Chapter 3: Love

During this turbulent time, Sakura found herself residing at home with her elder sister, Shijima, as her father held the dubious distinction of topping the Bingo Book, a list coveted by shinobi eager to capture dangerous criminals for the extra bounty. Sensing her sister's despondency, Shijima ventured into Sakura's room, determined to lift her spirits.  With a hopeful smile, Shijima broached the subject. "Hey, I've arranged a job for you at the Aviary. It's a way to keep yourself occupied instead of staying cooped up here all day."  Sakura's gaze hardened, her determination evident. "I don't sit around moping, you know. But what's the Aviary?"  Shijima replied, "I'll show you. Come along."

Shijima escorted her sister to the Suna Aviary near the imposing Kazekage office building. In this unique location, they were met by a captivating sight: rows upon rows of neatly arranged birdcages poised for avian messengers to embark on important missions. The unmistakable scent of bird droppings and urine wafted through the air, and Sakura couldn't help but wrinkle her nose in mild disgust.

Before them lay an open balcony equipped with various perches and landing apparatus for the birds to come and go as they pleased.

Shijima provided some context, saying, "This is the Suna Aviary. It's where our avian companions are stationed, ready to carry vital messages, be it news of the world's woes or its victories."

Curious, Sakura inquired, "So, I'll be working here?"

Shijima nodded and suggested, "Yes, spend some time here today. Afterward, you can go and play with your friends. I'm in the middle of my Jonin training, so please try not to cause any trouble."

Sakura agreed, saying, "Alright, I suppose I can help out."

Her sister offered a parting wish as she hopped out the window, traversing the rooftops with agility. Sakura was left alone in the Aviary, taking in the sight of the numerous birdcages, empty scrolls, and a central table adorned with an unfurled scroll, ink, and a set of brushes.

As she looked around, a tall, bearded man entered the room, his dark hair cascading from beneath a tan jumpsuit. He wore fabric gloves, and his bright blue eyes shone warmth beneath his Sand robes. A Shinobi headband graced his forehead.

"Welcome, it's always great to have some fresh energy here," the man greeted with a warm smile, extending his hand in greeting.

Sakura replied, "I'm not a Shinobi."

He chuckled kindly, replying, "That's not a requirement here. I'd like you to assist me with reading these books and writing letters."

Sakura replied in a soft-spoken tone, "Okay."

"I'm Mikoto, by the way. I'm the resident bird expert in this village," he introduced himself.

"I'm Sakura."

Mikoto smiled warmly, saying, "Well, it's a pleasure to meet you, Sakura. Are you ready to get started?"

Sakura nodded and began her day at the Aviary. She picked up several books to educate herself about the Aviary's workings, such as sending messages to other villagers and neighboring lands, deciphering different seal scrolls, understanding mission rankings, and how people submitted mission requests. These requests were then passed to Jonin, who distributed them among the Shinobi.

Mikoto also had Sakura write letters to the Jonin stationed at the village gates, helping them watch for suspicious individuals entering or leaving the village.

She spent several hours working with Mikoto until Temari entered the room, her face lit up with a warm smile. Gaara had informed her where to find Sakura, and she seemed eager for a day of adventure. Temari waved at Sakura, a clear invitation to join her.

Sakura nodded to Mikoto and quickly caught up with Temari. They strolled outside, bathed in the radiant blue sky that warmed their skin.

Sakura inquired, "So, why did you come to visit?"

Temari smiled as she gazed at the sky, replying, "I wanted to make sure you're okay and reassure you that your father won't hurt you again. He may have disappeared, but we'll watch over you for as long as necessary."

Sakura expressed her gratitude, saying, "Thank you, Temari. Having the Kazekage's siblings around makes me feel so much safer."

Temari blushed, touched by the heartfelt sentiment. She responded warmly, "I'm glad."

Under the clear, cerulean skies of Sunagakure, Temari, and Sakura, they ventured into the bustling market, their laughter filling the air. The colorful stalls and shops teemed with activity as merchants hawked their wares to the shoppers and villagers who bustled about.

Temari grinned at Sakura, her eyes sparkling with mischief. "Alright, Sakura, today we're going to turn you into the most stylish non-Shinobi in the village!"

Sakura chuckled, feeling the weight of her worries lift in the presence of her newfound friend. "You really don't have to do this, Temari."

