Home 6: Thoughts of a Headless Woman

My name is Fate Ullin. I ran into some very unfortunate circumstances one day but luckily, I met a very drunk, yet very sweet human that night. She had short black hair that was cut in a bob with a little mole under her eye. She'd probably call it a beauty mark. Her eyes were slender and she had a mature look to her, even when she was drunk. She looked like she had a little muscle on her as well. Her face was thin and her body matched it. I could probably hold her little breast in the palm of my hand. Her butt was nice and plump, probably because she worked out.

Anyway, we met one night after several bad things happening to me. We began talking and I told her most of my problems. She then gave me a promise that she would take care of me. At first I thought she was just saying things just to make me happy but when she looked at me in such a serious way, I could only take her seriously. Before I knew it I accepted her kindness. We did a few other things that night and made two more promises, the third one I couldn't even believe she would do such a thing. It was pretty much as sacrificial as it got.

Anyway, that night, I went home with her. Well it was more like I brought her home because she was too drunk to drive. She knew the directions to her house even while in that state, which was impressive if you could see how wasted she was.

Ehem... so the next morning when she forgot everything, it honestly made me a little sad. It was also expected, yet when she still decided to believe me even though I had no proof, it just showed me one more time that Zoe was an incredible person.

She decided to take me to the store to buy me some clothes. At first I wanted to tell her that I could just go home and bring my clothes over but she then gave me some of her clothes to wear. They smelled a little like her when I put them on. For some reason they fit alright. I didn't mind wearing her clothes and she already seemed determined to take me out so... why refuse?

When we arrived I learned that Zoe wasn't very....affectionate. We weren't dating or anything but we did sleep together. The place was crowded and we could easily lose each other in the crowd. The least she could do is hold my hand right? She was so hesitant though...it hurt a little....just a little.

At the clothing section, I wanted to get some cute underclothes since Zoe didn't seem to want me naked all the time at her home. It didn't take a mind reader to know why she wanted me to wear something to cover myself. I could tell just by the way her eyes devoured me to know that she was holding back. We met a very nice Alien eyed girl. She had a human body for the most part but she had big beady eyes like an alien from one if those old movies. All black and oval shaped. She was cute, seeing her next to Zoe was a nice contrast between cool and cute. Like a younger girl talking to her older sister or her senior in school. Zoe seemed like she didn't want to have help from her but I didn't care either way. I could tell that Zoe wasn't good with persistent people and of course this girl in particular was very persistent. Since Zoe seemed to be hesitant, I decided to give her a little tug. Even though she might not see it that way, from my perspective Zoe seems shy...and it's a little cute.

After that little detour we went to another spot, Zoe had to leave me to go to the bathroom. I didn't really need to go with her and I felt like she needed some alone time so I waved to show I wasn't coming with. Being in the medicine aisle alone was very...lonely. I mean I was somewhat used to being alone but after being with Zoe for a while I just expected her to be here. I don't want her to think I'm really attached to her though so I'll just be good and wait patiently. All of a sudden some guy I didn't know grabbed my hand and started pulling me somewhere. I sort of panicked and froze. I didn't understand what was going on and the next thing I know, my back is against the wall and he's standing a little too close for comfort. I felt weak...even though I know I'm stronger than most normal humans...I can't help but to feel fear, it's overwhelming my reason. Where's Zoe? She's supposed to be here too avoid this. I can't scream for help since I don't have a voice...

He started saying something about taking me somewhere else and wanting to get to know me better but...I don't like him. He looks like a common criminal. So I try to shake my hands in the air to reject him but he ignores them. He then looks over to...ZOE! Thank goodness, ah he ran away. Zoe isn't that scary though right? I mean she does have a mean face sometimes but that's part of her cuteness. She swung an arm around me and claimed me as her woman....

We make it to the place I can buy my notepad. I get the same kind every time because it's the only one that has my favorite mascot on it. Niki Neko, the idol. I love her and her work so I was so happy when I found out that they were making notepads with her signature and a drawn character on it. Anyway we met a mutual acquaintance...Laila

Oh Laila...I don't go clubbing often but when I do, I go to the same one, the one where Laila works...and of course Laila remembers me. I know she means well and is really nice but she makes it a habit to tease me and it doesn't seem like she'll stop even with Zoe here. Actually she seems like she'll be even worse than usual because Zoe is here. I try to get Zoe to ditch her but she ignores me for the most part...she even invited her to join us...Fine I'll just try to cope. I wont get into what Zoe was saying to me but...she was being VERY annoying. Zoe somehow pacified her somehow. Whenever I ask her to quit she just ignores me! They must have some kid of relationship I don't know about...maybe she can tell me a little more about Zoe later...I feel like Zoe is hiding something from me after meeting Laila all of a sudden.

Thank goodness we got the toaster. I need my morning toast....it's just something about it that really gets me going through out the day. Either way once we were home, I had already decided that Zoe was going to be mine for the night. She helped me so much and was very helpful with the guy earlier...also since she brought Laila along I really want to wear her out for that. I noticed the night she was drunk that she was very shy and sensitive in bed so...well she's fun to play with. So I force her to go along with what I want for the night and continue to 'play' with her until she seemed tired...then I did a little more and she falls a sleep with this cute satisfied face. Sometimes I wish I had a head just so that I could kiss but that it just a dream. Later on in the night I hear her phone vibrating. I try to ignore it but it keeps ringing over and over and Zoe is not waking up so I see who it is and it's Laila texting her....no...texting me. She wants to meet tomorrow. I suppose I'll go...