1 Prologue

The destiny of every human life is like planets circling its axis. Spin around in the accordance with the provisions and some changes that are attempted. Therefore, everyone's way of life will be different from each other.

The difference is clear, among all the differences there are some similarities.

Everyone has experienced sadness, then happiness. Tears, then smiles. Hate that crosses the line turns out into love. All of those can even happen otherwise.

To be admitted or not, every human being has had a bitter and sweet experience in life. It's just a spice, a complement to the history of someone who has stepped on this earth.

So, I never put special meanings to all of those stories. Letting all of them flow are the best choice. Then, nothing and no one can be effected me in any way.

Everything that happens in our life is a destiny determined long times ago before humans were born. A person's wailing will not change the determination.

Therefore, I have decided; happiness, sadness, dissatisfaction, even love, can't make me fall off. All of those which have and will happen is human's destiny to determine our life quality.

The gift of happiness does not make me smile for so long or laugh out loud. When I'm hurt, I do not lament over the world. My tears are too valuable for those small things.

Meeting or farewell does not bring any change in my life.

I don't really care about someone who came into my life or someone who left me. I am Ara Sofia, will never let anyone control my feelings.

Everyone who knows me known about that. They even named me a woman without heart. The coronation might sound quite cruel, but I never bothered by whatever they thought. Let the words just passed by and wasn't given an explanation about "who I am" is becoming my choice. As I know, giving an explanation is futile.

There is no big different from friends of mine, my family members have the same assumptions. They looked at me as a cold-hearted child, maybe it's a fact. At least by using the democracy system, the majority vote is justification.

Maybe it's true, my heart is as cold as snow, and I have never been involved with others in a deep emotion. However, that doesn't make me an antisocial who can't get along well. I am able to interact with others, have many friends, some of them become my best friends who always support me.

I have to admit, those who stand by my side and accept me "as I am" are the most super-understanding people.

Although it cannot be denied, there are some haters who pretend to be friends and hide their daggers behind their backs. Of course, it was not a problem as long as they didn't try to mess up the harmony of my life.

As time passes, nothing changed; perfectionist, stubborn, tough, cold-hearted, and introverted, those images are always attached to me. But I am lucky enough to be surrounded by good people that have the very different character than mine.