"Nonsense!" Temari exclaimed. "Consider it my way of saying thank you for being such a good friend. Once Gaara matures a little maybe we can get him to go on a date with you. We're going to be sister in laws." 

Sakura blushed. "I hope so." 

They perused the stalls, filled with fabrics of various colors and patterns. Sakura ran her fingers over a rich crimson fabric. "This one's pretty."

Temari nodded. "Agreed. You'd look great in that color. Let's get it!" She motioned to the merchant, and soon, the vibrant fabric was bundled up and handed to Sakura.

As they continued to explore, Sakura found herself drawn to an array of accessories. Temari eagerly encouraged her to pick out a few. They tried on different belts, scarves, and shin guards for a bit of a Shinobi flair.

Sakura tried on fingerless gloves, flexing her fingers and grinning at how they felt. "You know, I could get used to this."

Temari chuckled. "See? Shopping for Shinobi gear is fun, even if you're not a Shinobi."

With bags of new clothes and accessories in tow, the two friends celebrated with some sweet treats. They settled at a cozy café, enjoying dango and tea while swapping stories and dreams.

Temari leaned in with a grin as the sun began to dip below the dunes, casting long shadows over the village. "So, Sakura, do you feel like an honorary Shinobi now?"

Sakura laughed, her heart filled with gratitude for her new friend. "Absolutely. Thanks for making today so special, Temari."

Temari winked, her teal eyes sparkling. "No problem at all. We've got to stick together, after all. Friends forever?"

Sakura nodded, her smile unwavering. "Friends forever."

The vibrant marketplace was filled with the chatter of shoppers and the tantalizing aromas of various foods. Their mischievous spirits came alive as they approached the lively fish market, where the vendors proudly displayed their catches of the day. Barrels of ice kept the fish fresh, and the air was tinged with the salty scent of the sea.

Sakura grinned mischievously at Temari. "Hey, Temari, you know what would be fun? A little prank."

Temari's eyes lit up with intrigue. "I'm all ears, Sakura. What do you have in mind?"

Sakura scanned the area and spotted a fish vendor who seemed too engrossed in arranging his fish. He was an older man with a scruffy beard, his hands moving swiftly as he placed fish on display.

Sakura whispered her idea into Temari's ear and shared a secretive giggle. "Let's do it," Temari agreed with a mischievous glint in her eye.

The two moved closer to the vendor's stall, trying to contain their laughter. Sakura acted as a lookout while Temari put her plan into motion.

Temari leaned over the stall and pretended to inspect a fish closely. With her fan hidden behind her back, she discreetly waved it, creating a gentle breeze that sent some paper bags fluttering from a nearby stall.

The vendor's attention was immediately diverted. He chased after the wayward bags, leaving his prized fish unattended. Sakura swiftly moved in, carefully swapping a small sign that read "Fresh Catch of the Day" with one that said "World's Smelliest Fish." She then joined Temari's side, both struggling to hold their laughter.

As the vendor returned, he looked at his fish stall and then blinked in confusion at the sign. He sniffed the air and made a disgusted face. Customers nearby began to notice and exchanged bemused glances.

Temari and Sakura pretended to be absorbed in their conversation, stifling giggles as the vendor panicked. He waved his arms frantically to disperse the foul odor, but the damage was done.

Customers began to move away, casting wary glances at the fish. The vendor finally noticed the sign and read it, his face turning a comical shade of red.

Sakura and Temari couldn't hold back any longer and burst into laughter. The prank had been a success. They retreated from the fish market, leaving behind a befuddled and slightly irritated vendor.

As they walked away, still giggling, Sakura said to Temari, "That was hilarious! Thanks for being my partner in crime, Temari."

Temari grinned. "Anytime, Sakura. Sometimes, a little mischief is good for the soul." They continued their stroll through the marketplace, savoring the bonds of friendship they were building, one prank at a time. A group of Temari's friends was also walking down the same way in the opposite direction. The leader of this female group faced Temari, and her friends gathered around her. Sakura stood behind Temari, frightened.

"Hey, Temari. Some of us were thinking. We can't be friends anymore."

"Wait, What? Why?" Temari panicked.

"Well isn't it obvious. Your hanging out with the village freakshow. Didn't you hear? She exchanges pleasure for money with the older Jonin."

