A loner

So I'm Ella as i mention earlier

And previously I also mentioned that i have this "attraction" or "crush" on this boy called Felix.

I'm not really a skinny type girl but one of those short kids. Though I'm not the shortest in my year. I'm a twenty one years old girl with brown eyes, not too visible because I wear glasses, brown skin, blackish brown hair that went down till just above my waist.

I'm a type of girl you will see hanging out with myself at the park all on my phone and head banging on the sound of my music coming out from my headphones.

Yes I'm a 'loner' if that's how you put it but I have few friends, 3-5 at most. I don't really like having a large circle of friends but mostly I prefer to stay alone.

Anyway my hobbies included writing which I did a lot and I've a keen interest in learning languages.

My absolute favourite thing to do is sit in my bed with a tub of ice cream  and watch drama.

There is really nothing more about me to tell. The shower is my favourite place to think.

I'm not the type to fall in easily but, he is different. I realized that he have those adoring eyes. It actually makes him look very very attractive.

But sadly, he didn't recognize me. And he have many girls crushing on him, most of them are perfect. They are gorgeous, tall and slim.

He's just too perrrrrfect.

And what about me? I'm short and chubby.

This is what we call as one sided love.

How do I survive this?