1 Introduction

"I'm scared. I don't want to fall I don't want to know how that feels at all. Sometimes I just want to let it go and let fate take the reins but then again I'm scared. I don't know, maybe of the unknown. That feeling when there's a terrible future ahead of you If you do this or

if you do that. But I don't think I care anymore, it's time to let loose and live for myself, to start thinking about myself. Sometimes, there's a need to be selfish, you'll know when it's needed.

" Trusting someone feels like a suicide mission. There's this fear in me that grips me like a thousand volts whenever I try to let go and trust a person. But not anymore, I'll have to start conquering my fears one by one whether I like it or not. I mean, why is it called risk if no one is willing to risk it? Sometimes you have to fall to rise, if I don't feel the piercing pain of betrayal I will remain weak, cowering in fear and thinking of possibilities... how that feeling would be, so I find myself not diving deep into that mood.

Last but not least letting go is the only medicine to success. Letting go of tied-up emotions and sometimes trauma. Fear of losing a loved one is daunting brain, getting it out of my brain is tasking. But then, again people live to die. People were born to perish one day. The form of death is not necessary cause the outcome will always be death. Holding on to this emotion is tearing me in pieces.

Love, Main character,

Mira.