57 Chapter 57: I Still Crave For Her

Breyson's P.O.V

I'm hating myself already for everything I'm putting Bel through. I just forced her to marry just so I could make my dying big man happy.

I had a dream, it was one of my greatest goal and that was to marry Bel and have beautiful kids with her.

Even though I keep pretending infront of her, I loved the idea of us expecting when I told dad about it in the hospital. And even if the children are not my sperms, I was ready to take care of them when they are born for the sake of my father.

I want to be happy about it because I remember we did it twice without protection and they were the most pleasurable moments. I can't forget them but everytime I remember Jesper's confession, his determination, the countless calls they always made to each other, I lose focus and hate Bel even more.

Sometimes I feel like forgiving her and try harder, fighter harder for our love but the thought of the twins turning out to be Jesper's makes me think otherwise.