Aggravated by the unexpected deceitful rumor, she challenged them. "What the fuck are you talking about? Where did you hear such a lie?" 

"Sorry, Temari."

The girls began to walk past them, giggling among themselves. Sakura turned and pulled out the small Kunai Knife she had been hiding in her pocket. She was trying to build up the courage to attack them. Temari noticed and, without hesitation, snatched the Kunai Knife from her hand.

"You'll end up like my brother if you do this. It isn't right. I am grateful, but I don't want to lose you too."

Sakura clenched her fist and ground her teeth. "I'm trying to make this right for all of us..."

"Not like this... We'll show them someday, the right way." Sakura nodded silently, her gaze following the departing girls, their laughter fading into the distance. A pang of guilt gnawed at her, knowing that Temari had to give up her friends because of her.

"I should go home and check on my sister," Sakura said, her voice soft. "She must be lonely now."

Temari offered a warm smile. "That's a great idea. I have to continue my training for the upcoming Chunin Exams anyway."

Sakura gently held her hair back from the breeze. "I wish the three of you the best of luck. I've heard rumors that it's quite challenging."

Temari nodded seriously. "It will be one of the most demanding experiences we'll ever face, no doubt. So, we'll be training hard. Don't be surprised if we can't spend too much time with you."

Sakura managed a reassuring smile, though deep inside, she couldn't help but feel a twinge of loneliness at the thought of being without her friend. "I'll be okay."

Temari waved goodbye. "See you later, Sakura."

She nodded, watching Temari's retreating figure. As the evening settled in, she began her leisurely walk home, contemplating the day's events. 

A small sand wall abruptly blocked her path back home. The sand twisted around her like a vine, gently turning her to face a young boy. It was Gaara, a few inches taller than Sakura when he was still a child.

"Gaara, what are you doing here?" Sakura greeted him with a warm smile.

"Are you not afraid of me?" Gaara asked, his tone emotionless.

"No, I'm not."

"Well, you should be."

The sand lifted in the air, tightly binding Sakura's body, rendering her immobile. Unfazed by the situation, Sakura watched Gaara closely, who didn't appear too pleased with her presence. He pulled her closer, their faces just inches apart.

"Why are you stalking me?" Gaara inquired.

"I'm not stalking you... I'm just...I..." Sakura blushed, "I was just making sure you were okay."

"I'm a Jinchuriki—a vessel. I could kill you right now," Gaara warned.

"If you want to, I can't stop you. But when the time comes, I will take that burden from you. I will become the next Jinchuriki. It would help if you weren't alone anymore. The village will look down on me and leave you alone. Right?"

After her heartfelt speech, the sand cocooned and gently lowered her to the ground. Gaara released his hold and stepped back, walking away from her. However, Sakura quickly caught up to him.

"See, I knew you'd like the idea," Sakura said confidently.

"Don't be an idiot," Gaara replied.

"I want to help you, Gaara. Please let me help you..." Sakura sighed, "How about we meet tomorrow at the same time on the sand bridge up ahead near the entrance."

The two locked eyes briefly, but Gaara continued walking, offering no response. Feeling dejected, Sakura sank to her knees, feeling a dark sense of rejection. Gaara turned to see her face nearly sunken in the sand in deep sorrow. He couldn't handle seeing her so unhappy he felt he had to do something to make her feel better. He raised his hand to manipulate a platform of sand rising beneath her. Noticing she was no longer on solid ground, she glanced up at Gaara, staring back at her. He approached her and wiped the tears from her eyes, "I'll meet you there, but I'll be late." 

Sakura smiled, feeling the sand descend below her. She stood up on solid ground, waving to him. She said, "I can't wait. I'll see you there." 

Once Sakura turned away in the opposite direction, Gaara said, "Hey, stop. It's not safe for you to be out here alone."

Sakura turned back around to continue their conversation. She asked, "Why not?" 

Gaara answered, "Nightcrawlers." 

Confused, Sakura said. "They don't crawl around the village until later in the evening."

Gaara approached her with his arms crossed. He said, "As a Shinobi, it's important that I assure the safety of everyone in the village. I'll escort you home." 

Sakura chuckled, "Okay."

The horizon revealed an array of warm colors matching the landscape below. Sakura followed beside him quietly. She was beginning to feel uncomfortable, so she decided to lighten the mood with conversation. Before she spoke, Gaara said, "I heard about what happened with your father."

