217 SHEN JI YUN'S DILLEMA

SHEN JI YUN called a taxi to take him back home.  The moment he was seated at the backseat of the taxi, he immediately opened Baidu in his phone.  He remembered Bai Ze telling him before that there were forum sites where one could post anonymous questions and other people visiting the site could answer them.

When he finally found the said site, he didn't hesitate to post his question.

Anonymous: [I can't help but give too much attention to a friend of mine.  Whenever he's around, my eyes always automatically follow him.  I always wanted him to have a smile on his face and always be happy.  I wanted to protect him from anything that might harm him.  I can't handle seeing him sad, especially not seeing him cry.  Whenever we accidentally touched, I couldn't help but get flustered.  My heart would start beating so fast.  Sometimes, I feel like I couldn't even breath.  Is this all because I just think of him as a very special friend?  Or is there some other reason?]