2- Planning the future

Today I woke up with my mom putting me in to burp, it was weird because I don't remember anything before that which means I act institutionally without being aware, I believe it happens because I'm still a baby with a developing brain and my mind and much more advanced and my brain can't keep up causing me to faint, but I ignore everything to mine and focus my thinking on the one thing that matters to me, I'm in Konoha, the great ninja world where it is possible to revive dead people, fly, destroy mountains and spit fire dragons i was so excited my mom noticed i was shivering and thought it was from the cold so she rocked me in the covers and put me in the crib, i got a little embarrassed after my mom did it she kept making faces and joking with me saying that it would heat me up, yeah, I understood that, the words that once seemed all scrambled started to make sense and I started to understand Some things, I wonder if it's because I'm a baby that it's easier to learn the new language because my previous self died not knowing or mastering English, it was ridiculous and humiliating that the baby was smarter than me but Also a good thing, I theorized this from an old conversation I had with my older brother Leo during his medical school years that he had told me that when we learn or do new things our brain creates new bridges between neurons and theoretically the more smarter bridges you become, the other thing is that the baby's body is extremely malleable and adaptive in the first days of life and it decays over time and by having much more knowledge than a normal baby my brain comes if developing at lightning speed which also requires much more energy than my current body can generate which leads to my fainting that I previously considered sleepy, I also noticed that I breastfeed it was mostly mostly while I was unconscious because my belly was exploding and yet I was hungry, that's why my mother and I were still in konoha hospital my mother realized that I spent a lot of time sleeping and acting weird even when I was awake, because of that I was watching for a few more days before being released.

The days I spent at the hospital with my mother were horrible because I wasn't even conscious most of the time and when I woke up I often went through embarrassing situations for any teenager like having their mother change their dirty scams, but I got over it with meditation and understanding. this is natural for a baby besides just focusing on the main like becoming a kage level ninja, first focused on what i know, i'm not part of any clan ie i'm a civilian but my dad and a chunin ninja so i can start so ask him to teach me in advance how to modulate my chakra and some jutsus but as he does not seem to me to be a strong ninja and probably he does not have much to teach me but also can not forget my physique at the moment I can not I do a lot of things but I must prepare my body well as I have no secret lineage or ninjutsu I can learn so I should focus mainly on my taijutsu and It's basically mandatory that I get the 8 chakra gates, but Gay's training is very extreme and not very efficient compared to the physical training methods that exist on earth, so I'll mix up the best points from both workouts to empowering my physique without depleting my vital energy, of course there is a crucial problem at this point as the chakra gates are extremely harmful to the body because of the huge amount of wild chakra released at once into the muscles to elevate them to the extreme, but I have already theorized a way to solve this problem and even make the gates stronger by joining with Tsunade ninjutsus to enhance cell regeneration and energize the cells of the problem and that also uses the vital energy for it so I need a source of different vital energy to fully fit this new style could be Hashirama cells but I have neither access nor the ability to deal with this kind of power but senjutsu on the other hand has the potential to revitalize vital energy and cells joining it all my taijustu will be invincible but i need to go beyond said or i wouldn't be able to look everyone in the eyes the other reborn of the earth who used knowledge to become God level surpassing even Kaguya, so I need to leverage my defense and speed, of course the Raikage's thunder chakra armor could completely fulfill my needs, but for that I need to have affinity with thunder beyond figuring out a way to get this jutsu with cloud village which is unlikely, plus I don't know at what point in the story I am.

That thought cut my cheap depending on what time I was born it can be hard to achieve my goals for my taijutsu because if it's time of war 2 or 3 there won't be much time to train besides I need to become Gay's apprentice and Tsunade, well Gay is going to be very easy probably the problem would be just training time but Tsunade is going to be another level of difficulty as she left the village after the war and was traumatized with blood, how can I learn the medical ninjutsus if she continue like this? I know she taught Shizune but in the end she was rubbish didn't dominate the most powerful jutsus, I will have to solve this when I come across the problem, but if I'm at the same time as Naruto I can't change much since Gay already will have a team and Tsunade will become Hokage when I am at a good age to learn her techniques, there are also two doubts in my mind, the first is if I will have Chakra for this during my five days at the Hospital there are four since I found out that I'm in the shinobi world I've been trying to feel the chakra, but I can't do anything, I don't even know what I'm doing besides my dad and just a low level shinobi and my mom a civilian the chances of me developing a bigger chakra reserve that chunin even in my adulthood and small but with my knowledge i believe that at least jounin level and sure more to go beyond i don't know if i have the talent, my second doubt and the worst that torments me permanent The only question is if I am capable of anything but a mere civilian and secondary character that was forgotten in the main story, Naruto and obviously the protagonist he lost everything since childhood suffered a lot during his childhood and yet grew to become a superhero, I know I couldn't do it the same way, not even remotely like his story, but this is my second chance to change my path and move from a minor character to a major character, kkkk, not even a week since I swore that would change to grow to another level and I'm already doubting my ability, I'm ridiculous, kkkkkkkk, I won't give up, as I alternated between derogatory laughter of myself for a resolute look, my mother watched me from her bed with concern since as she drinks my vocal cords, my laughter at her didn't sound like shouts and gagging, and my determined gaze made her think I was doing it. In my fraud, there is if I knew what my mother thought of my epiphany, but that was one of the moments that marked my development, and that was my fifth and last day at Konoha Hospital where I blacked out again after my philosophical reflection. of life.