1 Brand New Life: The Broken Promise

[Present Time]

Emma: They say life flashes before your eyes. Need more! So hungry! And everything shows itself to you. Hahaha! Look at this pig! Are you going to squeal for me ugly piggy! But i don't know why I'm still here? I am sorry but she is braindead and won't make it. And your anxiety keep rising. I looked in the fridge and it was empty. Then i got irritated and start kicking the refrigerator door. I was so angry that i broke the refrigerator door and started going on a blind rampage throughout my house. Breaking everything that came in my way.

When i was done i was balled up in a corner crying to myself. I can't do this anymore. I just want to die. I am so sorry. really i am mother. But i just can't take it anymore. I got up from the corner of the wall and walk to my room. When i got there i put my hand on the door knob and went inside. Walking through my messy room that had clothes and food wrappers all over the ground. When i got to my dresser i open it and grabbed some clothes. After that i closed the drawer and walked over to my bed. I sat down and started to tie the clothes together in to a noose.

When i was finished i got up and walked to the closet door and open it. When i was inside the closet i tie the end of the noose on the closet rod. I was looking at the noose and tears started to fall down my cheeks. I turn around and saw me and my mother smiling happily in a picture frame on my dresser. Then a memory popped in my head.

[Flashback 5 years old]

Emma: I am sorry mom i didn't mean to start a fight at school today. But she said something bad about me. Then My mom sighed and sat next to me on my bed and said. Don't worry Emma i am not mad at you. I look at my mom in surprise and said. you're not. That's right i am not mad at you but proud of what you did. my mom said to me. Listen Emma. I know starting a fight with someone is not good. But if you had let that girl keep on bullying you she would keep on walking all over you. What i'm trying to say is. Don't let people control you because if you do that means you're not living for yourself anymore.

Promise me the you will live. Not for me but for yourself. I looked at my mom and said. I promise mom that i will live. She smiled and kiss me in the forehead and said with much warmth in her voice. And i promise to be there for you always. My sweet princess.

[End flashback]

Emma: I turn my head back around in disappointment at myself and said. Sorry but i can't keep my promise anymore. I grabbed the stool and put my head in the noose. Then i kicked the stool away and was hanging there swinging back and forth. When i was choking to death one thing came in my mind. Mother must be disappointed in me. I close my eyes for the last time and was gone from this world.

[In the middle of nowhere]

Emma: When i open my eyes i can see that i am not in my room anymore. Where am i? Is this the afterlife? I looked at my surroundings and can see that i am in the middle of nowhere. When i turn my head to the side. I saw two guys floating in mid-air not that far beside me. I rubbed my two eyes to see if i was dreaming and to see if the noose broke when i hanged myself. But when i put my hands down from my face i was still here. Then i shouted out loud. where in the fuck am i!?