1 CHAPTER ONE :

HELLO MOTHER ITS ME YOUR DAUGHTER WHO'S NOW IS IN HEAVEN WITH GOD

HEAVEN IS A PLACE WHERE EVERYTHING IS WHITE.... CLOUDS, WHITE CLOTHES, AND WHITE SHOES..

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF WHITE COLOR

AS MY OWN OPINION AS YOUR DAUGHTER IT MEANS TO ME THAT WHITE CLOTHES, WHITE CLOUDS, AND WHITE SHOES HELP US UNDERSTAND THAT OUR SOUL IS BEING SEND TO REST IN PEACE....

WHY MOTHER YOU THIS TO ME ... WHY MOTHER YOU LET THAT MOTHERFUCKER OF FATHER KILLED ME AND ... WHY YOU LET YOURSELF OUT OF MY SIDE WHEN I NEED IT YOU HOW THEY SAID ....

LOVE OF A MOTHER .. IS THE ONE WHO HAS TO PROTECT HER DAUGHTER OR SON FROM THE EVIL SIDE OF THE WORLD LET'S START... WITH THE POETRY

WHAT IS LOVE ....

LOVE IS AN EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION THAT WE DON'T KNOW WHY,HOW,AND WHAT IS IT USED WELL LET ME TELL MY LIFE CYCLE STORY AND THAT I END UP GOING TO HEAVEN AGE OF 18.

MY NAME IS MARLENE SANDOVAL..

MOTHER WAS A BEAUTIFUL WOMEN WHO EVERY GUY WANTED TO LOVE .. HER

BUT MOTHER HAD HER HEART THAT WAS ALREADY FULL OF LOVE ...

MOTHER LOVED MY FATHER WITH ALL HER HEART BUT EVERYTHING SINCE THE DATE I WAS BORN

MOTHER AND FATHER WERE YOUNG AND IRRESPONSIBLE ..... WHEN I WAS 1 YEAR OLD ..

MOTHER GOT PREGNANT BY FATHER AGE 18 AND SHE GOT ME ON GRADUATION DATE SHE WAS A SENIOR ...

FATHER WAS GOING TO BE 19 THE NEXT DAY OF GRADUATION I REMEMBER THAT DAY PERFECTLY TOO WELL BECAUSE GRAMS TOLD ME EVERYTHING ...

FATHER DIDN'T SHOW UP THE DAY OF MY BIRTH.. FATHER LEFT HE DIDN'T CAME BACK UNTIL I WAS 4 YEARS OLD BUT WHEN FATHER AND MOTHER WERE YOUNG AND IRRESPONSIBLE THEY DIDN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT IF I NEED IT A DIAPER CHANGE , A BOTTLE,CLOTHES, INSTEAD THEY WILL LEAVE ME CRYING IN MY CRIB , ALL DAY LONG AND NIGHT WHEN THEY GOT TIRED OF ME THEY WILL HIT ME HARD EVEN THOUGH I WAS A BABY.....

MOTHER WAS AN ALCOHOLIC SHE WILL DRINK UNTIL SHE PASSED OUT ... SHE WOULDN'T SHOWER FOR DAYS ,SHE WILL STINK SO BAD .... FATHER WAS A DRUG ADDICTIVE BUT REALLY ABUSIVE FATHER HE WILL HIT ME REALLY BAD UNTIL I END UP IN THE FLOOR CRYING FOR HELP MOTHER .. BUT SHE WILL BE LOOKING AT ME ALL DRUNK UP .... LETS GO BACK TO THE BEGINNING

lOVE IS a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend. ..

DEAR MOTHER

THIS IS YOUR DAUGHTER WHO PASSED AWAY 3 YEARS AGO ... THAT YOU HAVEN'T COME TO VISIT ME WHERE YOU BURY ME-.......... I KNOW WHY YOU DON'T GIVE A DANG ABOUT ME SINCE I WAS LITTLE .

ROSES ARE RED

VIOLETS ARE BLUE WHY I WAS BORN IN THIS TYPE OF SITUATION... THAT NO ONE LOVED ME JUST MY GRAMS ...

END OF CHAPTER ONE ....