from author

It's kinda embarrassing for writing a chapter about me dying.

I'm receiving proper treatment after becoming positive to TB

and I suppose I can say I'm doing okay

I'll talk to a therapist at 26 and hoping my mental health will be stable someday (I was said to have anxiety and depression)

I still breakdown and question how I'm living my life right now and knowing people still supports my novel makes me just wanna live even life is hard on me

I am a minor, I'm in an age when people enjoy life and only have studying as a problem

But I feel like I wanna die for not enjoying my life at a young age at all

(hello, hoping no one would age shame me lol)

also thank you for your support at this novel, you can be my friends btw

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(let me include my socials bcs this might be a last chap thats just from me lol. i dont need to update u guys on anything, i assume lolTT)