October 29th

This is where it all began, well at least when I realized who my feelings guided me to. One afternoon at around 5:00 pm I was on Instagram scrolling through my feed, I saw a post my friend had posted about an hour ago...i liked it and didn't think much about it until I got to the third slide of the post. It was a boy, a guy he had nice ear length hair split down the middle almost covering his face so that only a portion of his face showed. I quickly checked his tag and followed and watched his story and so on.

I knew from that moment I would try and become friends with that boy but I didn't think I knew him much to begin with and my anxiety didn't make anything better, I started to plot scenarios in my head of how he'd probably think I was weird or something, so I didn't text him at first.