148 Lee Donghwa: Too Long In Solitude

After driving quite a distance, day after day I almost spent my time sleeping all day. It was even so rare for me to get hungry that I could feel my body losing a lot of weight without having to look at my condition in the mirror. It went on for three weeks until I felt like a man who was rotting in solitude and buried in the gloomy darkness.

I didn't know what to do to get through the next days. Even Yunhee, he had persuaded me several times to go out for some fresh air out there but I was too lazy just to lift my feet.

Unlike before, every day that I went through felt like running in the same circle of time, and it was very boring.

Now, I was still in bed, but not sleeping. I just kept hiding under the blanket like a cold person even though the heating was on. I didn't know if the weather today was terrible or it was my heart that was frozen by circumstances. 

I just kept my eyes closed and imagined myself at a funeral.

If only I...