1 Chapter 1: Monster in my life

"Get out now! I don't care if you have nowhere else to go as long as you get away from my property!", Pinna shouted at me while throwing all of my clothes on the road. The house I rent is small like really small, there are almost three of us in the same room and the worst is that the payment for this small apartment is like a luxury hotel well I guess I can't say some mean things anymore since I don't live here but at least wait for me before you throw my fucking stuff.

I just came home from work because I was fired for the 10th time, the reason? I was always late but can you blame me the traffic here to my place well not anymore to 7/11 is always the worse and terrible. I wake up early as in super early but what can you do if you are always caught in the middle of the traffic!?, Of course, you can't do anything about it what does the manager want me to fly all the way there?! Such a terrible and a jerk guy he is. Then when you got home from a tiring day you expect a nice relaxing bath with a little music but NO what I came home to is a middle-age woman shouting like a maniac while throwing my stuff outside like what the fuck is her problem?! This world really does love me huh...

Why am I in this situation again? Well maybe because I just kinda forget that I haven't paid her the rent 3 months ago. I mean I forgot okay? And it's not like I'll run away I even said that I'll do everything so I can pay her, at least she is my inspiration to work none stop isn't that enough to be the inspiration of someone okay let's stop it's making me gag. If only I have a fucking charm and then all I have to do is live a happy life but then again this is the real world. All I can do is signed while picking up my clothes that are dirty but who cares about that all I can wish is I have money to rent a hotel nearby or even a love hotel is just fine no I can't because the world loves me so much that the day I'm getting a kick out is the day I spend the last of my money how wonderful.

"Miss Pinna, I'm begging you I have nowhere else to go, just one more night maybe you can just let me go tomorrow, come on I can maybe give you some facial cream you know just let stay.", I begged her and of course, knelt down what choice do I have? I want her to feel sorry for me and maybe feel pity. Imagine I sacrificed my dignity just to kneel to a monster, from now on I will call her a monster if she doesn't agree.

I will have no place to live if this monster does not feel sorry for me. I will be sleeping with rats and cockroaches forever.

"You won't change my mind! I won't charge you the last three months rent as long as you just leave in front of me and my property!" Miss Pinna slammed the gate shout of the house and made sure she locked it. I have no money but I am not a thief who can climb up to your gate, Seriously there is no need for that!

 How can I believe with my friends, they will only be affected by my misfortune in the life. Especially if that's what had been happening to me, I'm sure I'll be laughed at first and then they would start to make some rumours. I just walked away from her establishment while pulling my small but sturdy suitcase. I'm sure I won't last long in the world anyway and the worst is that I will die on the side of the road I still plan to die in Singapore because it is so clean and quiet but God has no other plan in my life and for sure when I say another bad word in my mind I will pick myself up in hell.

I stopped for a moment in front of an antique shop and sat for a while, it was tiring to walk without knowing where you were going. I looked up and down the antique shop, it is still in the style of the early 19's but its design is from other countries ... what country can it be to have a nice design like that? The owner of the shop has good taste... Such shame is already closed for so many years. The real question really is if I can sleep here? Wouldn't the owner be angry? Or is there still be an owner... Ughhh who cares I'm going to sleep here.