Despite everything I have... No matter what I do... No matter who I kill... No matter where I go... No matter why I did it... No matter how it happened... I still can't do the very first thing I wanted, protect the dear ones. (Rewrite of "You can't KILL me") (Billy's side of the story) (WARNING: I am sorry for the writing style, but this fanfic was started before i changed style, so expect the same writing style for 30 or 40 chapters)