The Tale of the Loveless Romantic

Yo, this is my first time writing a fanfic, English is also not my first language, also this isn't to be entirely smut, it does contain 18+ scenes and smut but there is also a lot of PLOT, so I hope you enjoy it.

Ps: when a chapter contains a 18+ scene / smut there is going to be a 18+ tag in the title.

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*sigh* 'How did I even get here?'

My name is Mason Wilder, well was is more correct.

I died, and my life wasn't that special, I was your typical orphan, if I were to describe myself in two words it would be hard working.

From an early age, I tried to be better at everything, why? Well near the orphanage I lived in there was this church, the father who worked in that church visited our orphanage regularly he was a good man, he got along with a lot of kids, even the teenagers, considering before becoming a priest he was surprisingly a boxer, he was also a bad boy if his story's were true.

So he could be pretty understanding of the teenagers, me and him were close, he was like a father to me, like most of the kids at the orphanage, anyway there was this one time he was telling us the story of how he met the love of his life, unfortunately like most stories with good endings his wasn't a good one.

It all started when one of the kids in my orphanage fell in love with a girl from school, he was a year older than me, at that time I was 12.

Anyway, the father told us the story about how in one of his matches when he was boxing he saw a beautiful woman, he said she was the most perfect woman in the world to him, and he said their love was love at first sight situation, after hanging out a while as friends the father asked her out and she said yes anyway they dated for a couple of years, got married, tried to have children turns out his love couldn't get pregnant because of an illness, anyway they considered adopting but never really did anything about it, after a couple of years she was diagnosed with cancer, long story short she fought cancer fiercely but she couldn't beat it and passed away.

After that, the father quit boxing and was depressed for a while but pulled through the depression and became a priest.

After telling us his story a bunch of kids asked him how he knew she was the "one" for him.

He told us that we knew the moment we saw her.

Anyway, after that because I didn't want to be alone I tried to find the "one" but failed miserably, until one day, when I was 14 years old I saw her, she was beautiful, I saw her in school it was the first day of the ninth grade.

After that I tried to chase after her but failed, after that she started dating a popular boy, I asked her why didn't she accept me, she said that I wasn't handsome enough so I hit the gym and tried to become more handsome and it paid off when I was 15 I was one of the most handsome kids in my school, being over that girl I chased after another equally beautiful one.

She accepted and we dated for a week before she broke up with me and started dating another guy, I thought we were doing okay so I was confused why she dumped me, the guy she started dating wasn't as handsome and beautiful as me, so like last time I asked my new ex why she broke up with me, she told me that I wasn't rich enough for her, she told me although im handsome I don't have any real money, I don't even have enough money for a date, so this time I went in the pursuit of money.

I started doing chores around the orphanage learning how to fix stuff and maintain homes and clean, after I was sufficiently knowledge I started doing chores through the neighborhood, and I started saving my money in a bank account the father of the church made for me.

After a while I had about 1,304 $ dollars, I didn't know what to do with it so I went to a "customer" I could trust, Mr. Everett, he was one of the people I did chores for he was a single middle-aged man that lived in a mansion a few blocks further from the orphanage, he was a successful businessman, I knew him pretty well and figured I could trust him, he taught me many things about making money and managing a business after my training was finished under him, he gave me a small job in the company he owned, I started making money earning a monthly wage of 8000$ I put all my money in the bank and waited for a good investment company, anyway fast forward a couple of years I was a rich 19-year-old, almost as rich as Mr.Everett, he was ridiculously rich, like the likes of bill gates or elon musk.

I started looking for the one again and found a pretty good girl I had everything the looks and the money, at least I thought so this one broke up with me and found someone else too,. I asked her the reason she dumped me and her answer was that I wasn't good enough in bed.

Now I'm not saying my little brother was small, contrary I was above average, but still I thought If I fixed this one final problem I could finally find the one for me.

So I purchased the services of Natalia a Russian crime boss, although she was surprised about my request she accepted pretty easily because of the money I was offering, I asked her to teach me everything there was to sex and satisfying a woman, not to brag but I got so good after a while even she could not handle me in bed, so with new vigor, I tried dating again at this point I was 22 so I thought I had a lot of time.

Turns out it's really hard finding the one, I dated all kinds of girls, from the feared tsundere to a NEET, so I thought to myself were am I going wrong, I'm handsome, I'm rich, I'm amazing at sex, so why cant I find the one at that point in my life my business was booming too successfully so I hardly had any time to date until everything stabilized when I was 23.

While I was in the no-date period I found myself bored because after work I had nothing to do, at that point I found out I really didn't have any hobbies so I started with different things, I started gaming and I fell in love with the activity after playing all most all the good games, there was nothing else to play so I switched hobbies, next was movies to tv shows, I finished them also, seeing my options running out I watched a couple of cartoons, then adult cartoons.

After running out I cartoons I started watching anime and became a certified otaku, thankfully there were a lot of animes to watch so it took a while to run out of animes, after running animes it was time to read manga's after manga's I read manhwa's, manhua's and comics.

After finishing them I read light novels, and I even wrote a few, after reading enough novels it became boring and cliché, at that point I found fanfics and started reading them like crazy, very cliché fanfic was I read everything my job was already stabilized so I wanted to start dating again but, something strange happened, when I was going to sleep last night I had a strange dream, first I was standing in a vast dark space after what I think was 10 minutes a drop of red ink fell on my feet and I was shoved in a tunnel that had a lot of swirling colors in it, and then, There was light.