people would be like this. I mean people are hateful. Then I decided to just chugg along anyway and eventually scrapped romance entirely and still got hate. This just made me lose my motivation to write. And when number 2 happened I just fell out of the loop.

2. I moved

When I started I wasn't particularly in a good living condition so I moved and am still in the process of moving my stuff.

3. I live in America

I live in America where there is a mass shooting every other day and where the government is taking away rights and is reviewing some the rights just won. Now no I was never in a mass shooting but, day after day of turning on my phone or looking at the TV to see another one has happened hasn't been good for me and my mental health. I am not saying my petty suffering is even close to those involved in the mass shootings. And as a part of the LGBTQIA+ community I have been getting scared and depressed at the direction of the US government is going.

I will definitely continue but it will probably be awhile. And this way I can make the chapters better and more thought out