Sakura felt uncomfortable talking about it, but knowing it was only Gaara, she found it comforting if he knew what had happened. She said, "Yeah, he hurt me…"

Gaara nodded, "I know, and he won't hurt you again for as long as I am alive." 

Sakura blushed and giggled, "Are you saying that as a friend or a Shinobi?" 

"We're not friends…" 

Sakura sighed, feeling unsure of Gaara's intentions. She pushed open the creaky wooden door of her home, her steps slow and deliberate, leaving Gaara outside to walk home on his own. The sun had already dipped below the horizon, leaving a soft twilight glow over Suna. She sighed with relief and exhaustion as she stepped inside, the familiar scent of their home enveloping her.

As she kicked off her shoes and hung her jacket on a peg by the entrance, Sakura heard the faint clinking of dishes coming from the kitchen. Curious, she made her way down the narrow hallway, her steps barely making a sound on the tatami mats.

Her older sister, Shijima, stood over the stove in the cozy kitchen, her black hair tied up in a messy bun. She turned at the sound of Sakura's approach, offering a tired but warm smile.

"Welcome home, Sakura," she said, wiping her hands on a kitchen towel. "I've made dinner for us. I hope you're hungry."

Sakura smiled back, her heart warming at seeing her sister's kindness. "I am. Temari and I had a lot of fun today."

Shijima nodded. "Well, dinner will be ready in a few minutes. Why don't you sit down?"

Sakura sat at the small dining table, her red eyes scanning the room as she remembered all the times she and Shijima had shared meals here. It was a comforting thought, especially after a tiring day.

Soon, Shijima brought over two steaming bowls of miso soup and plates of rice and grilled chicken. Sakura's stomach rumbled in anticipation as the delicious aroma wafted up to her nose.

They ate in a comfortable silence for a while, enjoying the simple pleasure of a home-cooked meal. Sakura knew how lucky she was to have an older sister.

After a few bites, Shijima finally broke the silence. "I had a pretty intense mission today," she admitted, her tone serious.

Sakura looked up, concerned, etching her features. "Are you okay?"

Shijima nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine. But it was...scary. I had to take the lead as a first-year Chunin, and we encountered a rogue ninja with some seriously dangerous jutsu. I had to make some quick decisions, and I was responsible for the team's safety."

Sakura listened intently, her admiration for her sister growing with every word. "That's incredibly hard. I am so proud of you, sis."

Shijima smiled, a mix of gratitude and weariness in her eyes. "It's not easy, but I've learned a lot. And knowing that you and I are here for each other makes it all worth it."

Sakura reached across the table, placing her hand on Shijima's. "We'll always have each other's backs."

Shijima couldn't resist her curiosity. With a sly grin, she leaned in and inquired, "So, Sakura, you've been spending quite a bit with Kankuro lately. What's brewing between you two?"

Sakura's cheeks flushed slightly, caught off guard by her sister's teasing tone. She replied, her voice betraying her embarrassment, "Oh, it's not what you think. Temari, Kankuro, and I have just been sticking together lately. After the whole incident with Shukaku, they've been looking out for me like good friends."

Shijima, not one to let the matter rest, continued to tease, "Well, from where I'm sitting, you two make a pretty cute couple. It's better than Gaara, who could potentially kill you next time."

Sakura's chopsticks clattered onto the table as her face turned a brilliant shade of red. She shot her sister an exasperated glare, her embarrassment palpable. "Shijima, it's not like that," she protested. "Kankuro and I do have a lot in common, but I care deeply for Gaara too."

Shijima's mischievous smile persisted as she leaned in to whisper playfully, "Just stay safe out there. It's all I ask..." 

With a dismissive wave, Sakura replied, "Well, I'll figure it out eventually. Right now, I'm exhausted. Off to bed for me."

As she left the kitchen, Shijima's laughter followed her.

Sakura's steps were sluggish as she went upstairs to her bedroom, her belly full from her sister's delicious dinner. She felt a sense of contentment and exhaustion wash over her, and the thought of her soft bed was like a siren's call, luring her toward much-needed rest.  She crawled into bed, her body sinking into the familiar comfort of her mattress. Sakura pulled the covers up to her chin and closed her eyes, feeling the weariness wash over her like a gentle tide. It had been a long day, over thirteen hours since she'd last slept, but now, finally, she could drift into a well-deserved rest, knowing her room was in order again.

