4 Miracle

***Being this bored in life should be a crime, according to me***

After having watched some of my favourite drama I had put on the music for some background noise.

"Please dear God in heaven send me something to do" I prayed silently.

That's when it happened

A familiar beep could be heard muffled under a pillow and I quickly found my phone

"It's him", I utterance with my eyes wide open.

There I saw 10 digits (Call number)

*my heart was pounding in my chest*

I stared at a phone for a second before I typed a quick response "Thank you"

******

Time went on... we became friends

Ever since I meet him my life became an open book. Privacy was deleted in my vocabulary.

I was so happy like something inside me snapped open. I had trust issues with people specially men, and I developed angst of mingling with them. But meeting Felix, he made me feel so much at ease with him, like there was nothing to fear about. All I need was just to be myself and be more open-minded.

A soft smile touched in the corner of my lips.

It's my first time continuously chatting with someone over messages for almost 7hours straight. I can't just leave Felix because he's too nice. Besides it's true, My crush on him often goes too far. There was an attractiveness in his voice, deep, sultry and sexy. I imagine someday, there could be something more between us but i know he would be very devastated with my thought.

If only I could, I would ask him out but the problem is, he's a conservative guy. And another thing, it seems like he's not ready to date, 2years after his breakup.

I wonder what I look like in his eye. I know I don't stand a chance, but I'm going to like him anyway.

Felix is always straight forward and honesty which I love the most because when people try to be subtle or feel pitiful, It's straight up irritating to me.

But his honesty obscure me. Sometime I can't really understand him. It's harder than to understand a girl.

I got intrigued. I wondered what was his drama, one fine day he's so good to me then pretended that I never exist.

Is he psychotic or something ?