Volume seventy One

" well before you start a duel you should ask around for some tips, or information on the paladin. Don't look at me I know nothing about his fighting style, I'm no use to you in this. I do know someone who can help you". I pointed at the guild Master, she throwing back a bottle of booze. That is the only way she can deal with all do drama around here. I wish she didn't drink as much, I told her to stop before her liver goes out. She just got me at me and threw the bottle at me, I know she didn't mean to do that. That is just the alcohol talking, Autumn approached the guild master. " hey drunkie!, what do you know about the Paladin?!". She was flicking her on her forehead, she was so drunk she thought it was a playful gesture. She dropped the bottle, pieces of the bottle scattered across the floor. " who the paladin?!, I don't know very much. There is a rumor or is it a story hell I don't know what it's called anymore. The thing goes like this his can't control his anger or any type of emotion if you mention his sister. Which I mean it makes sense seeing how he saw his sister burned alive in front of him.". Autumn started laughing after hearing that, she started hugging the drunk. The blade that she always carries around was moving around her waist freely, almost coming out of the pocket. The blade fell out of the pocket falling down to the floor, a strong gust of wind blew the door open. I covered my eyes to block the dust that the wind had picked up from outside. The blade was in her hands Everytime I see her does this trick it still catches me off guard. She had no emotions while gripping the blade, is still don't understand how she got that good with her blade. I've been training with her since I was a child, her abilities with the blade is still a mystery. " Autumn what is your goal?!, at the end of this. Nothing will change me and you from our goal, this is not the way I would like too do things!.". She hates that, I can tell by the way she eased her grip. I'm not telling her that she cannot fight, I just don't want anyone to die that's all. Her whole life for the last almost fifteen years thats all she knew. Fighting was her life, her reason for living. While fighting for so long she lost all since of right and wrong, I'm trying to give her a sense of right. The problem with that is she is gone so far away from any kind of sense, so it's basically useless for me. My way of life will be the downfall of me, her way of life in this world will flourish. She is perfect for this new world, she doesn't want to hear that though. Which to be honest it's kinda sad to think about it, she was never like this when she as raising me. If only I had the power of resurrection,I would bring back Adamsin. That would do nothing but harm though, he is the reason for all of this. I do blame him for somethings, like killing the majority of the world. As I grew older I understood why he did it though, he saw the life he created die before seeing it live. That take a toll on any person, the type of person Adamsin was he took it to another level. To him he felt like he failed in several areas, being a Father, a warrior. I'm hoping that if we found out on why they done all of this. Then maybe we could change the world, it's a very small chance of changing it. I mean we are only two people trying to do so, everyone else is okay with this world. They are so corrupted, Autumn walked out of the guild. I followed behind her making sure that she doesn't lose her temper, she had only lost that once. I was terrified that day, she is the reason that rabbits are no longer existing. We walked around the town of Daragain picking up food on the way. As the night fall, stars began to appear in the sky. " do you ever wonder if maybe this is God's punishment for us not believing in him even more?!, or maybe that all of the believers beside me had put his name to shame?!". Autumn leaned against the bridge, under the bridge was a man eating away from a child's body. I had to look away from this abominational act, she laughed after. " I would love to explain what is happening to us, of give you more of explanation of this world demise. It's very simple when God gave us free will, we abused it. So this is the cause of our actions not God's!. I would be excited to see him rain down judgment onto this hell in fested world, I also know that me hoping for that is me being greedy!". She tucked my right gauntlet, " Jim do you honestly believe in all of that Jesus and God crap?!, I'm not telling to stop believing in him. Look around though it seems to me that he doesn't really care anymore, cause if he did then way is things like that are happening. He knows that this isn't right!". I wanted to tell back at her so badly for disrespecting God, I will not yell at her. She is lost and confused about him, once she come realize the power of him, then she will change her mind on the matter. But until then she is a lost wonder seeking a truth that is covered up by he down blindness. It hurst me knowing that someone I care about so much, doesn't know about the power of God.