The morning sunlight filtered through Sakura's window, gently coaxing her from her slumber. As she blinked away the remnants of sleep, she first noticed her room's refreshing sense of order. A pristine calm had replaced the chaos of the previous night. Her tools were neatly arranged, and the residue of the smoke bomb explosion was gone.

With relief, Sakura rose from her bed and stretched her tired muscles. Her sister Shijima must have cleaned up her room before heading out for training with her teammates. It was a considerate gesture, one that Sakura appreciated.

She padded downstairs in her pajamas, her footsteps light on the wooden floor. The smell of freshly made onigiri wafted through the air, and she found a plate of them waiting for her on the kitchen counter. Sakura's stomach rumbled in response to the tempting aroma, and she wasted no time grabbing one to savor its delicious flavors.

As she ate, Sakura couldn't help but glance at the empty seat at the kitchen table. It used to be occupied by her father, who had only brought anger and misery into their lives. Now, it was a vacant space, a symbol of his absence. A rush of relief washed over her, and she silently hoped that he would stay away for good. She longed for peace and stability in her home, which was sorely lacking in her childhood.

Finished with her breakfast, Sakura decided to make the most of the beautiful morning. She slipped out to the backyard, where their onsen, a traditional Japanese hot spring, was located. The steam from the clear, warm waters invited her to relax and unwind.

She undressed, leaving her white undergarment robe nearby, and eased herself into the soothing waters of the onsen. The heat enveloped her, melting away any lingering tension from the previous day. Sakura closed her eyes and let herself be carried away by the moment's tranquility. Although, she couldn't shake the uneasy feeling about the approaching Chunin exams and her separation from the Kazekage siblings. She quietly slipped through her bedroom window and descended to the yard below; the sun cast a white glow on her worried expression.

She stepped out into the open street venues of the bustling shopping district, her heart heavy with concern for Temari, Kankuro, and especially Gaara. They were her dear friends, and the thought of being apart from them for an extended period gnawed at her.

Sakura whispered, "What will I do when they leave me behind? Maybe I should follow them until they have no choice but to bring me with them." 

Among the various stores, one in particular caught her eye. It displayed a stunning, decorative red butterfly hairpiece. She said, "Oh, wow! It's so cute. I can't just leave it here."

Sakura's fingers delicately lifted it, placing it atop her vibrant black locks. The ornate design instantly appealed to her, enhancing her appearance unexpectedly. Sakura squinted to check the price tag on the item. Sakura gasped, "It's two hundred Ryo. That's a lot of money for a little hairpin, but I guess it's worth it."

Sakura couldn't resist the hairpiece's charm and handed the elderly female shopkeeper two hundred Ryo with a soft, appreciative smile. The shopkeeper returned her gesture with a warm, grandmotherly smile and a kind observation. "That looks beautiful on you, dear. It matches your eye color perfectly."

Sakura couldn't help but blush at the compliment. "Thank you so much. I'm really glad I stumbled into the market today and found it."

The elderly shopkeeper nodded, her eyes twinkling with pride. "You know, a talented artist in Suna personally scoured the Land of Wind for those exquisite red jewels in that hairpiece. I'm sure she'd be thrilled to know that it's found a new owner who appreciates its beauty."

Sakura's smile widened, and she held the hairpiece delicately in her hand. "I'll treasure it with all my heart." The connection between the hairpiece, its creator, and the Land of Wind added a layer of significance to this elegant accessory, making it all the more special to Sakura.

The hairpiece settled comfortably in her hair, accentuating her rosy eyes. Feeling satisfied with her purchase, Sakura made her way through the marketplace. The newfound confidence in her step was accompanied by a sense of reassurance as if the hairpiece held an extraordinary power to ease her worries.

However, she soon remembered her plan to meet Gaara before the afternoon, and her pace quickened as she scanned the training fields. She spotted Gaara diligently practicing his skills with his father in the shifting sands.

Sakura watched silently for a while, admiring Gaara's dedication and strength. Gaara's keen eyes were drawn to her presence as the sun's rays caught the glittering jewels of her new hairpiece. He glanced over, and Rasa, who had noticed the subtle change in his son's demeanor, couldn't help but smirk, realizing the depth of the bond between Sakura and Gaara.

