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My name is Ruth and a here's a little get to know me. I came out to my best friend last year when I was twelve. "I'm lesbian" I told hm. He was a little shocked. But he accepted me. I want to be transgender but I'm to scared to. I dont need my family to hate me about something else to. I am happy with my family. They treat me well and give me decent food. The only thing about my parents is that they are homophobic. Imaging being a lesbian and having a good life only because your parents think your straight. I first figured out I was part of the LGBTQ+ community was in 7th grade. there was this girl. She was the knew girl. She came during the mid term semester. I was called to the office and they said I have to show her around the school. At that moment something inside of me clicked and ever Since then she's all that's been on my mind. I can't stop thinking about her ugh. And to make it worse is that she never told me her name. I like to call her smexy baby. Well atleast in my mind.