She always found their dedication admirable, but her presence hadn't gone unnoticed today. Startled when Rasa and Gaara turned their attention to her, Sakura felt her cheeks flush with embarrassment. She quickly turned and hurried away, her heart pounding.

Seeking reassurance, she entered a nearby building that led to a bridge overlooking the bustling streets of Suna's markets. This was one of her favorite spots in the village; it provided a panoramic view of Suna and a sense of peace.

Taking a few deep breaths, Sakura felt the urge to let her voice carry away her unease. She began to sing, her melodious voice filling the air as she leaned against the sand barrier that protected anyone from falling off the bridge.

As the notes of her song flowed gracefully through the breeze, Sakura found herself lost in the music. It had been a while since she had sung like this, and it felt liberating.

Suddenly, from the doorway leading to the bridge, Gaara appeared. He stood there, listening to her song with a soft, contemplative expression. After a moment, he spoke, his voice feeling considerate, "I haven't heard you sing in a long time. Fortunately for me, you are still alive to sing it."

"Hey, Gaara," Sakura giggled softly, sharing a moment as they stood side by side, gazing at the expanse of Suna below. It felt like they were royalty, observing their kingdom and its people.

Gaara turned to her, his teal eyes locking onto her amber ones. He spoke in his usual calm tone, "I didn't forget to meet you here. So I figured you were stalking me for another reason. Why are we here?"

Sakura blushed at the teasing tone in his voice. "I'm not stalking you. I just... I heard you were going to the Chunin exams in Konoha. I was worried you'd get hurt out there. You've never left the village before, after all."

As Sakura blushed, Gaara realized the depth of her concern. He was used to being feared or avoided by most, but Sakura was different. She genuinely cared about him, and that touched him deeply. No one had ever shown him this level of care before.

"The training is so that I can guarantee I will return in one piece," Gaara explained. "I came here to talk with you because earlier, you said you'd become a vessel to protect me. I decided I can't allow you to become a vessel for our tailed beast."

Upset by his decision, Sakura whined, "Why not?"

Gaara sighed, his voice softening. "Because you'll be a target, and nobody will protect you. If Shukaku is removed from my body, I will die. If I die before then, Shukaku will go on a rampage until a new vessel is chosen."

Tears welled up in Sakura's eyes as she thought about the pain he had endured throughout his life. "That's scary. Does it hurt?"

"Physically, no," Gaara replied. "Emotionally, it's more painful than anyone can imagine."

Determined, Sakura clenched her fist and declared, "With or without the tailed beast, you can count me in. I'll protect you with my life."

Gaara was both surprised and touched by her stubborn perseverance. "Why do you insist on fighting by my side after I've hurt you? You are the only one in this village who won't give up on me. Why?"

Sakura couldn't hold back her feelings any longer. She said, "Neither of us have to be lonely in this lifetime. The two of us know what it's like to be unloved by the people around us who call us freaks. To be used, then thrown away like trash. I know what watching the world go by without you is like because it doesn't need you. I want to be by your side because you are the only one in this village who understands what I went through."

Overwhelmed by her emotions, Sakura couldn't hold back her tears any longer. She covered her face with her hands as tears flowed down her cheeks. Gaara stood beside her, speechless, unsure of how to console her.

Moved by her vulnerability, Gaara gently wiped the tears from her eyes. He leaned in, capturing her lips in a soft, tender kiss. As their lips parted, he whispered, "Only one thing can heal the heart."

Sakura blushed, her heart pounding as she whispered, "And what is that?"

Gaara's fingers traced the delicate lines of her red hairpiece as he leaned in, his breath warm against her ear. He murmured, "Love."

With a graceful sweep of his sand, Gaara lifted them both into the air. The breeze carried flecks of glitter from the bustling marketplace, surrounding them in a sparkling, ethereal dance. Sakura's hair billowed in every direction as they soared through the village, from its entrance to the imposing Kazekage building.

As they glided through the sky, Sakura felt a sense of freedom and security like never before. Below, the townspeople marveled at the breathtaking display of sparkling sand, unable to determine its source.

But what truly mattered was the radiant smile that graced Sakura's face. At this moment, Gaara realized that the most precious gift he had ever received was the sight of her happiness.